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I am not asking to be happy. I have never asked for that. I am only asking to be different. Please, Lord, make me different. Make me the thing they need me to be. Remove from me this— this affliction, this error, this deviation from Your design. I do not understand why You made me this way if You did not mean for me to be this way. And if You meant for me to be this way then I do not understand why, why, why is it a sin. And if it is a sin then I am a sinner, so then forgive me but I cannot repent for something I have never done, can I, can I repent for a feeling, can a man be damned for the direction of his hunger, for the frequency of his loneliness, for wanting the wrong mouth, the wrong hands, for lying awake in the dark imagining—
He turns onto his side.
—imagining his shirt open to the second button and the skin underneath warm, and if I pressed my mouth there I would feel his pulse and it would be fast, would it be fast, would his heart beat faster if I—
Or: Park Sunghoon meets Sim Jaeyun on the Titanic.
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26 Aug 2026
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me when I have never watched the titanic
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Jaeyun. Sunghoon mouths the word. The word seems to want to be in his mouth, and once it is in his mouth, it sits there cozy and warm.
“Jaeyun?” He says it out loud, the name, and he gets no response. The body is fully unconscious now but still breathing. Sunghoon looks at him, at Jaeyun, and he understands that there’s no one else here, that there’s no boat that has come in, no shipwreck.
I cannot leave this here, he thinks. I cannot leave this here, and I cannot bring any other person near it, because if anyone else came near it I don’t know what would happen, what they would do, and I do not want to know.
And then there is another thought underneath all of these. This washed up onto my sand. This is for me.
Or: For six years, the sea has been Park Sunghoon’s only company. Then she gives him Jaeyun.
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26 Aug 2026
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OH FUCK I NEED THIS LIKE RIGHG NOW
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Wanting, Jaeyun knows, is supposed to be private.
This does not feel private at all.
He wants Sunghoon to see him. Not in the abstract, indulgent way one sees a student or a guest or someone pleasant enough to be tolerated. He wants Sunghoon to register him as specific. As someone who might be remembered after summer loosens its hold and everyone returns to their real lives.
Summer will end. Everything does.
And yet, even as he practices caution, something in him leans forward anyway, reckless and hopeful, toward the possibility of being undone.
Or: Sim Jaeyun goes to Italy to work on his thesis and instead develops a deeply inconvenient infatuation to his married host.
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26 Aug 2026
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looks like a fine cooked meal. will reAD.
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Beomgyu doesn’t know how to break it to Soobin he’s trans. They’ve been roommates for two months and he still hasn’t found the perfect opportunity to come out to him. His top surgery is coming up and he’s struggling, but he can power through this, even though Soobin is oblivious as shit. Or is he?
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Sunoo knew that Ni-ki loved him but apparently he had underestimated how much he actually needed him. And he could never say no to him.
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17 Aug 2026
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with jooyeon, rui would be happen to experience life for the first time.
or: four of jooyeon and rui's firsts as a couple
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- Part 4 of little loves
- Part 2 of ruiyeon
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17 Aug 2026
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Hongjoong is a workaholic, he knows this, everyone knows this. What he doesn't know, is that it's breaking him.
With a little help from his friends, and from his very attractive yoga teacher, maybe he will learn to bend, not break.
(Or, Hongjoong goes to a yoga class against his will, but keeps going back for stupid, sexy, cute yoga instructor Seonghwa)
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16 Aug 2026
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Seonghwa, a gun dealer working for a licensed FFL holder, finds himself swept up in a world of illegal dealings after he became just a bit too curious about their favorite customer, Kim Hongjoong.
Or; Fantastic Firearms and Where to Misuse Them - Alternate Title / Summary by AbsWritesBadly
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16 Aug 2026
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PFC Kim Hongjoong, a M1 Abrams tank crewman for the United States Army, is fed up with life in the barracks. He's tired of shitty roommates, no privacy, and a plethora of other complaints that keep building over time. Sadly, he isn't allowed to change his living situation at his current rank unless he marries someone, and Hongjoong is not looking for that kind of commitment anytime soon.
Until PFC Park Seonghwa, a tracked vehicle mechanic who works at the motorpool, suggests Hongjoong tie the knot with another soldier doing so for the same reasons. And perhaps he is another soldier who wouldn't mind getting out of the barracks and taking advantage of the added benefits that come with being married soldiers instead of single ones.
They believe they have their little plan all sorted out, but over time, things start to unravel, and Hongjoong realizes somewhere along the way, they've gone off-track.
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16 Aug 2026
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i feel like i am not gona understand a lot of the terms n military jargon but im just gonna trust the first time mom writing ateez military yaoi porn more than myself
thank you for the sacrafice this is what ao3 is for
Started: 8/16/26
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Inspired by Fxxking Star - Yeonjun
Microfic
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- Part 12 of Microfics
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13 Aug 2026
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me to lad
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Hyeongjun managing to hook up with a synth player from a local band gave Jiseok the motivation to hit on the drummer of another band. Who knew his awkward ass would actually succeed?
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13 Aug 2026
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They weren’t sure if it was the little bit of alcohol they’d had or if it was simply the thread of self-control finally snapping.
OR: Gunil and Jungsu fuck on a bathroom.
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- Part 3 of Gunsu happily ever afters!
- Part 29 of I Don't Know How We Got Here (But I Don't Mind)
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When Yunho is the only one left in the office thanks to his boss Kim Hongjoong, he decided to do what he does best: letting some steam out. However, he didn't account for the security guard, Mingi, to be there too.
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Yunho has a special way of dealing with frustration and Mingi happens to discover it.
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- Part 4 of ATEEZ Drabbles
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10 Aug 2026
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Just like he promised, Hongjoong had his homework ready the next day. It was done perfectly and meticulously. Maybe a little too good for a student of Seonghwa’s caliber, but he’ll take it.
He ruffled Hongjoong’s hair and cooed, “See, that wasn’t so hard, was it?”
Hongjoong simply smiled and nodded back. And so he became the perfect pet.
(Or, Fuckboy Seonghwa gets violently humbled when he targets ‘nerd’ Hongjoong)
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05 Aug 2026
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Started: 8/16/26
Finished: 8/23/26Interesting plot. Was still a decent fic. Sad there was no spanking last chapter :(
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"It's just for one night," Yeosang says with a shrug, his voice light and teasing. "Besides, it's for charity. Are you really going to deprive at-risk youth of money just because you don't want to spend one evening with a stranger?"
Wooyoung narrows his eyes.
"Don't twist this on me."
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Wooyoung meets San at a charity event and he’s not exactly sure what it is, but there’s something interesting about the stranger who wins a night with him.
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05 Aug 2026
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When Mingi first starts acting differently, Yunho is somehow still surprised.
There's always been a push-pull between them, something that feels innate with alpha for alpha relationships, but recently, it's been waning. Mingi stops pushing, fighting, an obedience in his actions that sends Yunho's pulse spiking. Like all of his training is finally starting to pay off.
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Yunho decides to bitch Song Mingi.
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- Part 2 of kill what you eat
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04 Aug 2026
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He’s slouched forward in his seat, hoodie over his head that doesn’t quite fully hide the wired headphones plugged in his ears. In front of him there’s no laptop or even a notebook prepared to take notes in, only a single black backpack that’s so flat that Jay doubts there’s anything but air inside it.
Another typical slacker student it seems. On the first day, no less. “…What is your name?”
“Yang Jungwon.”
(Or: Jay helps private tutor one of his students that’s at risk of failing his class, and in turn receives a lesson on love, the hard way.)
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03 Aug 2026
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Jake’s mind blanks out for a second, then trips somewhere it absolutely shouldn’t.
Sunghoon’s breath hits his neck in uneven bursts of laughter, fingers dragging absently over the cotton of Jake’s shirt by his ribs, rougher than he’s touched Jake in years, and suddenly all Jake can think about is how good sex with Sunghoon must feel.
Or: Sunghoon moves out of the dorms, and Jake has a very inconvenient sexuality crisis about it
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03 Aug 2026
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The tale of how Persephone fell for Hades.
or, Mingi fell for Yunho at first sight and claimed the mortal as his husband, only that their love did not flourish as easily as Mingi had anticipated.
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- Part 3 of Favourites folder 𑣲
- Part 1 of ♆ Myths Of Ἑλλάς ♆
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29 Jul 2026
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Yunho flees ''paradise'' to escape his father. At first he believes the violence will follow him no matter where he goes, and he prepares himself to end it all before it can. But among the people he was taught to fear and hate, he begins to realize they care for him more than his father ever did.
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28 Jul 2026