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    Nearly ten months after Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were outed against their will, they finally sit down for an exclusive interview with famed Sports Illustrated columnist Mack Shepard. Mack takes Shane and Ilya back through their relationship, and they finally get the chance to tell their story on their own terms and in their own words.

    Chapter 1: Ilya's POV (first half of interview)
    Chapter 2: Shane's POV (second half of interview)
    Chapter 3: social media's reaction
    Chapter 4: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 1)
    Chapter 5: Centaur's group chat reactions (part 2)
    Chapter 6-?: player reactions (coming soon!)

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    12 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.

    Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane’s relationship first—and decide that instead of letting their captain move to fucking Ottawa, they’ll just kidnap a his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has just been dragged into the middle of the metros WAGs suite by some very excited women, Hayden and JJ want to know why.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    AU — The Centaurs’ plane crashes. No deaths are reported, and that should be a relief.

    Ilya survives. He just isn’t waking up.

    As Shane waits, the world continues on, and he’s forced to confront just how fragile their life truly is.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    This fic lives in the spaces Rachel Reid leaves quiet. It follows Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov from the end of Heated Rivalry through The Long Game, then imagines a future shaped by love, community, and consequence.

    Chapters 1–16 focus on the four-year gap between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game. These chapters trace the long, uneven process of staying in love while being forced apart by careers, secrecy, and fear. They linger on stolen moments, missed calls, private rituals, and the emotional labor of choosing each other over and over again after committing exclusively to each other.

    Chapter 17 is a deliberate rewrite of a key scene from The Long Game that I couldn’t live with as written.

    Chapters 18–45 imagine what comes after The Long Game in the upcoming Unrivaled era through my thoughts. This section centers on Shane and Ilya learning how to live publicly, build a community. Luca Haas becomes a vital part of that future, not as a threat, but as proof of how love expands rather than divides. Together with their growing chosen family, they confront an antagonistic podcast, TopShelf.

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    04 Feb 2026