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With Sherlock home safe after he faked his death, he think's that everything has gone back to normal. Little does he know that The trauma has infected John’s mind, this is when Sherlock finds out. Panic attack
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16 Aug 2025
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The hound of the Baskervilles scene where John is locked in the laboratory only this time he has a panic attack because of the war and Sherlock comes to help.
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16 Aug 2025
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“Day nine.” John thought. This was the sunrise of day nine.
Isolating gets too much, suddenly. But he has a shoulder to lean on.
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16 Aug 2025
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Sherlock comes back from the dead, it doesn't goes as planed.
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Mentions of suicideatempt, alcoholism, panic attacks and torture.Bookmarked by seltr1x
16 Aug 2025
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The Price Of Love by Aquata
Fandoms: The Irregulars (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
23 Feb 2022
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John had never expected to see his father again, not after a childhood spent covered in bruises caused by his fists, not after years of flinching away whenever he moved too sharply, not after finally escaping from all of it and thinking himself free.
But then, years after he last saw him, he finds himself standing in a dingy underground gambling den and things go from bad to worse when his father threatens to expose his deepest secret.
Written for Febuwhump 2022 day 23 for the prompt "Don't leave!"
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If Only You Could See Yourself The Way I Do by Aquata
Fandoms: The Irregulars (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
19 Feb 2022
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Sherlock is worried about John.
He has been watching him carefully over the past few days, noting the way he has been throwing himself into the case, working every hour of the day. If he looks back he can see that it started weeks ago and he can't figure out why John is so intent on working himself this hard.
John works himself to the point of illness in an attempt to feel like Sherlock needs him. Sherlock looks after him.
Written for Febuwhump 2022 day 19 for the prompt 'Delirium'.
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07 Aug 2025
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During a particularly bad thunderstorm, John teeters on the edge of a full-blown PTSD attack while still trying to be the father his children deserve.
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- Part 3 of What's Past is Prologue
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30 Jul 2025
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Bare by ShyOwl for You_Light_The_Sky
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
07 Feb 2014
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When John Watson was four he plucked a feather from his wing and gave it to someone else. He has yet to stop.
(wing-fic)
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30 Jul 2025
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John has been very careful about hiding his true identity, but some things are impossible to conceal under the watchful eye of Sherlock Holmes. Who, as it turns out, has a few secrets of his own. What will change between them when the truth is laid bare?
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30 Jul 2025
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An Elegant Solution by ArwaMachine
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
23 Apr 2023
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Sherlock finds himself unspeakably aroused by the idea of John with another man. Problem is, the only man Sherlock will permit be with John is Sherlock himself. Seems like an unsolvable problem.
...or is it?
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27 Jul 2025
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Wade is chronically ill, Logan’s saliva has healing properties, and the author struggles with writing fic summaries.
(Basically what if Logan found someone he never has to worry about accidentally hurting or killing and also he can actually ease their pain.)
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- Part 1 of Kiss It Better
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26 Jul 2025
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Logan gets abducted, deadpool goes feral
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- Part 3 of Accidentally married
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26 Jul 2025
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John has a panic attack and Sherlock, unusually clueless, tries to help him through it.
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25 Jul 2025
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Full Mount by ArwaMachine for Mon221b (Fangirl_says)
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
30 Dec 2023
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After Sherlock unceremoniously returns from the dead, John finds himself inexplicably angry all the time. So he does what any emotionally-constipated British man does: he joins a Mixed Martial Arts gym. As John throws himself into the sport and joins in on underground no-holds-barred brawls, situations arise that just might force John to face what is really going on underneath all the rage.
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22 Jul 2025
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All That Matters by Aquata
Fandoms: The Irregulars (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
12 Feb 2022
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Alarm runs through him but it feels distant, far away. He squints his eyes shut, trying to focus on it but it is hard to hold onto. Everything is getting so hard to concentrate on.
He slips clumsily from the stool, stumbling on feet that won't cooperate. The world spins.
Something is wrong.
When John panics over his feelings for Sherlock he flees from him with the intention of getting drunk enough to forget his problems but ends up having his drink spiked by a homophobe intent on violence.
Written for Febuwhump 2022 day 12 for the prompt 'Spiked drink'.
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20 Jul 2025
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Winged Assassins by Supdudes95
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
03 Oct 2019
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John has secrets. He's a retired assassin, one of the best. He wanted to turn his life around, which is why he joined the military. The rest is history.
A few years after John meets Sherlock, the consulting detective gets a case that might change John's life. He tries his best to hide his secrets, but is it enough?
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20 Jul 2025
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Summary: John is struggling with his anxiety and PTSD during a large thunderstorm in London. Sherlock helps.
CW- Mentions of PTSD, anxiety attacks
(Please, please correct any mistakes I have made. I have not been diagnosed with PTSD so I do not have any known personal experience of it.)Bookmarked by seltr1x
19 Jul 2025
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During his third tour in Afghanistan, John is a prisoner of war and is forced to play Russian Roulette. Thereafter, he finds comfort in the act of putting a gun to his head and pulling the trigger.
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19 Jul 2025
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Usually Sherlock would be the first one to throw himself headfirst into danger, despite knowing that it was a trap. But not this time. This time it was John and it wasn't even on purpose. He had gone to investigate and look for evidence on an apparently abandoned property, reassuring that he didn't need any help for something so frivolous. Well, he had been wrong. Going alone had proven to be a great mistake once again...
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18 Jul 2025
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John continues to text Sherlock after the Fall, about how he's coping with his death- or rather how he's not.
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16 Jul 2025