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‘’Why the irritated tone slug?’’ The other boy finally decided to speak.
‘’Wh-Why? Are you stupid? You think you're doing me a favor by finally opening your mouth? You come here, wake me in the middle of the night, and dare to be surprised when I'm not jumpin’ from excitement for whatever you want from me right now?’’ He growled loudly, glaring at Dazai.
Dazai didn't respond for a second, which was not like him, he looked like thinking about something, Chuuya was almost terrified. But then a devious smirk came onto Dazai’s face. Chuuya immediately catched that.
‘’No, I'm not goin’ out anywhere right now with you.’’
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It was another one of Dazai’s sleepless nights, but this one was yet different from the others. He decides to wake up Chuuya to show him a little bit of the life they could have never lived, not in this universe.
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29 Jul 2026
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⠀⠀⠀⠀The scent of sandalwood, rivulets of cold water trickling down the curves of Nikolai's skin. The low romantic notes of Jazz coming from the distant Jazz bar which was situated in the first floor of the motel.
Nikolai is slowly dying anyway. And no love can cure his insanity. Fyodor's esurient darling dying. He couldn't help but feel an eternal void he could not elucidate nor illustrate.
“Why are you so silent, Kolya?” He asked, almost not a question. Nor did he expect an answer, he knew Nikolai would only prevaricate.⠀⠀⠀⠀Running his fingers on the curves of Nikolai's naked and wet flesh. The perfect curves of his muscles relaxing under his touch and the water droplets. Leaning in to trail his lips on Nikolai's inscribed skin; which had Fyodor's name carved out perfectly in Japanese characters. It brought a sense of superiority to Fyodor's heart; such sadistic beauty, to hold such superiority that you become the cause of pain and delight to someone.
Their emotional obsession to taint the other with filth and sins. Plotless romance with sex and the taste of chocolate and tobacco.
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15 Feb 2026
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see: how the most dangerous thing is to love by Gayness_InAJar
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Oct 2025
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Written for Whumptober 2025 prompt 8: "oh horror oh horror, what did you see?"
Chuuya walks in on Dazai killing himself after some concerning text messages:
‘For a brief moment, everything was still.
And then horror, sheer horror flooded his memories, choking him, seeping into every corner of his brain as he softly whispered to those angry bloodshot eyes.
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24 Dec 2025
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"Here. You take it. I can make do." He offered it, like it was perfectly normal to just give away scarce food.
Nobody just gave things away. Not here. Not now. This thought sparked a weird knot in Till's chest, a conflicting blend of relief (potatoes!) and deep suspicion. His brow furrowed slightly. "Why?" he managed, the single word coming out harsher than he intended.
Ivan's smile, without a single falter, didn't even twitch. "Just being neighborly, I guess," he replied, his eyes actually crinkling at the corners. "And I know how tough it can be to get fresh food these days. Especially if you're not from around here." His gaze knew more than it should, which just made Till want to recoil. "You went to SNU too, didn't you? I saw your bag outside."
He then gestured towards Till's scuffed backpack slung over Till's shoulder, a bright red luggage tag still dangling from a zipper. "And the name tag, of course. Till Lee. Nice to finally put a name to the never-not-annoyed face."
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Ivan and Till's forced cohabitation, a total mess of weird feelings and things going sideways.
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12 Jul 2025
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His world stopped, and he felt like a stranger looking out of his own eyes. Loneliness felt like a wall he'd built brick by careful brick around himself. He wanted to be loved, to be seen past the flaws, believing he was destined to be alone. His present existence felt always just... under a cloud by a crushing load of unanswered questions.
Cold and alone, he just lay there. He was just Ivan Baek, with his body. Socializing just drained him.
Then, everything changed. Before, it hadn't mattered if he was around or not. But without him, Ivan realized, his days felt empty. On weekends when the boy didn't come, the house felt like all the life had been sucked out of it. He started missing his chatter, his laughter, even his teasing.
His insides clamped down. All Ivan wanted was to keep him there, all to himself. The thought felt heavy, wrong. He knew he couldn't, shouldn't. But the weird voice in his head wouldn't quit, was that even okay? Wanting someone this much? Wanting Till Lee this much?
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IVANTILL Week (2025) D1–D7 + Bonus
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