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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    "That guy, this summer," Shane starts. He flushes when Rozanov raises an eyebrow. "It was nothing. I didn't see him again."

    Rozanov is silent for a moment. "If you do that again," he says, "text me."

    "Like, text you if I fuck any more guys?"

    Shane has a hot boy summer, and fall, and winter. He tells Rozanov about it.

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    15 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    “Doctors said the only way for my knee to heal is for my boyfriend to sit on my face and let me eat his ass.”

    “They did not say that.”

    -- kinktober 2026 d8 prompt: facesitting

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    08 Oct 2026

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    Shane: When will you be home?

    Ilya: Maybe 1 hour. Are you OK?

    Shane: I’m really hard right now

    The words hit Hayden like a body check into the boards, winding him immediately. He stares at them for a long, long time.

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    01 Oct 2026

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    "Do you think…" Shane says, focusing too intensely on washing the glass, "that, um, the team will care? About us, like… being in the locker room together? Because we're married."

    Ilya pauses. Shane can feel him inhale, then exhale, Ilya's chest moving against his back. Without a word, Ilya takes the glass and the sponge from Shane's hands, sets them in the sink, and then runs their hands under the water to clear the soap. He shuts the tap off and reaches for the towel, drying them both off. Shane almost smiles at how Ilya does everything for him, rather than just telling him to put the dish down.

    Ilya steps back just enough to place his hands on Shane's hips and spin him around, eyeing him curiously. "What do you mean, moya lyubov?"

    Shane twists his mouth to one side, fiddling with the edge of Ilya's sweater. "I was just wondering if we should, like, establish rules with how much PDA we do. I worry that being too… touchy might make people uncomfortable. Especially if we're doing it every day."

    - or, 5 times PDA around the Centaurs makes Shane nervous, plus 1 time it doesn't

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    30 Sep 2026

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    Shane and Ilya text. A lot. People notice, because privacy screens are annoying and inconvenient.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    “And what about the others?”

    Crowell stops mid-sentence, his mouth hanging open. “The others?”

    Shane can see Ilya in his periphery, can imagine the shock on his face as he snaps it in Shane’s direction, but he ignores it. He’s starting to realize the enormity of what he’s about to say, but adrenaline is outweighing fear. It isn’t Shane’s decision-making brain in charge right now, it’s his hockey brain, and he can see the play without having to think about it, his body moving on instinct.

    “The others,” he says again. “If you’re going to bench me and Rozanov, what about all the other players I’ve had sex with?”

    In a moment of panic and fury over Crowell benching him and Ilya, Shane impulsively decides to tell him that he’s slept with other hockey players too. Little does he know what he's created.

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    29 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 71

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    The people around the firepit were masculinity brought to life. Ilya Rozanov, broad and nearly as tall as Ryan, with a deadly smirk and a darting, piercing glance that cut right through you. Shane Hollander, bulging with muscle and holding himself with a leashed poise that seemed lethal even though he was laughing. Mr. Hollander, with big hands and a weathered face and apparently drinking vodka neat. All of them flavoured by billowing woodsmoke. Yuna grabbed a fire poker from a rack by the door. Fuck, Fabian thought, even she’s tough as hell.

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    Fabian and Ryan go for dinner with the Hollanovs. Fabian's braced for the worst but the night just keeps getting better. Then he and Yuna hatch a plan to dress Shane to kill...

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    29 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    His phone rings.

    Ilya stares at it. Forget sexting, they’ve absolutely never called each other. They don’t do that. Then the prospect of actual hot phone sex with a Hollander feisty enough to throw hands with Scott Hunter of all people fully sinks in. It rings again and Ilya scrambles to pick up. “Hello? Hollander?”

    “Scott Hunter knows.” Hollander’s voice is flat, dead serious.

    Ilya’s brain needs a minute to switch from horny phone sex mindset to actually process Hollander’s words. Once he does, he doesn’t need anything more specific to sober him up. Sitting up straight in bed, his hand goes to his curls. “He what? Blyat.”

    “Yeah, fuck. We need a plan.”

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    28 Sep 2026

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    In the three weeks between the 2017 Stanley Cup Finals and Shane's cottage, Ilya mutes a groupchat, comes to the shocking realization that his actions have consequences, and kind-of-sort-of comes out to the oldest man alive. Learning to be brave isn't linear.

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    28 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 64

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    Lara is not heavy. That’s the first thing Mari notices when she pulls her out of the water, both dripping wet and tired, Lara’s legs covered in cuts for days. Hauling Lara onto her back is as instinctual as breathing, and so is, she imagines, the way Lara wraps her arms around Mari’s neck for balance. A small wobble, a grunt, and Mari is walking.

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    Mari and Lara and what happened in those six months.

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    22 Sep 2026

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    Logically, Ilya knows that there is no way Hollander stays celibate in the months it takes to see each other. Ilya certainly doesn’t and has several TMZ articles to prove it. But Hollander doesn’t. He knows Hollander wouldn’t just sleep with anyone. Ilya has certainly never taken for granted the level of trust Hollander puts in him every time they do. Do these men know how to touch Hollander? How to make him feel good? Do they know how beautifully submissive he is? Do they fuck him better than Ilya does?

    Or, in which Shane overthinks how many condoms are socially acceptable to be kept in your nightstand and Ilya genuinely loses his mind.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    Hayden's first thought after opening Shane's bedside drawer is: That’s a lot of condoms.
    His second thought is: I thought Shane was a virgin.

    The third thought doesn’t come because Hayden sees something dick-shaped and his brain shuts down.

    — Snooping through Shane's drawers, Hayden finds more than he's prepared for.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    Following an afternoon of sex and tuna melts, Shane goes searching for the explicit rules of what being 'friends with benefits' entails. In his humble opinion, they're nailing it.

    Once friendship is on the table, Shane reconsiders the usefulness and immutability of the public rivalry narrative. Surely the NHL can make just as much money from a bromance as it can from a rivalry?

    A missed call from J.J., a dinner at All-Stars, and an ill-considered mad dash to the airport send Shane's season in a very different direction to the disciplined three-peat he'd been planning back in October.


    "This rivalry thing: it was everyone else who said we hated each other off the ice. There’s no rule that says we have to keep doing that forever.” Shane stared outside, past the blinding billboards and down at the streets below. “It was nice. Hanging out, last time.”

    He knew what it looked like when Rozanov shut down, when he closed himself off and pushed the world away. He’d finish the conversation abruptly, curt, clipped, and retreat. So Shane knew he’d won when Rozanov finally answered with: “Are we six years old, Hollander? Asking if I want to play in sandbox with you?"

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    12 Sep 2026

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    11 Sep 2026

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    Yuna wants to help Shane find someone. She’s starting to get the feeling that he might already have.

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    10 Sep 2026

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    Ilya’s blood has always run hotter than Shane's.

    Or: Yay Hollanov free use! Everybody cheered!

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    04 Sep 2026

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    “You should share your location with me,” is the first thing Ilya says when their next Facetime call connects.

    “Oh. Um. Why?” Shane did not think Ilya was going to glean any interesting information from that. Shane liked his routines, and his routines included his apartment, the Bell Centre, and his now rerouted running trail.

    “There is a man stalking you all over Montreal, in case you have forgotten.” Ilya arches an eyebrow, his mouth pinching unhappily at the corner.

    Or: Shane acquires a stalker from that night in Mexico. He tries to deal with it alone, until he no longer can.

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Ilya gets a loon tattoo and learns he is allergic to second skin.

    This turns out to be a larger problem (for Shane) than it should be.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    "Sometimes I really don't understand you two," Scott says. And Ilya thinks, well, of course not. No one ever does. 

    During Ilya and Shane's second season together in Ottawa, Shane stays home with a separated shoulder and Ilya goes on a road trip. There's a misunderstanding about Medusa, the stripper that Ilya put through nursing school, a lifetime contract with gay and a rookie with a secret. All that, plus Scott Hunter wants relationship advice.

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    21 Aug 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    20 Aug 2026

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