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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    It is as if he cannot bear to have his eyes on her while the words come, “Mom. I need you to know that I did really try.”

    To the ground, to the soil, he confesses, “I tried really hard. But I just can’t help it. I’m sorry.”

    Shane apologises for something that could never, ever be wrong. While his hands tremble in hers, Yuna reflects on all the little moments that led them here.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.

    or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.

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    28 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    Nick is clinging on for dear life.

    How I imagine that the whole of the Halloween party went in S3 E4.

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    15 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Stephane calls Nick to talk about his uni apps, and doesn't seem pleased with his son's choices. his father's blatant disapproval deeply upsets nick, and he is unsure of how to handle it, causing him to panic.

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    15 Dec 2025