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it wasn't wanting, it couldn't be by kxshii
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
12 Apr 2026
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Zanka had always considered himself as good. Obedient. The kind of son who knelt without being asked, who said yes before the question was even finished.
There were things he didn’t allow himself to want.
Jabber Wonger was one of them.
Wanting, though— wanting didn’t ask permission.
[Or in which, Zanka is a tired Law major who was taught that hetereosexuality was the norm, and straying from it was sinful. But when he and Jabber become roommates, Zanka realises the world may not be as black-and-white as he was taught.]
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A college AU where Zanka mistakenly signs up for a dorm with a roommate. He wouldn’t have minded the arrangement if his roommate wasn't so flirty with him. Now he has to spend a whole year with Jabber, who has his life turning upside down. He realizes some things because of him, but he doesnt know how to deal with them.
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Zanka Nijiku is a freshly graduated psychology student.
Fresh out of school, it is time for him to get his first real job as a psychologist.He takes on a job at a psychiatric hospital, where he gets assigned a key patient, a particularly difficult patient.
Jabber Wonger is this difficult patient.
Hes been in and out of the institution since very early on in his childhood.Upon meeting, they didn’t think much of eachother.
Zanka saw a challenge, not a person. A patient to help who others had claimed was unable to be helped.
And Jabber saw just another know it all doctor, who’d pretend to understand him and of all that bullshit.
But they couldn’t have been more wrong about eachother.
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After a reckless night, Zanka finds his whole world turning upside down by the force that is Jabber Wonger, a stranger who embodied everything Zanka had been taught to denounce. Everything in his life gets redefined, leaving him unsteady and lost.
And free.
(Zanka is gonna be frustrating as hell at first, bear with me he has character development to go through!)
Edit 4/1: Please do not ask me who tops and who bottoms. I will not answer. This fic is not only about sex, there's a story being told, a larger narrative. If the most important thing to you when reading this is who tops and who bottoms, this story isn't for you. Thank you.

