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Five times Double Black make a bet, and the one time neither of them lose by nyxi_pixie for booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jul 2025
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And then, expression betraying how far well too pleased with himself he is, “You feeling like you’re losing, shitty Dazai?”
“I’m not losing anything,” Dazai responds, a little more sharp than he means. He’s supposed to be sounding unbothered because Chuuya’s arguments aren’t worth attending to. Annoying little slug. “You’re the one wearing my collar.”
“And who’s the one desperately barking for my attention? Didn’t think this one through at all, did ya?”
“We’ll see.”
Or, a bet is a sacred sort of thing within the Double Black partnership, and worth following through all its many varying contexts, stupid and ridiculous or otherwise.
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- Part 3 of nyxi's 5+1s
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your autonomy's on a grindstone (my life is in your hands) by nyxi_pixie for booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Apr 2025
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He shakes against the pulsing pain, feeling the alien sensation of his mind falling backwards and something else coming to the forefront. Something empty and foreign. He’s more than familiar with an ability trying to pilot his brain for him, and more than capable of pushing it off just enough to think through it.
After Q's attack on Atsushi during the Guild Arc, they tell Dazai his 'new friends' broke easily, spoken like a comparitive, as if with the familiarity of having seen an old friend subjected to the same thing. So, five years prior, how long did that old friend take to break, and what mess of himself was Dazai left to clean up in the aftermath?
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there's a fool in april and a cock in a capitalist by nyxi_pixie
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Apr 2025
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It might be cheaper to have them cleaned the way the poors do - in one of those laundering machines. But he’s no idea how to utilize them. He has always either bought replacements when his clothes are dirtied by a day’s wear, or sent them to be drycleaned. The only laundering Fitzgerald ever does involves money! Ha Ha Ha.
Fitzgerald and that bald guy he intrudes on to watch tv with have explored each other's bodies. they had mid sex while louisa created genius strategies on the other side of the wall. trust i watched it happen
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Five things Morgana says twice over, and one thing she’ll never repeat. by nyxi_pixie
Fandoms: Merlin (TV)
10 Nov 2024
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It’s like a mirage, a rotten meal appearing full healthy, only turning bitter and sweet with decay once it’s already in her mouth. But when you’re starving, when you’ve been starving, left hungry and empty and wanting, you can’t help but take more. She can’t do anything but bite down when she’s presented with the succulent mask of fresh fruit, find again and again its reality long decomposed, festering and putrid. Her eyes tell her one thing, and her mouth swallows down the truth. She keeps eating.
Attempting to reconcile two halves of one whole, when one half is lost and the other is masquerading as something dead, is an impossible feat.
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a leash binds both ways (drag me with you, hound, I've nothing to do but follow) by nyxi_pixie for booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Oct 2024
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And power, Dazai knows, is an odd thing for the slug. He likes it, he’s good with it. But it leaves him lonely. That’s what happens when you’re ungrounded. Able to go up and up and up, unbound by gravity. But above, where no one else can follow, all you’ll find is solitude. How ironic for Dazai’s isolating ability to bring him down, away from that, and back to him.
Or, a study in power, the tendency to dehumanise it, and one guy who is just really really weird about it.
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this is what you asked for by booksandpaperss
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 Nov 2024
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Grief reveals truth in a way that can never be undone. Peeling back skin to reveal degraded, bloodstained bone. Vi knows this better than anyone. But she thought… she’d thought…
It could’ve been different.
A glimpse into Vi's thoughts between acts. Namely, on the two people she's most wanted to protect.
Bookmarked by nyxi_pixie
10 Nov 2024
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forgor to bookmark this last night but i need crazy vi selfblame study in my bms.
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heart on my sleeve while i'm down on my knees by booksandpaperss for nyxi_pixie
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Sep 2024
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“Chuuya. What are you doing?”
Chuuya cocks his head, neck craned to keep his gaze on Dazai’s. “Swearing my loyalty to you, boss.”
Dazai actually gulps, adam's apple bobbing, and the visibility of Chuuya’s effect on him crawls right under Chuuya’s skin. Curls and nestles somewhere inside him. It feels dangerously like a purring, sated beast.
Two years after meeting, Chuuya swears his loyalty to Dazai as the new boss of the Port Mafia, unaware and uncaring of the layers of Dazai's developing plans. Dazai, of course, is so very normal and sane about it, and deals with it in a very normal and sane way.
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- Part 1 of BEAST soukoku
Bookmarked by nyxi_pixie
22 Sep 2024
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MY LOVELY BIRTHDAY GIFT <3333333 ITS SO EVIL <333 I LOST MY MIND. I MAY NEVER EXPERIENCE A COHERENT THOUGHT AGAIN.
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till death, I'll give you my breath by booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Feb 2025
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“Here’s what’s gonna happen,” Chuuya starts, conviction (and probably some desperation) firm in his voice. “Neither of us are gonna leave this damn room. Call in sick, or whatever the fuck I don’t care, but you’re not going into work, or anywhere today. I’ll fucking hold you down just like this if I have to. Got it?”
Dazai cocks his head, and Chuuya can tell he’s really trying hard to maintain the bored look on his face. Chuuya’s known Dazai long enough to recognize when he’s curious.
“Am I being held hostage by the mafia right now? Is that what’s happening?”
In which Dazai succeeds in the death he’s always longed for, and Chuuya and Atsushi will do whatever it takes to save the man who saved them before they even realized they were being saved. However many times it takes.
A study in loving someone who refuses to be loved.
Bookmarked by nyxi_pixie
12 Aug 2024
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cannot believe this wasnt in my bookmarks already. im so shit at bookmarking. ANYWAY. CHAPTER 2 MOST INSANE THING EVER. IM SEVERELY UNWELL.
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Dazai stumbled into the worst kind of wonderland, and he’s about to find out how deep this rabbit hole goes.
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Bookmarked by nyxi_pixie
09 Aug 2024
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whole thing is CRAZY im obsessed with it. writing style is beautiful as always. going to go scream sob my throat raw <3
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the decomposition of dazai osamu by hella1975 for booksandpaperss
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jul 2024
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He doesn’t tidy up. He counts his ribs. He continues to frighten himself and chases the rabbiting pulse. He drinks another bottle.
OR: It is commonly accepted that there are five stages of decay. A handful of glimpses into the daily life of Dazai Osamu.
Bookmarked by nyxi_pixie
30 Jul 2024
Bookmarker's Notes
apathy written so real my brain transported back to age seventeen