smuff_or_flut



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 27

    Tags
    Summary

    Troy and Harris take a week-long trip to Iceland. They drive the south coast, hike a glacier, ride Icelandic horses, and visit a museum Harris has been talking about since he booked the tickets. Troy carries both bags. Harris wears a puffin shirt. The northern lights come out. A news alert from home catches Troy off guard, and Harris holds steady the way he always does. Seven days of lava fields, hot springs, and two people figuring out what they get to keep.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,664
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    183
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1,489

    05 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Is okay, Hollander," said Rozanov. "I will help you. You are," he paused. "Stunted. I looked up this word."
    -
    Or: teenage Ilya billets with the Hollanders. He and Shane stumble into what eventually becomes an intense, obsessive, codependent d/s dynamic that escalates wildly for years after. Special mentions to denial, repression, pining-while-fucking, Minnesota, sexting, eternal soulmate love, and being unbelievably horned up at every single moment of the day.

    Not a teen fic I promise! They are adults after chapter two.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    89,699
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    884
    Kudos:
    2,383
    Bookmarks:
    1,101
    Hits:
    81,718

    24 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Spring of 2016: Ilya loses a father.

    Summer of 2016: Ilya loses a brother.

    Fall of 2016: Ilya gains a daughter, a lover, and a friend.

    Or: another "what if Ilya gained custody of his niece" fic.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    140,570
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    2,638
    Kudos:
    10,271
    Bookmarks:
    3,919
    Hits:
    207,649

    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rule number one of fieldwork: don’t get caught. 

    Rule number two: don’t get emotionally attached to your contacts. 

    Rule number three: only know what you’re officially supposed to know—anything else you take to your grave.

    And Rule number 81: don’t have a son destined for a professional hockey career that will constantly place you in the public eye.

    Or the one where Ilya sees a ghost from his past in his greatest lovers' rivals' father, and then is pretty much constantly confused for the next seven years.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,004
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    187
    Kudos:
    1,052
    Bookmarks:
    218
    Hits:
    6,681

    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    68,348
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,857
    Kudos:
    21,944
    Bookmarks:
    6,252
    Hits:
    287,385

    11 Jul 2026