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snow angel (i'll make it through the winter if it kills me) by floydfairy, p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
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The pain has become too much for Ilya Rozanov to carry. For years, he’s lived with grief that never really healed, loneliness that followed him from Russia to Boston to Ottawa, and the constant exhaustion of pretending he’s okay when he hasn’t been in a very long time. Hockey gave him purpose. Shane Hollander gave him love. But neither could silence the ache left behind by losing his mother or the growing belief that maybe it was time to see her again.
So one morning, after one too many days suffering in silence, Ilya decides he’s done fighting. He leaves behind a letter for Shane, swallows a bottle of pills, and waits for the pain to end. Unfortunately for him, he is loved far too deeply for the universe to let him go that easily.
When the Hollanders find him in time, Ilya is forced into something he never planned for: surviving. And surviving means psychiatric holds, therapy sessions, difficult conversations, and learning how to let people care for him without believing he’s a burden. Most terrifying of all, it means letting Shane see every ugly, broken piece of him he tried so desperately to hide.
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Or: Ilya Rozanov attempts suicide, but the Hollanders love him too much to let him go quietly.
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little things by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 May 2026
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Just months ago, Ilya and Shane’s lives changed forever. After the death of Alexei, Ilya traveled back to Russia to adopt his young niece, Valeria, a decision that turned both men into devoted, fiercely protective girl dads overnight. But bringing her home didn’t just reshape their family; it changed the way they wanted to live their lives entirely.
For years, Ilya and Shane kept their relationship hidden from the world, protecting their careers and carefully avoiding the relentless scrutiny surrounding professional hockey. But with Valeria depending on them, hiding is no longer an option they’re willing to choose. As the new season begins, the two are suddenly thrust into the spotlight, navigating parenthood, grief, and the pressures of being openly together under the constant watch of the media.
Through every challenge, one thing becomes clear: Valeria is now the center of their world, and they’ll do anything to protect the life they’re building together.
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Or: After Ilya adopts his niece, he and Ilya decide they're done hiding, as they now navigate parenthood under the watchful eye of the media.
Sequel to Night Changes
A collection of Lera One Shots <3
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- Part 2 of take me home
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To One-Up Scott Hunter by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 May 2026
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The NHL changes the playoff format, hoping for more rivalries, more chaos, and better ratings. Instead, they accidentally create the worst possible scenario for Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov: a legitimate chance they could face each other in the Stanley Cup Final.
Naturally, Ilya responds by making a bet.
“If I win the cup this year,” he says, “then I get to kiss you in front of the entire arena.”
Shane fully expects the universe to stop them before it ever becomes a problem. The universe, unfortunately, thinks this is hilarious.
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Or: the year after Scott and Kip's infamous Stanley Cup kiss, the NHL just so happens to make it possible for Boston and Montreal to meet in the finals, giving Ilya the perfect idea...
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night changes by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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Ilya and Shane have always played the long game. Staying quiet, careful, and together, just not publicly. Not yet. Maybe not for a while. Later, they’ll have everything they want. Later, they told themselves. It was always supposed to be later. Then Ilya gets a call from Russia that changes everything.
Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: Ilya's four-year-old niece, who needs them now, not later. Suddenly, later isn’t an option anymore.
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Or: Alexei and his wife are in an accident, leaving their daughter orphaned. Ilya is the only family she has left, leaving him with a life-changing choice
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- Part 1 of take me home
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Two Bachelor Parties and a Wedding by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander didn’t think he needed a bachelor party.
Unfortunately for him, his friends disagree.
Between inappropriate decorations, emotional toasts, dock chaos, and one extremely unhinged surprise from Ilya Rozanov, Shane’s quiet weekend at the cottage becomes something else entirely.
Meanwhile, Ilya’s own “simple night out” quickly escalates into a full Death of a Bachelor celebration, complete with vodka, bad decisions, and one very drunk fiancé showing up at the club.
After years of secrets, near misses, and terrible timing, Shane and Ilya are finally getting married.
First, though, they have to survive their bachelor parties.
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Thank you @sackettc on tiktok for the inspo for this :)
Also, this story takes place during The Long Game, somewhere between the Centaurs getting knocked out of the playoffs and Shane signing with Ottawa/the wedding. But also, J.J. isn't upset at Shane for not telling him about Ilya/not upset anymore. (Idk, don't read into it too much.)
Enjoy <3
Recent series
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take me home by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 May 2026
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- 2
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- 110
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The Weight of a Name by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Feb 2026
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- 2
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The Ice Carries Us by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jan 2026
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Operation O Canada, or The Hollander-Rozanov Method of Soft Launching a Marriage by robbinscinquefoil
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 May 2026
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“Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”
“Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”
Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.
In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.
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- Part 1 of Operation O Canada
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- English
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- 8/8
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15 Jun 2026
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Glimpses of Domesticity by Ensolleildelune
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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It starts with Hollanov going viral for Shane kissing Ilya's hand in a grocery parking lot, and leads to the world seeing how painfully in love the two are.
OR, Shane and Ilya being domestic and in love in public, as seen through the eyes of the internet and their friends, a social media, 5+1 Fic.
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- English
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- 1/1
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14 Jun 2026
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all around you, all the time by peculiarblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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“I am out for the season?”
“Probably."
“Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”
“Ilya.”
“Yes? No?”
“It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.
or, you know what they say about the best laid plans
ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike
- Language:
- English
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05 Jun 2026
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What ever comes i'll be here. by SnowyHusky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 May 2026
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shane gets outed by a sports news paper reporter. what will happen, how will people take it, how will he take it.
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- 23/?
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03 Jun 2026
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Gaslighting by 1410_Sunshine
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 May 2026
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"I think we should start gaslighting everyone.” Shane looks at Ilya to see his reaction.
“I don’t understand.”
“No statements, no plans, of course we’re still doing the charity, but let’s just act like we already came out to everyone.”
Ilya smirks. “Gaslight them?” Shane nods.
or Shane comes up with the idea of gaslighting everyone into thinking they already came out. Ilya and Shane proceed to go out to lunch, and go on first dates slowly gaslighting their friends and the world.
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- 4/4
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19 May 2026