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It starts with Atsumu stranded at the airport—past midnight—on New Year’s Eve.
Yeah. He was probably doomed from the beginning..
Or: the one where Sakusa comes to the rescue at the most (in)opportune of times.
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01 Oct 2025
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"Did you ever," says Yatora, "do things with those people?"
Murai’s gaze flicks towards him. There, again: seriousness with an incredibly light hand. "Define things."
Yatora looks at the ground.
He says, "Things like what you did with me last weekend."
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25 Aug 2025
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It’s cold, but the cold feels good, clean and sharp against his skin. Something cleansing, sloughing away softness and feebleness. It twists around his throat, brushes over his chest, curls chilly against his ankles. This is the night that he slunk out into, Furuya Rei, the darkness that welcomed him years ago when he had only one face. If there’s anywhere he belongs it’s here, somewhere silent and cellar-dark, somewhere cold as buried bone.
Somewhere he can’t feel his heart beating.
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21 Jul 2025
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the only way out is to give in by sulfate
Fandoms: 名探偵コナン | Detective Conan | Case Closed
21 Dec 2021
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But it doesn’t matter what he’s looking for now, Rye’s cold violence or Okiya’s solicitous courtesy or the man at the core of both, the shadow he’s been chasing for years and years.
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10 Jul 2025
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“Furuya-kun. You don’t have to go to war with me to persuade me to help you.”
“I know that,” snaps Furuya. And then, quieter but no less brittle, “I know. What I don’t know is the price.”
Akai looks at him, lets his eyes rake pointedly over his form – the hunch of his shoulders, the high rise of his elbows, ready to fight. “I didn’t come here expecting to barter for your life.”
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23 Apr 2025
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“I have hundreds of reasons,” he says, his tone straight-forward, honest. “A hundred reasons to care for you, Furuya Rei. A hundred reasons to care for Bourbon. A hundred reasons to care for Amuro Tooru. I’ve let you hate me; I’ve let you take every opportunity to throw my heart in my face. But don’t deny it. Don’t pretend you don’t know why I come when you call. Don’t pretend you didn’t know I would bring the entire weight of the Bureau to bear on this, if needed.”
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“You shouldn’t get attached,” Rei tells the sniper as they pull on their coats, skin hot. They’re outside in a small park tonight, a copse of trees offering shelter. Akai’s face is in full darkness beneath the shade of a ginkgo, moonlight on his hands as he adjusts his collar. “To me, I mean. Obviously. I’m not a safe person to – want.” He can’t bring himself to say care for. Never mind love.
Akai snorts. “Neither am I. I’m not interested in an office worker with a housecat and a favourite idol group. I don’t need safety. And I don’t want someone who’s not worth sacrifice.”
“Maybe I don’t want your sacrifices,” replies Rei, clipped. The smell of gunpowder and blood is in his nose, on his tongue, metallic.
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21 Apr 2025
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As soon as Rei steps up into the apartment proper, Akai catches him by the elbows and kisses him. Harder than the other day on the sofa – deep, urgent. He claims Rei and holds him, letting him feel just how intense his ardour is.
When they finally break apart, Rei steps back to lean against the wall. “I came here to talk,” he says, breathless rather than snarky.
“I know. But when you start talking you spend hours winding yourself into a nice little knot of doubt and denial. I wanted to remind you how you feel – not just how you think.”
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“Marry me, Furuya-kun,” Akai says, and Rei chokes on thin air.
“Are you drunk?”
“I’m perfectly sober,” Akai insists, but that’s not possible. Even Akai can’t be this utterly insane.
“In case you’ve somehow failed to realize,” Rei says, voice flat, “We aren’t dating.”
“Ah, but we’re in love,” Akai says, and Rei chokes on thin air for the second time that night. “And I’d like a spousal visa.”
Akai wants to marry him, which is an utterly ridiculous idea. But it’s a miracle that both of them have survived for as long as they have, and it’s true that he does like Akai, as unfortunate as it is. There’s no reason to say no.
(Even if he doesn’t quite want Akai to inevitably divorce him.)
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20 Apr 2025
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Matt is in possession of a pretty ordinary life. Part-time job and rainy weather and university attendance. A square-shaped existence which he putters around the edges of, holding an umbrella. Lukewarm takeaways.
Sometimes, he turns into a dog.
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19 Apr 2025
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Sanji scowls behind his sunglasses. He’s draped in heat, under an umbrella in a bright patterned shirt, large waffle with a dollop of melting whipped cream and a coffee-stained mug on the table in front of him. Further out on the patio, a whole group of screaming kids jump into the pool in sonorous succession.
“Relaxing is a scam.”
Zoro gives him one of those multilayered grumpy looks.
“It’s fraudulent. We’ve been defrauded.”
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Zoro and Sanji go undercover at a fancy resort to take on a mysterious enemy. What could go wrong?
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19 Apr 2025
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Date: May 23, 2021 at 01:20 PM
so, hypothetically, me dreaming of myself being sexually involved with a man doesn’t mean i’m actually into men, right? hypothetically.
Sincerely,
Kudou Shinichi.
Shinichi reaches a troublesome epiphany.
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17 Apr 2025
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Rei glances at the screen, groans, but grabs the device nonetheless. Kazami. When shown with the caller’s name, Shuuichi raises his eyebrows with interest, though not enough to stop himself from lining butterfly kisses from Rei’s sternum to his stomach.
“One round.” Rei tugs Shuuichi’s hair once to demand attention, laying his terms out. “Keep the mouth stuff to a minimum, too. Neither of us brushed yet.”
He hits accept on the call. Shuuichi wolfishly whistles and mouths to him, You’re the boss.
It starts with Rei waking up without his alarm.
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17 Apr 2025
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This gentleness, this intimacy with Akai is entirely unexpected. He’s too dizzy, too lightheaded, to really know what to make of it. If he were himself, were truly in control he would have pulled away, would have bridled at Akai’s sympathetic treatment. He can feel that urge burning at a low heat within him, but it can’t cut through the coldness of blood loss and shock.
Instead he feels almost giddy, strangely comfortable in the presence of a man he’s taught himself to hate. His fear, his reticence, have been eclipsed by pain and anguish.
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15 Apr 2025
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“But since you ask,” continues the FBI agent, “I would prefer someone efficient, passionate, and dedicated.”
“To you?”
“To whatever it is they love best. In your case, Japan, I imagine.”
“I’m not on offer,” replies Rei sharply. Akai raises an eyebrow.
“Prior commitment?”
“Standards,” returns Rei. Akai’s mouth crooks upwards.
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Til Death Do Us Part (This is a Brand New Start) by athena_crikey
Fandoms: 名探偵コナン | Detective Conan | Case Closed
20 Feb 2022
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Love may brighten and fade, and even Rei can concede that he may not always feel the same about Japan. But this hatred that is rooted like a cancer in his heart only grows, and the sole thing that will stop it is death. His death, or Akai Shuuichi’s. To save himself, to cut the tumour out of what’s left of his heart, he’ll kill the FBI dog. Put a bullet in his heart, his brain, his belly – whatever it takes.
He has to end Akai, before – one way or another – Akai ends him.
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15 Apr 2025
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Akai shuffles slightly to sit further up in his bed. “Furuya-kun, since I’ve come back, you’ve changed. You’ve become your old self again – not the ghost you were, but flesh and blood and heart.”
“And you’d like to take credit for that?”
“I’d like you to see that maybe there are positives to you and me. And that fear isn’t the best factor to adhere to in making a decision about love.”
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“What,” demands Rei, staring, “are you doing?”
Akai leans back against the counter. “Working a part-time job for minimum wage,” he answers dryly. “Or can’t you tell?”
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13 Apr 2025
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“Are you going to tuck me in with a kiss?”
Akai smiles. “That, or a blow to the windpipe. We’ll see which appeals more.”
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“I do wish Furuya-kun used a poison with an easy antidote. Arsenic, perhaps. I can’t drink cyanide.”
Conan stares. “But you’d drink arsenic?”
“It is tea that Furuya-kun brewed for me,” Shuuichi points out reasonably. “It’s quite unfortunate to pour it down the drain. But I suppose I have to.”
“Because it’s not arsenic,” Conan says, voice a little blank.
“Because it’s not arsenic,” Shuuichi says with a nod.
Furuya has attempted to murder Shuuichi quite a few times. That may be part of the reason why Shuuichi doesn’t quite care.
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12 Apr 2025
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“I truly am sorry,” says Shuuichi, his laughter petering off at last. But a helpless smile is still bright on his face. “I’m very much glad to date you ahead of schedule.”
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“You have a brother,” says Rei, ignoring the question. Akai inclines his head.
“So it would seem.” He rests his elbow on the armrest.
“I just always imagined you hatched from some hideous egg, a sad and lonely species of asshole,” says Rei.
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12 Apr 2025
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re·flec·tion | noun
1. the production of an image, likeness or outline as if by a mirrorre·frac·tion | noun
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15 Feb 2025
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a single nail, a single ruby by okayprairie
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga), One Piece (Live Action TV 2023)
02 Oct 2023
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In a large bowl, beat a cup of heavy cream with a tablespoon of powdered sugar and a dash of vanilla until stiff peaks form.
"Stiff peaks?” Zoro mutters, frowning, flipping the page back and forth. The Going Merry lilts gently beneath his feet. “What the hell are stiff peaks?”***
Sanji eats like a line cook. Zoro learns the uses for tenderness.
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12 Jan 2025
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Could've used Zoro's back as an anvil, that's how rigid he held himself, fork from plate to mouth on autopilot while everyone else yammered on in slow motion, oblivious to the iron nail rattling around the empty bucket of his chest. His ears still ring when he thinks about it.
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Sanji struggles with an injury that prevents him from cooking. Around the same time, Zoro starts to act strange.
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12 Nov 2024
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in the cracks of light (i dreamed of you) by abandonedstrawberry
Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga)
30 Jan 2023
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Zoro isn’t the type to worry. As far as he’s concerned, every time he wakes up is a blank slate. You get sliced by a six-armed swordsman, you eat a bad fish, you break a few ribs—you take a nap, and when you wake up, things are better. So that’s what Zoro expects every morning when he wakes up on deck to an eerily quiet ocean; it’s just that Sanji isn’t snapping out of it.
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The Merry is becalmed, and Sanji's acting weird.
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04 Nov 2024
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Zoro knows this thing between them isn’t real to Sanji, but right now the cook is flushed down to his chest in a way that makes Zoro want to start all of this over again, and he’s mouthing half-mockingly, half-seriously at Zoro’s earrings, grinning darkly when Zoro goes hard again against his hip just from that, and Zoro stays close to him while he can.