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    Michael Kaiser was never meant to be more than an obstacle. And yet Isagi finds himself tracking Kaiser’s positioning off the ball and anticipating his every move. Is he content with that? He doesn’t yet know.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Rin is drowning; Sae, his parents, the expectations and desperation he imposed on himself to be the very best and finally prove himself to be worth something, anything, were really starting to take its toll… and the U-20 match had been the final crack in Rin’s already sinking boat, in the only thing keeping him afloat and safe from the tumulus waves of emotions crashing around in his mind like a never-ending storm. Day by day, each cold, dismissive glance, each sharp, biting word from what-used-to-be his older brother’s unloving, uncaring mouth continued to chip and crack away at Rin’s mind… and, at some point, the prospect of simply being swept away and forever-submerged by the tides stopped seeming so daunting.

    Meanwhile:

    How will Itoshi Sae, with a deeply-internalized, effortlessly-cold, and emotionally-detached heart confront his darkness-shrouded past, sense-of-self, and relationship with his little-brother when, after a eye-opening, grief-filled night of regret and terror, he realized that the consequences of his actions and the price paid for the perfectly-crafted mask of utter uncaring that he prided himself on were much steeper than he originally realized?

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    24 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    After the U-20 match, Rin makes a mistake.
    A careless mistake. One he’s left to fix alone, certain no one would care either way.
    But silence carries weight heavier than he ever imagined.
    And PXG has been listening all along.

    Or where Rin finds friends in his teammates. A Rin making friends fic! (mainly PXG focused ft Itoshi Brothers angst)

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    23 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Kaiser, why won’t you look at me?” Isagi pleads, wishing he would meet his gaze again, yet all he heard were words that shattered the same illusion he had built for himself.

    “Because it’s the only thing I want to do. The only thing I wish I did, yet you beat me to it. It’s like you exist to remind me that you will always beat me in the things I’m shit at.”

    When one door slightly closes, Isagi rushes into another without knowing the impact he is about to make, aka where Kaiser tries to ignore all the coincidences, but after getting a taste of how fun soccer can be, he isn’t sure he could get over a relationship that never even happened.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    Eight years had passed since Felix delivered the miraculous straight to Shadowmoth. What felt like the end of the world at the time had become just another date in the history books. As the world changed, most things stayed the same. Marinette was still a hero, Adrien was still a hopeless romantic, and Lila was still a manipulative, evil little- well, you get the point.

    The things that had changed, though, left the greatest impact. Lila's lies were finally exposed, and friends were forgiven in the aftermath. Battles had been won and miraculous had been recovered, causing Monarch to keep those he still had close to his chest. Most of all though, Chloe Bourgeois had completely turned her life around. It was a long and difficult process, but after basically disowning her own mother, apologizing to those she'd hurt, returning as Queen Bee, and starting a relationship with the girl of her dreams, many who knew Chloe Bourgeois during collège would hardly recognize her. Then, more than any other time in her life, Chloe was happy.

    Of course, that was before she woke up trapped five years in the past and realized she had lost it all.

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    20 Dec 2025