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let's go to... by lavender (punchinginadream)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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“This all you can eat pasta. I want to know more.” Ilya leans down and presses a kiss into Shane’s shin, fingers caressing the skin where his sweatpants are bunching up. “Tell me about this Garden,” he murmurs, looking up at Shane through blond lashes. “Please. Sounds magical.”
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or, ilya discovers all you can eat pasta at olive garden (& other fast-casual chains)
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pushing it down & praying by lavender (punchinginadream)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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“I get kind of–” Shane makes a little whining noise in the back of his throat, tips his head toward the ceiling for a moment before looking back at Ilya. “I hate those fucking press conferences. I hate them, Roz, and sometimes it just feels like too much and I can’t–” One hand goes up to run through his hair, already a little mussed, and Shane gives it a slight tug, making a frustrated noise that Ilya hasn’t heard before.
And Ilya decides that’s enough.
- or, a post-game press conference makes shane hit his breaking point. ilya goes after him.
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princess treatment by lavender (punchinginadream)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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“Fuck, Hollander, are you hard?”
“No!” Shane’s voice comes out in a squeak. His skin flushes, and he has to put effort into keeping his hands where they are instead of pressing them into the crotch of his sweats to cover up… absolutely nothing. Nope, definitely not his stiffening cock.
– or, ilya calls shane “princess” as an insult, and shane reacts by… getting a boner?
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no control by lavender (punchinginadream)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Dec 2025
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Yes, Shane Hollander had always been a bit of a goody-two-shoes, and he never really got over how nice it felt for his hard work to be acknowledged, to do what was asked of him. To know he was *good*. And if he got that thrill from doing what Ilya said, if he got those words he craved delivered in that honey-thick accent, who was he to deny Ilya?
So Shane did as Ilya asked and rolled onto his stomach.
– or, the day shane's vibrating with nervous energy, and ilya finds out exactly what shane needed to quiet his brain
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you're ripped at every edge but you're a masterpiece by punchinginadream
Fandoms: 5 Seconds of Summer (Band)
07 Sep 2015
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In a room full of art, Ashton would still be staring at Luke.
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or, Luke is Ashton's muse and his model.
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i think my ways are wearing me down by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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They had three chairs up at the countertop.
If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault.
Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling.
“Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane.
Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya?
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shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through itBookmarked by lavender (punchinginadream)
02 Jan 2026
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He thinks of Ilya’s commanding tone: “Hollander, here”, “take it for me”, or Shane’s personal favorite, “kneel.” Shane, through all these years, has been amazed that to Ilya these little commands are so casual, just a part of fucking for him. To Shane, these words are all consuming. They shut off the hyperactive part of his brain and he can just… enjoy. Ilya takes over, makes Shane feel good, uses Shane to feel good, and Shane goes gooey for it every time. He’s never known peace like getting railed by Ilya Rozanov.
Shane knows you can't eat your cake and have it, too. He knows that asking too much of Ilya would be plain selfish. Knows that asking to be told exactly what to do so he can shut his brain off isn't normal. And Ilya... well he doesn't think Shane knows shit.
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- Part 1 of Today I Fell, and Felt Better
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Bookmarked by lavender (punchinginadream)
31 Dec 2025
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Shane is just trying to figure out how to be social... and Ilya can tell he's nervous.
So he offers a helping mouth - erm, hand. Hey, why not both.Bookmarked by lavender (punchinginadream)
30 Dec 2025
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Shane lingered in the doorway, holding out for the chance that any second now Rosanov would come around the corner and lead Shane back to his bed. That he would help with the feeling of despair and emptiness that had hit Shane the moment Rosanov had taken his hands off Shane and reached for his damn pack of cigarettes.
Refusing to look at him. Refusing to touch him, the space between their bodies felt like it was ten miles wide even as Shane could feel Rosanov’s cum drying on his skin. Usually, Rosanov would at least clean him up before ending their nights together, but apparently Shane wasn’t even worth that courtesy anymore. There was a sudden feeling of hotness behind his eyes at that thought.
AKA a post-episode two subdrop fix-it fic
Bookmarked by lavender (punchinginadream)
28 Dec 2025
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Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected.
or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.
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Bookmarked by lavender (punchinginadream)
28 Dec 2025