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    Five hockey players, one blizzard, and a shared wardrobe full of Russian labels that Shane is desperate to keep hidden. It turns out that forced proximity is a lot harder when your boyfriend is Ilya Rozanov and he’s being an ass just to keep the act up—and because the bed is little too cold and little too big for Shane to sleep alone.

    (There was a comment saying I should mention that you have to click on things, which is fair. So guys, click on everything — it’ll end up being something.

    chapter 8 is CSS I used to format this fic.)

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    30 May 2026

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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaur, is struggling to settle into his new team. He also has more support than he knows.

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    Five times the Centaurs noticed something was off and one time they did something about it.
    (A companion piece to UNDER REVIEW)

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    30 May 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    30 May 2026

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    After Ilya's almost-plane crash and Shane's proposal soon after, they agreed to come out and get married that summer. On their own terms. The way it fits them: Chaos.

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    This is the author's attempt to further her agenda: Risk It All by Bruno Mars IS THE Hollanov anthem.

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    29 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 20

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    Isaac tugged him in for a kiss, and just when Ollie was thinking maybe he wasn’t that hungry after all, they both heard the distinctive sound of a large, Russian man clearing his throat.
    Ollie stood, holding the hand of the boy he had just slept with for the first time, still flushed and wobbly from sex, and made eye contact with his father.
    Ilya was in the adjoining living room wearing his husband’s noise cancelling headphones and a shit-eating grin.
    ____________________

    Or: thank god for noise-cancelling headphones

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    26 May 2026

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    THE MUTE BUTTON ON SHANE'S PHONE DIDN'T WORK

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    26 May 2026

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    First I would like to say that these are not my stories they are written by the lovely Rachel Reid herself and can be found on her website. I just put them here all together to make it easier.

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    26 May 2026

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    25 May 2026

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    25 May 2026

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    What if Shane doesn't go back to his room after the infamous Vegas penthouse suite night? What if he finds himself at the bar with other hockey players and what if Ilya gets a call from Marly telling him this.

    What if they both realize how much they've been hurting each other? What if they actually talk?

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    “Rozy!” Cliff shouted through the phone and Ilya winced. “Where did you go? You have to get back down here.”

    Ilya sighed, rolling his eyes. “I have flight in the morning, Marly. I know what you look like drunk. I do not need to come see.”

    “Come on, Roz,” Cliff almost whined. “Even Hollander is down here holding up the bar or maybe it’s holding him up. Kinda hard to tell at this point. Gonna let him be the life of the party when you won the fucking award?”

    The fog in Ilya’s brain shifted and scattered at the name.

    Ilya’s stomach sank.

    Fuck.
    Fuck.
    Fuck.

    “How many has he had?” Ilya asked, pushing himself up from the bed, glancing around the room until he saw his dress pants and shirt still on the floor by the end of the bed.

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    24 May 2026

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    Summer at the cottage is the first time Shane and Ilya have been able to spend any significant time together. Naturally, it comes with some revelations.

    Or, Five Things Russians Do Not Do, A Detailed Observational Study By Shane Hollander.

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    23 May 2026

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    “We’ve never met, but I’ve seen you before. Not in pictures, but in his face. In his smile. In his laugh,” Shane continues in Russian, slow and careful with each word as he looks out over the water. “On his good days. On the bad ones, too.”

    Oh, Ilya realizes distantly. His grip slackens on the mug in his hands. This is not for him.
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    [or, shane asks irina for her blessing.]

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    23 May 2026

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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    23 May 2026

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    It's Shane and Ilya's 5th Wedding Anniversary, and Ilya has pulled out all the stops planning a special surprise weekend trip for Shane.

    Shane hates surprises, but he'll do anything for Ilya. And he's got something special of his own planned.

    Wedded bliss, even after all this time.

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    22 May 2026

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    Shane's eyes squeeze closed again. “We had reason to put rules in place. Protocol. If ever—if it got to a place where, if he was ever feeling like he might—"

    Hayden’s body understands before his mind catches up. His blood runs cold for a second, stuck on the scrunch of Shane’s face, the clench of his fist, how desperate he’d been to see Rozanov—Ilya—just now. To make sure that he was okay. Here, in person.

    Not hurt. Alive.

    “Oh,” Hayden hears himself say distantly. “Oh, fuck, Shane.”

    --

    or, Ilya needs a place to go, and Hayden's happens to be the closest. It turns out to be a good thing.

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    22 May 2026

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    A snow storm forces the Cens' team bus to seek shelter on the way back from a game. Luckily for them they are close to the cottage. Unluckily for Shane and Ilya, Shane is also at the cottage.

    Set before Shane and Ilya are outed.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander left the room quickly and started walking towards the lifts at the other end of the corridor. Mabel didn't think he’d even seen her. The problem was she’d checked Shane in. She knew that he was staying on the 6th floor. More than that, she knew exactly whose room it was. 811. Ilya Rozanov. Under normal circumstances she never would have remembered the actual number. But these were not normal circumstances. She would never tell anyone but that there were going to be a lot of glasses of wine drunk while trying to dissect this.

     

    5 times strangers protected Shane and Ilya's relationship + 1 time their relationship helped a stranger

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    21 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shane and Ilya foster their first child, a 10 year old boy named Oliver.

    Or: meet Oliver Hollander-Rozanov

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    21 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    19 May 2026

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