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    Shane had been used to being alone. He'd never thought of himself as lonely. He honestly often craved the solitude, found it grounding. But that was before he knew what it was like to have someone to call, someone to touch. He was never lonely before Rozanov, but he'd been lonely ever since.

    April 2017: Shane does not get laid out on the ice.

    Ilya goes through with ending it.

    Shane lets him.

    What follows is eleven months of distance, denial, and a quiet kind of devastation neither of them knows how to name, let alone fix.

    They learn how to live without each other.

    (Or at least, how to pretend.)

    And then, almost a year later, the infamous collision happens and Shane goes down cold.

    And suddenly, neither of them can pretend it doesn’t matter.

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    12 May 2026

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    “I’m here. I’m here,” comes through, finally. “Sorry, just- I’m here. What do you need?”

    “Just talk,” Ilya begs, not even caring how pathetic he sounds. “Please.”

    “Okay, okay,” Hollander breathes. “You know. I keep thinking. This isn’t right. There’s something fucking wrong.”

    “Of course there’s something wrong, Hollander! Your building is on fire!”

    “I fucking know, Rozanov!”

    Or:

    Pre-tunamelt, in peak situationship era, Hollanov’s building catches fire… with Ilya still inside.

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    Chapters:
    6/8
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    10 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 51

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    “You’re the only person I can trust.”

    “I hated you once.”

    “You also loved me. Which weighs more heavily on you, Hollander?”

    Shane always sensed that one day his mistakes, the past, would come knocking. He never thought he would be the one that chased them down with desperate strides, but he's learned not to be surprised by his own actions. Even to himself, he's a stranger. Shane wonders if anyone truly knows him, but he already knows the answer.

    Ilya Rozanov.

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    08 May 2026

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    He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander had almost made it to morning skate on time.

    Then something ran out in front of his car.

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    Or, the one where Shane finds an injured kitten and takes it to the closest vet, Dr. Ilya Rozanov.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
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    13,811

    30 Apr 2026

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    “Adventurous,” Ilya said, smiling sharply.
    “Shut up.”
    “This is unlike you.”
    “Shut up.”
    Ilya did, pulling open the sealed cardboard slots instead and upturning the box over his palm, not all that careful considering its contents were glass, letting the bottle fall into his hand.
    “Shit, Rozanov,” Shane said, exasperated. “I was going to return it.”
    “Oh, no, you will go broke now?" Ilya popped the cap off the perfume and sprayed it at Shane.

    Shane Hollander finds a hobby.

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    2,841
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    25,228

    28 Apr 2026

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    Series of smut one-shots for freak4freak hollanov

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Ilya wins MVP. Shane wears Ilya's gift to himself during the ceremony, driving him crazy with the filthiest mouth.

    ~~~

    Ilya's fingers tightened on his chin, his thumb stretching up to rub across Shane's mouth. "What the fuck did you just call me?" His voice was practically vibrating, his eyes flashing down at him.

    Shane stared up at him in confusion for a second. What did I say? He thought as the memory of less than a minute ago settled over him.

    Daddy

    His eyes went wide and blood rushed to his face as embarrassment hit him like a truck. "Oh, baby... I..."

    Ilya released his face to curl his fingers around Shane's throat. "No, Shane. Say it again."

    Shane blinked. "What?"

    "You heard me." Ilya's thumb pressed into Shane's lower lip, dragging it down slightly. "Say it again."

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    25 Apr 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 67

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    “You might not be as excited as she is, but she found a replacement coach.”

    “Who?” Shane’s mind went through a hundred different scenarios in the course of the two seconds while Shane waited for the answer, but none of them had accounted for who it actually was.

    “Ilya Rozanov.”

    “Sorry, what?” Shane couldn’t believe his ears. Rozanov was his age, and had barely completed professionally in the sport for more than a year. Besides his inexperience, he was a fucking dick. Shane didn’t think he could stand to be in the same room as him, let alone take any sort of advice from the guy.

    Shane had really begun to think he was going to be able to avoid seeing his rival until he went pro himself, but in typical fashion, nothing ever went according to Shane’s plan when it came to Ilya Rozanov.

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    Or: Shane Hollander is a collegiate triathlete training for his final race during his senior year. When his coach has a medical emergency and can't come help him train, it's Ilya Rozanov, his rival, who steps in.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
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    25 Apr 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    25 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 72

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been rivals since their teenage diving days, their rivalry carrying them through college and all the way to the Olympics—at least, that’s what the internet says.

    After waking up from an accident with almost ten years of his memory missing, Shane wants to relearn who he is. Which is why, when every article says Rozanov is the one person he’s always hated, he believes it. He knows he hates him.

    Shane is desperate for distance from hospitals, headlines, and the terrifying blank space where his memories should be. Thankfully, the non-refundable holiday he booked before the accident pops up in his calendar. Without a second thought, he decides to go.

    He doesn’t expect Ilya Rozanov to show up as well.

    Or, Shane and Ilya get snowed in and are forced to relive their shared history.

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    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    It's a trap, he knows this. This would be crossing a line that neither of them wanted to ever cross, but god did it piss him off that Rozanov found this amusing.

     

    He glares darkly at Rozanov. "I want you off my fucking bed, you freak. You really enjoy torturing me this much you would jerk off on my bed just to piss me off? What do you expect me to do."

    or the college roommates enemies au where Shane finds Ilya jerking off on his bed and they fuck it out

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    Comments:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are top Stanford Law students whose lives collide after a one-night stand Shane insists should stay in the past. But thanks to their mutual friend Svetlana, they end up as roommates—making avoidance impossible.

    As slight rivalry and tension build, Shane finds it harder to ignore Ilya’s effortless charm, and what was meant to be a one-time mistake starts to feel like something much more complicated.

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    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
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    21 Apr 2026

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    “What is the price you are willing to pay to be free?”

    After a failed raid, Captain Ilya Rozanov refuses to return empty-handed. He settles for a far more promising treasure: Shane Hollander, crown prince and the Queen’s only son. Taken aboard as ransom, Shane is meant to be nothing more than leverage in the negotiation between crown and pirates.

    However, the lines between Shane being a captive of the captain and something else entirely soon begin to blur. The closer the exchange comes, the harder it becomes for them to resist the pull between them. The noose around their necks gradually tightens, and soon they must navigate between love, the longing for freedom, and duty.

    ⊹₊⟡⋆
    A Hollanov slow burn Pirate AU

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    Chapters:
    9/9
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    18 Apr 2026

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    He moves, his hands steady, counting the measures as he pours. One-two-three, one-two-three. Ice sings against glass - liquid swirls in a chaotic, beautiful vortex. The world narrows mercifully to the simple logic of weight and movement, physics that he can control. For a few blessed seconds, the memories pressing against the back of his skull recede, and there is no phantom bite of ice under his skates, no roar of a stadium crowd worshipping a god that no longer exists.

    Just this.

    He slides the drinks down the bar with a practiced flick, flashes that curated smile again, feels the brief, shallow surge of satisfaction when one of them says, “Keep the change,” and tosses an extra bill into the tip jar. Small victories. Small comforts.

    Shane has learned to survive on crumbs.

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    Chapters:
    10/15
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    18 Apr 2026

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    Moscow, 2007. Ilya's junior hockey team gets a new assistant coach for the summer - and a new temporary teammate. The tension starts building the second Shane Hollander steps onto the ice, and Ilya is fascinated.

    Sure, two months feel like a long time when you're sixteen, but they shouldn't matter in the grand scheme of things.
    Right?

    *****

    Or: The thing with Ilya's coach's son, but it's Shane.

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    13/13
    Comments:
    177
    Kudos:
    793
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    239
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    23,323

    18 Apr 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    Words:
    27,915
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    8,529
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    41,921
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    11,682
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    579,869

    18 Apr 2026

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    “I want a lawyer,” was the only thing he could say in English before all the words evaporated from his mind.

    The defense attorney glared at him, stopping his movements for a second, before getting back to what he was doing - opening a folder, aligning some papers in front of them.

    “My name is Shane Hollander. I’m your public defender,” he introduced himself. He clicked his pen and got ready to take notes. “Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov, Russian, 25, right?”

    or,
    Ilya is arrested and Shane Hollander is a great lawyer. And he never loses.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    320
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    1,065
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    584
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    36,203

    16 Apr 2026

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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    730
    Kudos:
    8,132
    Bookmarks:
    3,207
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    154,977

    16 Apr 2026

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    Just before Shane’s 30th birthday, his entire world comes to a screeching halt. A stupid mistake in Florida gets him outed, traded, depressed, enraged. And to make matters worse, Ilya Rozanov is right there to witness his entire crash and burn.

    OR, Shane doesn’t get hurt playing against Boston, and Ilya does break up with him. Flash forward four years, and Shane finds himself playing for the Ottawa Centaurs, where Ilya has been captain since 2019.

    Language:
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    Words:
    27,548
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    417
    Kudos:
    2,105
    Bookmarks:
    607
    Hits:
    25,945

    15 Apr 2026

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