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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Toby has told CJ all about the old fantasies from his school days. As a former Catholic schoolgirl, she knows exactly how to make some of them come true.

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    09 Dec 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    Whenever Toby goes out of town for business, CJ visits Andy for the weekend. Both women say they're careful to keep it a secret—it's their little game.
    When CJ is betrayed, she returns the favor.

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    09 Dec 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    in which toby steps up for his very secret wife

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    06 Dec 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    They’d parted on the terms that nobody was choosing anybody or anybody. If they’re in love, she won’t stop them, but she won’t love them any less. She can’t say she’s jealous of Andy the way she used to be, because Toby is equally as blessed. That’s the problem with loving two people. These situations are twice as likely to fuck your head.

    for bea
    based on the prompt ‘are you mad at me?’

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    05 Dec 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Her breathing is shaky, and she knows this will be something she deals with alone. As much as she hates to bring Toby into her messy personal affairs, he catches her and the cuts the wires before she self destructs. If he comes home, he’s coming home with Andy, and she’s a tremor away from shattering the mirror.

    “Fuck.”

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    05 Dec 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    “Come here often?”

    “Only when the company is good,” said the woman, “I’m Andy.”

    “CJ,” she said as the people inside began counting down.

    (For the Department of Fanworks’ 20 in 20 prompt challenge. Day 18: Midnight)

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    05 Dec 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 35

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    If he could find the right words, maybe he would use them, but he's spent the better part of a decade and worked his way through several languages and he hasn't found them yet.

    2002 Jeds
    Winner - Outstanding CJ/Toby
    Second Place - Outstanding Characterization of Toby

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    01 Dec 2022

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    27 Nov 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    In the end, stars did not fall from the sky in bright, blazing dozens, and there were no great floods or devastating wars. Their messiah had grown weak, plagued, and jaded. Her man had fallen from grace, and all that’s left for her is ruins and dust.

    In the end, the very end, she prays in her Santa Monica craftsman home while the shower runs. The tile is cold beneath her knees as she says her Hail Mary.

    in which cj ponders her faith, and the end times

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    22 Nov 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 4

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    Andy has a hell of a lot more strength than CJ would’ve thought. Real force behind her shoves and a bitterness set deep in her jaw.

    She’s inches from her face. CJ considers spitting, but she can play the game a lot better than that.

    “You’re goddamn lucky I didn’t do worse.”

    in which andy confronts cj about her failed marriage

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    02 Nov 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 6

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    “That’s why you do it.”

    “What?”

    “That’s why you do it. Because you’re hurting yourself.”

    cj struggles, and toby knows. and he tries his hardest to help.

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    07 Aug 2022

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    Green. Everywhere he looked he saw green. The napkins, a ring of the finger of another party goer, a drink, shoes, her dress-

    Her dress.

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    26 Jul 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 12

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    A month passes before C.J. starts to think that she might have made a mistake.

    When she really lets herself think about it, however, when she finally admits to herself the thought that’s been lingering at the back of her mind since before she even boarded the plane; she realises that a part of her knew this wasn’t going to work from the start.

     

    // cj should never have gone to california with danny and i am here to fix that

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    17 Jul 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    Prompt: Toby helps CJ work through panic attacks and related issues, bonus if Abbey serves as a mother for CJ through this too

    C.J./Toby can be read as romantic or not.

    Set in the few weeks after The Wake Up Call.

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    29 Jun 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 15

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    “It’s freezing,” CJ adds, her voice cracking from a whisper.

    He bites her shoulder gently, and her eyes are suddenly open. Oh, okay.

    “What’s this about?” She asks as she skims her fingers over his forearm.

    “Warming you up.”

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    28 Jun 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 15

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    She turned to look at him over her shoulder, and just like the first time, the wind had been knocked out of him. He wanted to keel over, and say to hell with his pride. Get on his knees and beg for her to take him back. Tell her she was beautiful, and wild, and he wanted her for the rest of his life. Instead?

    “CJ. You look good.”

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    27 Jun 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 12

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    CJ Concannon has the most perfect life. She needs nothing more than what she has.

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    23 Jun 2022

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    The air is heavy, and hot, and it’s dizzying. He doesn’t know the whereabouts of Sam, or Josh, but he doesn’t know the whereabouts of his lover either. There’s a good chance she’s alright. There’s a good chance she’s shaken up, but out of harms way. There’s a good chance this is all wishful thinking.

    another take on cj being hit at rosslyn.

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    16 Jun 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    “She doesn’t want to yell at him. She doesn’t want to tell him he’s wrong for doing this to her all while they sleep in the same bed and he tells her he loves her every day. What she wants, mostly, is to be Andy.

    CJ never will be Andy, and she’s known that since he married her.“

    post ep 4x05

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    16 Jun 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    So, she slips out early on a Saturday, praying that this will alleviate the longing she has for her older self. She can’t go back to ninety nine, and she can’t forget everything since then, but she can try to feel normal.

    cj doesn’t look like herself, and she doesn’t feel herself either

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    13 Jun 2022

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