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The World In a Love Embrace by GeraniumSky for GreyEnnui
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
16 Jul 2024
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Cas is back from the Empty and Dean's going to treat him like a mother-fucking king.
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15 Nov 2024
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Castiel enjoys going through Dean's personal belongings, and Dean enjoys letting him. One evening Cas finds a pair of panties in Dean's bag, and assumes the worst: Dean slept with someone else.
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04 Sep 2024
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Dean's roommate is not what anyone would call ordinary. Cas is asexual, and autistic, and he frustrates other people with his unrelentingly 'childish' ways – but it's different with Dean: they have an exceptional bond, something truly profound. Dean figures Cas wouldn't respond to the idea of a crush the way most people would, so he has no intention of telling him he's been harbouring non-platonic feelings for him for years. Then one night everything falls to pieces: Cas overhears something he wasn't meant to hear. Things were never normal between the two of them, but now they might never be comfortable again.
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04 Sep 2024
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08 Aug 2024
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It’s partly to silence his own thoughts, and partly to explain his shell-shocked reaction that Dean says, “I didn’t even think that angels could feel stuff like that.”
Cas’s face goes blank. Neither Dean nor Cas say anything or look at the other for a long moment.
“To be fair, I don’t think angels are supposed to,” Cas finally says, voice rougher than it had been, and somehow distant. “Even as a human, I’ve never had a soul.” There’s a glassy look in Cas’ eye as he stares past a spot on the wall, and his voice dips quiet. “What should it feel like? To be in love?”
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Dean didn't think that angels could feel love. He's very wrong about that. But he's also determined to make up for his mistake.
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- Part 1 of All your secret wishes
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04 Mar 2024
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10 Nov 2023
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Rowena laid a perfectly manicured hand on Sam’s jaw, cupping the slightly damp skin. “Speak, pet.”
Beneath the silk blindfold, Sam’s eyes rolled back, and he moaned. “Mommy, please…”
Sam and Rowena have some playtime.
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13 Oct 2023
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He doesn't know who to blame anymore, who's at fault at the root of everything. It's Dad. It's Mom. It's Mary, and it's John. It's Dean, at the end of the day. What do the roots matter when the tree is on fire?
"I don't want to be the Dean you wanted me to be," Dean tells her quietly.
Mary swallows. "Don't worry, you're not."
"What's he like? That Dean."
"Just like you."
"Then what's the difference?"
"He never lost his mom."
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08 Oct 2023
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The house that Dean, Cas, and Jack are supposed to start calling home sits high and lonesome in the Colorado Rockies.
Cas and Jack are ready to set out and build lives for themselves, now that they have them, and Dean follows along all the way to Colorado. Whether or not he feels he belongs there with them remains to be seen.
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26 Apr 2023
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Castiel has come back from the Empty for Jack's sake. But he's certain he doesn't belong here with the Winchesters.
(Today is Dean's birthday and once again I have written him a world where he gets everything he deserves.)Bookmarked by queerofmoons
25 Jan 2023
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So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.
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"Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"
"I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."
"So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"
Castiel hums. "We're good."
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09 Nov 2022
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Cas doesn't know Dean loves him. And Dean's not gonna ruin things by telling him.
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15 Oct 2022
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After months alone on the road, a hopeless Dean Winchester finds himself in a seedy bar in Sioux Falls: his father gone, his brother away living his dreams, and without the courage to call on the last person who might give a shit about what happens to him.
Then he meets a strange man in a trench coat who can't stop saying his name like he's actually worth something.
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23 Sep 2022
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Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”
“There’s nothing you can do about it.”
Dean blinks at him, startled.
“Like I said, there’s something I could try.”
Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”
“No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”
or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands
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05 Sep 2022
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“You can’t,” Dean says, sitting at the first table of the library. It’s expansive in front of him in his solitude. It’s too big for a single person.
Cas looks over at the words. Across the room, he frowns.
“I don’t understand,” he prompts, voice low and gentle. Quiet, like they were in a real library.
But his eyes are narrowed. His eyebrows drawn down in suspicion. The book he’s holding stays opened at chest level, and Cas doesn’t lower it when he speaks.
“You know,” Dean says coldly. He can’t meet Cas’s eyes, so he watches his clasped hands on the table. “What you said. You can’t.”
or the one where dean doesn't think he deserves cas's love confession from before the empty and cas proves him wrong
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05 Sep 2022
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“So what’s up with- Dude, again?” Sam’s voice rings through the room incredulously.
Dean grunts in response.
“You can’t possibly still be tired. Like, I feel like this should be physically impossible.”
“Tell that to my melatonin levels.”
“How do you know what melatonin is?”
Dean does his best to roll his eyes under the cover of his eyelids. “Jesus, Sam, I’m not an idiot. Will you shut up so I can sleep?”
He hears Sam huff. “Ya know, if you wanted to nap, you could always use that thing you have called a bed.”
“Not the same,” Dean grumbles. His body doesn’t get all loose when he’s laying in his bed watching horror movies. The synapses that slow their firing contentedly seem to be wired to that same invisible bodily response of the outside world, and apparently being in the openness of his family’s space turns his brain into mush. “Now unless someone’s dying, I’m beggin’ you to shut up.”
or the one where the whole family is together, dean finds enough peace to take some naps, and he's not sure he'll ever figure out how to say those three big words to cas
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05 Sep 2022
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Claire just flashes him a tired smirk and says, “This what you killed God for? To be used as a desk?” She jerks her head towards where Cas is scrolling away on the laptop one-handed, absently tracing a thumb around Dean’s ankle because that kind of thing is normal for them now and, honestly? Yeah. This is exactly what he killed God for.
“Technically, that was Billie,” is what he says instead.
“Semantics.”
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- Part 1 of laughter lines
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21 Jun 2022
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Jack looks at her sadly. “I’m sorry I let this happen. But I’m gonna make it right.”
“What do you mean?” Claire asks. There’s something about the way he says he let this happen that squeezes at Claire’s heart. He may not look like it, but he’s just a little boy, only three years old. He shouldn’t feel responsible for the whole world, even if he does have God-like superpowers.
“I can’t do it alone. I need your help. Cas and Dean. We’re gonna get them back.”
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16 Dec 2021
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Claire runs away from a fight with Jody and ends up at the Bunker on a meal prep day. Dean teaches Claire to cook.
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Dean, Claire, and the issue of absent fathers.
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13 Dec 2021
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“I don’t like being God.” Jack confesses, “Even with Amara and all the angels, it’s lonely. I want to give my powers over to her, perfect harmony, and come back home. Before I can do that, I think I need to make good on what I said to him.”
“Are you saying-?” He can’t bring himself to say it, afraid to be wrong. If he’s wrong he knows he’ll continue to do what he does best, figure it the fuck out, but he’s just so tired of things being difficult.
He hopes for it to be this simple, if only just this once.
“My last act as God is going to be saving Cas from the Empty.”
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In which Castiel is saved from the Empty and becomes a bartender at a western themed bar, Dean fights his alcohol addiction and his own feelings, and everyone else is confused as to why they’re not together already.
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07 Dec 2021