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  1. Summary

    collection of my canonverse skk 5+1s. Endlessly retelling different versions of the same story because i have an illness. You're welcome.

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Grief reveals truth in a way that can never be undone. Peeling back skin to reveal degraded, bloodstained bone. Vi knows this better than anyone. But she thought… she’d thought…

    It could’ve been different.

    A glimpse into Vi's thoughts between acts. Namely, on the two people she's most wanted to protect.

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    10 Nov 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    forgor to bookmark this last night but i need crazy vi selfblame study in my bms.

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    “Chuuya. What are you doing?”

    Chuuya cocks his head, neck craned to keep his gaze on Dazai’s. “Swearing my loyalty to you, boss.

    Dazai actually gulps, adam's apple bobbing, and the visibility of Chuuya’s effect on him crawls right under Chuuya’s skin. Curls and nestles somewhere inside him. It feels dangerously like a purring, sated beast.

    Two years after meeting, Chuuya swears his loyalty to Dazai as the new boss of the Port Mafia, unaware and uncaring of the layers of Dazai's developing plans. Dazai, of course, is so very normal and sane about it, and deals with it in a very normal and sane way.

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    22 Sep 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    MY LOVELY BIRTHDAY GIFT <3333333 ITS SO EVIL <333 I LOST MY MIND. I MAY NEVER EXPERIENCE A COHERENT THOUGHT AGAIN.

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    “Here’s what’s gonna happen,” Chuuya starts, conviction (and probably some desperation) firm in his voice. “Neither of us are gonna leave this damn room. Call in sick, or whatever the fuck I don’t care, but you’re not going into work, or anywhere today. I’ll fucking hold you down just like this if I have to. Got it?”

    Dazai cocks his head, and Chuuya can tell he’s really trying hard to maintain the bored look on his face. Chuuya’s known Dazai long enough to recognize when he’s curious.

    “Am I being held hostage by the mafia right now? Is that what’s happening?”

    In which Dazai succeeds in the death he’s always longed for, and Chuuya and Atsushi will do whatever it takes to save the man who saved them before they even realized they were being saved. However many times it takes.

    A study in loving someone who refuses to be loved.

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    12 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    cannot believe this wasnt in my bookmarks already. im so shit at bookmarking. ANYWAY. CHAPTER 2 MOST INSANE THING EVER. IM SEVERELY UNWELL.

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    Dazai stumbled into the worst kind of wonderland, and he’s about to find out how deep this rabbit hole goes.

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    09 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    whole thing is CRAZY im obsessed with it. writing style is beautiful as always. going to go scream sob my throat raw <3

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    He doesn’t tidy up. He counts his ribs. He continues to frighten himself and chases the rabbiting pulse. He drinks another bottle.

    OR: It is commonly accepted that there are five stages of decay. A handful of glimpses into the daily life of Dazai Osamu.

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    30 Jul 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    apathy written so real my brain transported back to age seventeen