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    Losing in front of his family and country at the Sochi Olympics hurts.

    Realizing he can no longer have Shane Hollander hurts more.

    Ilya Rozanov is going to do what he’s always done - sacrifice what he wants for what the world expects. He lets Shane go and builds a life that looks perfect from the outside.

    Dating actress Rose Landry should make everything simple and easy.

    It would be, if Shane Hollander knew how to lose.

    Unfortunately for Ilya, Shane has never been very good at that.

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    09 May 2026

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    There were no survivors from the Ottawa Centaurs’ plane crash.

    Ilya Rozanov should have been on that flight.

    Except, according to the rest of the world, Ilya Rozanov never existed.

    But Shane knows that isn’t true. He knows Ilya was real, and he’s spent the last decade denying himself the ability to love him.

    And no amount of psychiatric intervention is going to dismantle that conviction.

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    09 May 2026

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    There was a time when Ilya believed Scott Hunter's coming out would revolutionize hockey forever— but for every step forward came two steps back.

    When Shane and Ilya meet again late in life, can they make their second chance work?

    OR: Old Man Hollanov Yaoi.

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    08 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander wakes, trapped, and struggles to resist a mysterious machine that seems intent on programming him into an obedient cock addict. The machine will force him into obedience using whatever means necessary.

    He resists, but eventually, he's not strong enough to fight it. Maybe it's easier to be obedient.

    Maybe he wants to be a good boy.

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    read the tags, dd:dne, dldr <3

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    08 May 2026

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    “Nesmyshlyonysh,” Ilya whispered. The endearment was soft, terrifyingly intimate in the violence. “Calm down. You are having panic attack.”
    He lifted the knife, reversed it in his hand until he was holding it by the blade, leaving the heavy handle exposed.
    “Sleep now,” Ilya said. “I have you.”

    Shane’s cottage is supposed to be his safe place.

    Instead, he wakes up naked, tied to his own bed, with Ilya Rozanov sitting at the foot of it and explaining, very calmly, why kidnapping him is an act of love.

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    07 May 2026