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pushing it down and praying (you're inside of me) by phoelingsb
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
20 Jul 2026
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"But I love him, I love Jeff, I kiss his mouth, praying he can't see that I’m seeing you when I look at him."
Or: An internal monologue from Shauna's POV as she has sex with Jeff.
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Harry is thin, thin to match the last crisp leaf on the tree in the yard. Thin and fragile, ready to rip into shreds. Ready to rip and rip like you do the leaf from the stem as you pick it from the branch, so it can join its brothers and sisters. Both Harry and the leaf seem to be the last ones standing, the last ones, cursed to die last.
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It occurred to Shouya one day that he did have an easy way out. A way that he could escape, escape from everything. A way to be erased, forever.
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Todoroki is Going to Die by phoelingsb
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Jun 2025
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in which Shoto cheats on deku… and regrets it
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On Halloween 1981 James was buried under the rubble when Voldemort blew the door into the Potter home. He awoke four years later from a coma to find his wife dead, a friend murdered, his best friend in prison for betraying him, and his son in the care of muggles. He doesn't remember the weeks leading up to the attack or the switch of the secret keepers and he doesn't know how to deal with the compounded grief of his losses. He doesn't know how to love and care for the son that he can't help blaming for everything that has fallen apart.
Harry Potter finds himself reunited with the family he always prayed for yet somehow feeling more alone and neglected than ever.
I leave it up to the writer what the pairings and rating are and if the childhood abuse and neglect leads to Harry becoming dark or not. I just think it would be interesting to see a Harry raised by a broken shell of James Potter.
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This is a series of essays that I write on different topics, whether on characters, relationships, or even reviews. These will all be part of certain fandoms, so I won't be posting the essays I have written on my thoughts and feelings from other things.
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i know it's strange (another way to get to know you) by thejourneys
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
08 Aug 2026
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“You’re putting too much pressure on it,” MJ tells him, when Ned confides in her how he’s feeling, two months into it. "He’s messed up. Like, super messed up. It’s not gonna just—fix itself, overnight.”
“And whose fault is that?” Ned asks, reaching up to the ceiling in exasperation from where he’s laying on the carpet, staring upwards. “Whose fault is it that he was playing—the hermit version of masked crusader, on hard mode for half of a decade, without us?”
"Not yours," MJ says simply.
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OR: Ned remembers. That’s the easy part.
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- Part 1 of in for a penny
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24 Aug 2026
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what I lost (I think it was precious to me) by evening_skies
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
04 Aug 2026
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“You made new friends though,” Peter says, voice small. “You went out for drinks all the time. Your study group. Movie nights. Everyone loves you, Ned. You didn’t…don’t need me.”
And Ned just. Stops. “What?”
Peter’s face blooms red, like he realises he’s said too much and he has, because the only way Peter could know that is if he… he…
“Peter, did you watch my Instagram stories?”
“Um.”
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Bookmarked by phoelingsb
23 Aug 2026
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Vaguely, he felt himself sink lower into himself, fully resting on his knees with his head against the cool brick, and a slight pressure on his shoulders. It grounded him, smoothed him out. And little by little, the honking faded, the vibration settled again, and his senses seemed to return to humanly normal levels.
“Peter? Peter, -oh god. Please, just breathe-"
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Peter’s headaches spiral and MJ is just trying.
Bookmarked by phoelingsb
12 Aug 2026
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The Way to a Man’s Heart by reki_apples
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Apr 2026
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“I don’t want to intrude.”
“You’re not intruding at all.” MJ unlocks her door and steps inside, gesturing with her head for him to follow. “Besides, I’m just repaying you for the flowers.”
“You don’t have to,” Peter insists. “I was just being nice.”
“Then I’m being nice too. Come on. I have too much food and only myself for company.”
She holds up the plastic bag in her hand, where Peter can see two boxes of takeout inside.
“Okay,” Peter agrees, his hunger winning against his common sense. “Thank you for having me.”
Peter has done a good job avoiding Ned and MJ for the past four years. Until they both moved in across the hall and began inviting him for meals and giving him leftovers (suspiciously looking freshly cooked). He really shouldn’t get involved in their lives anymore, but Peter Parker is broke, hungry, and can’t resist the temptation of delicious food and the chance to talk to his friends again.
Or: Healing and loving through awkward leftovers, impromptu lunch hangouts, and maybe admitting Peter’s not quite satisfied with his life as he thought he was.
Bookmarked by phoelingsb
31 Jul 2026
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Once more to see you by Whispering_rose
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
10 Feb 2026
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For a horrible sickening moment, Peter let himself imagine that Tony had still forgotten him. That somehow, the wretched spell followed him wherever he went and he’d have to see his mentor’s face twist in confusion and break Peter’s world all over again. He wasn’t sure if he would survive that.
Then he spoke.
“Peter?” Tony called out, his voice hoarse.
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or,
a year after NWH and finally at his breaking point, Peter steals The Avengers time machine in order to speak with Tony Stark the day before he dies in Endgame.