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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    ‘’Why the irritated tone slug?’’ The other boy finally decided to speak.

    ‘’Wh-Why? Are you stupid? You think you're doing me a favor by finally opening your mouth? You come here, wake me in the middle of the night, and dare to be surprised when I'm not jumpin’ from excitement for whatever you want from me right now?’’ He growled loudly, glaring at Dazai.

    Dazai didn't respond for a second, which was not like him, he looked like thinking about something, Chuuya was almost terrified. But then a devious smirk came onto Dazai’s face. Chuuya immediately catched that.

    ‘’No, I'm not goin’ out anywhere right now with you.’’

    Or

    It was another one of Dazai’s sleepless nights, but this one was yet different from the others. He decides to wake up Chuuya to show him a little bit of the life they could have never lived, not in this universe.

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    29 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 20

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    ⠀⠀⠀⠀The scent of sandalwood, rivulets of cold water trickling down the curves of Nikolai's skin. The low romantic notes of Jazz coming from the distant Jazz bar which was situated in the first floor of the motel.
    Nikolai is slowly dying anyway. And no love can cure his insanity. Fyodor's esurient darling dying. He couldn't help but feel an eternal void he could not elucidate nor illustrate.
    “Why are you so silent, Kolya?” He asked, almost not a question. Nor did he expect an answer, he knew Nikolai would only prevaricate.

    ⠀⠀⠀⠀Running his fingers on the curves of Nikolai's naked and wet flesh. The perfect curves of his muscles relaxing under his touch and the water droplets. Leaning in to trail his lips on Nikolai's inscribed skin; which had Fyodor's name carved out perfectly in Japanese characters. It brought a sense of superiority to Fyodor's heart; such sadistic beauty, to hold such superiority that you become the cause of pain and delight to someone.

    Their emotional obsession to taint the other with filth and sins. Plotless romance with sex and the taste of chocolate and tobacco.

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    15 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Written for Whumptober 2025 prompt 8: "oh horror oh horror, what did you see?"

    Chuuya walks in on Dazai killing himself after some concerning text messages:

    ‘For a brief moment, everything was still.
    And then horror, sheer horror flooded his memories, choking him, seeping into every corner of his brain as he softly whispered to those angry bloodshot eyes.
    “What did you see?”

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    24 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 22

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    "Here. You take it. I can make do." He offered it, like it was perfectly normal to just give away scarce food.

    Nobody just gave things away. Not here. Not now. This thought sparked a weird knot in Till's chest, a conflicting blend of relief (potatoes!) and deep suspicion. His brow furrowed slightly. "Why?" he managed, the single word coming out harsher than he intended.

    Ivan's smile, without a single falter, didn't even twitch. "Just being neighborly, I guess," he replied, his eyes actually crinkling at the corners. "And I know how tough it can be to get fresh food these days. Especially if you're not from around here." His gaze knew more than it should, which just made Till want to recoil. "You went to SNU too, didn't you? I saw your bag outside."

    He then gestured towards Till's scuffed backpack slung over Till's shoulder, a bright red luggage tag still dangling from a zipper. "And the name tag, of course. Till Lee. Nice to finally put a name to the never-not-annoyed face."

    OR

    Ivan and Till's forced cohabitation, a total mess of weird feelings and things going sideways.

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    12 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    His world stopped, and he felt like a stranger looking out of his own eyes. Loneliness felt like a wall he'd built brick by careful brick around himself. He wanted to be loved, to be seen past the flaws, believing he was destined to be alone. His present existence felt always just... under a cloud by a crushing load of unanswered questions.

    Cold and alone, he just lay there. He was just Ivan Baek, with his body. Socializing just drained him.

    Then, everything changed. Before, it hadn't mattered if he was around or not. But without him, Ivan realized, his days felt empty. On weekends when the boy didn't come, the house felt like all the life had been sucked out of it. He started missing his chatter, his laughter, even his teasing.

    His insides clamped down. All Ivan wanted was to keep him there, all to himself. The thought felt heavy, wrong. He knew he couldn't, shouldn't. But the weird voice in his head wouldn't quit, was that even okay? Wanting someone this much? Wanting Till Lee this much?

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    IVANTILL Week (2025) D1–D7 + Bonus

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    12 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Childhood friends turned strangers.
    What happens when the two men are paired up for a semester long project during their first year of college?

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    06 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 39

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    Completely ignoring everything he said, “You’ve heard about me?” I reply, slowly finding myself getting lost in his electric teal eyes.
    He simply scoffs, “Don’t act so surprised. I’ve been here two days and have already heard everything there is to know about “Mr. Perfect Ivan”. You wanna know what I think? Being on the football team, being student council president and making girls swoon doesn’t make you “perfect”. Nobody is, especially you. You’re far from it.” This time he successfully slams the door in my face without my arm stopping him.

    All I can think to do is stand there in awe. Part of me wants to melt into a puddle and become one with the pavement because this boy is immune to the reputation I’ve worked so hard to uphold. Though another part of me senses my cheeks flushing and my heart beating irregularly.
    Wow Till, you really are quite interesting.

    OR...

    Ivan is an A+ student who gets all the girls, he's perfect. While Till is frankly the opposite... Ivan's existence is enough to infuriate Till, while Till fascinates Ivan in a way nobody ever has before.

    (THIS IS ALSO UPLOADED ON WATTPAD. My username on there is WormInDaDirt)

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    06 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 50

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    It was the first time Till had actually ever seen Ivan wear a suit.

    And, okay– he knew his best friend was attractive, but not *this* attractive. Because what the fuck... was he really finding Ivan hot right now??

    Exactly how long has he been blind to this? ‘Was he going insane?’ was a better question for him to ask himself. And, well, his answer to that is – yes. He probably is.

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    25 Jun 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 11

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    Satoru and Suguru have been friends for longer than any of them can count. Throughout their years at high school, they have faced everything together. Now as seniors, they have one last chance to have some fun and make the year end with a bang--prom. When they end up going together, Satoru realizes so much more about himself and Suguru as they friendship blossoms into something else.

    basically they go to prom together idrk i'm losing it

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    18 May 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 59

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    At the beginning of a new college year, everyone is moving into their designated dorms. A perfect chance to get to know each other.. If only Till didn’t seem to the whole world had turned against him.

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    22 Jan 2025

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