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    When Hayden and Jackie Pike are killed in a sudden accident, their four children are left without parents - and, to everyone’s shock, the guardians named in their will are not family, but Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.

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    05 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Winning was supposed to make sense. Make things easier. Like how they were before. But she woke up a week after winning feeling empty. At first she had chalked it up to feeling off, maybe it was her period or the snow that wasn’t letting up in Ottawa. It would pass like it always did. But a week turned into two turned into three and soon it was a month of her feeling like she was slowly sinking. Of being late to practices because getting out of bed was becoming a monumental task.
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    Irina wins at Worlds but that really doesn't fix anything, instead it opens up something she didn't think she had to think about. Shane and Ilya realize it truly takes a village sometimes.

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    04 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    “I’m exhausted, Shane. I’m exhausted from waiting and pretending I’m okay with waiting. I am exhausted from being patient and stable and impressive in interviews and then coming home and staring at an empty room upstairs. It’s exhausting to remember that after all of this, after the interviews and the classes and telling strangers about our childhoods and our relationship and our finances and every private thing we have ever survived, that someone still has the power to decide if they think we’re good enough.”

    “The crib is built,” Ilya says, voice shaking now. “There’s a tiny mobile with woodland creatures hanging above it. The car seat is in the closet. It’s been so long, the nursery doesn’t even smell like paint anymore. We’re about to go into the most intense month of the year, and I don’t know how to hold both things in my hands without dropping one and shattering the other.”

    It begins with small moments like glances that linger a second too long, the quiet realization that maybe they want more. When Shane & Ilya decide to adopt, they think they’re prepared for the waiting, the interviews, the scrutiny, the careful hope. But they aren’t prepared for how much of themselves it will ask for.

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    03 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Ilya and Shane’s children start a brawl during their youth hockey game. Ilya is livid, until he isn’t. He can never stay mad at his daughters for very long.

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    03 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Just a collection of texts between Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Over a decade prior, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov's relationship kicked off in a nearly empty ice rink, surrounded by cameras and directors that wanted a piece of a rivalry that was sure to take the hockey world by storm for the foreseeable future, filming a commercial to promote their newfound stardom.

    Now, out and safe, the topic comes up again, and a certain Ottawa social media manager (the GOAT Harris, of course) has the idea to revisit and recreate said commercial as a way to reminisce and bring the world back to the couple's roots.

    TLDR: Shane and Ilya recreate the commercial that started the whole thing, albeit with a lot more love and a lot more nostalgia (+ The aftermath and onward).

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    03 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 99

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    Shane remembered how he'd heard the front door close, then open a few minutes later. He'd thought Ilya had forgotten something. He hadn't thought much about it until he heard heavy footsteps climbing the stairs to their bedroom. It didn't sound like Ilya, who always took two steps at a time, even though Shane always told him not to. It didn't even sound like one person.

    Or:

    Shane gets attacked in his and Ilyas house. Ilya finds him.
    Healing will be a long journey. (the horrors persists, but so does Shane Hollander)

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    02 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 67

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    “What do you imagine retired life to look like?” Shane asks, hours later.

    “Want to spend lots of time with you. Annoy you. Cuddle you. Fuck you,” he nips at Shane’s shoulder at that last part. “I want to find job. Maybe work more at Irina foundation. Or do something else so I don’t get bored. Will be WAG, then, yes? So come to games but also hang out with other women. And Harris.”

    Ilya presses a series of kisses to Shane’s neck, soft strands of hair tickling his face. “Make meal for hot husband, wait for him to come home. Rail him over kitchen counter. Or pick him up from practice, fuck him on hood of Lamborghini.  Yellow one.”
    “Anything else apart from work and sex with your sexy husband?”

    Ilya considers leaving it at that, but he has also learned that keeping secrets never works.
    “Kids. One, maybe two,” he says.  

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    This is the prequel to Moon, Sun and Stars. It's basically our boys on the way to being girl dads.

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    27 Feb 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 19

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    It felt like time stopped. Shane watched as the skates flew out from under Marlow, taking Ilya down with him. He saw the dog pile that followed...and the blood...too much blood.

    Shane watched it happen and was unable to prevent it, but Ilya...Ilya never saw it coming or had a chance.

     

    This is set a few years after The Long Game, so be aware of spoilers if you have not read it. The world is also based on the book series, so character and team names follow the books. This work is not permitted for AI usage or translation without permission.

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    27 Feb 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 82

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    “What if she says no?” Shane’s voice was small. Ilya was tempted to remind Shane that they’d been over this—but he knew that wasn’t what Shane needed right now.

    “Will be okay. We don’t know what she will say… but will be okay no matter what she says. This is first step, yes? We have many options.” Ilya’s reply gave nothing away about his own fear. This, he could give Shane. Measured reassurance. Ilya tried to believe his own words. He didn’t want other options. He wanted this option. But it was not his choice to make.

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    Shane and Ilya are planning to start a family. They ask Svetlana to be their egg donor. It goes like this.

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    27 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 70

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    Married, out, and still drowning, Ilya plays reckless hockey, carries old grief, and tells everyone he’s fine while getting dangerously close to proving he isn’t. But after a loss to Boston, alone in the middle of the night, he comes closer than ever to making a choice he can’t undo.

    Shane loves him. But love, terrifyingly, might not be enough.

    This fic takes place after 'The Long Game' so spoiler warning in case you haven't read that.

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    26 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    Fresh off four blissful, sun-soaked weeks of nothing but lazing around in various states of undress across assorted boats, beds, and beaches, Shane and Ilya are back from their honeymoon and ready to finally start their new life together. They’d won their happy ending, fair and square, and nothing can take the joy out of that.

    Not even the tedium of unpacking the dozens of boxes that had been shipped over from Shane’s house in Montreal.

    Or so Shane thought.

    The joy is still there. But it also turns out that happy endings might be a little more complicated than Shane believed they were.

    Or: The one where the Shane finally confronts some things he didn’t realize he had buried and the boxes aren’t the only things that get unpacked. Six boxes that lead to six moments of healing.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    If you’d already decided love was more than enough, that being together was bigger than fear; if you’d already picked each other over everything else, already picked a season to make it known; if you’d exchanged rings and vows and you knew this was forever and—most significantly—no one’s idiot best friend accidentally outed you early with his stupid side-hustle video scheme: would you stick to the plan?

    Or, would you play a slightly longer game to make your point; would you wait a couple extra months if it meant seizing the opportunity to go big, go bold, shove loving this much in the faces of the naysayers and the assholes and the bigots on an oh-so-convenient, quadrennially-available global stage?

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    Or: No FanMail. No outing. No forced free agency. Just their terms. Just their choice. Just their love.

    So hell yes: Shane and Ilya use the 2022 Winter Olympics as their hard launch. How’s that even a question?

    Scott Hunter’s gonna be so pissed at being upstaged that bad.

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    24 Feb 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane felt a sharp pain on the inside of his knee as it twisted and the pain continued to rocket out, crawling across his knee and up into the inside of his thigh. Dropping hard onto the ice Shane clutched his knee as he lay on his side. He wanted to shout out in pain, maybe he was, everything seemed muffled except for the overbearing pain he could feel. Shane could tell Luca was near, probably trying to check on him, but FUCK was his knee hurting. And for god’s sake how long does it take for Terry to get out here.

     

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    Shane tears like half the ligaments in his knee and is forced into retirement. A man who’s whole life and identity has revolved around a sport now has to deal with that no longer being an option.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”

    The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.

    Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.

    Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.

    Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.

    That’s… not-

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    Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is nearing retirement and a serious injury catapults him out of hockey for a year. What will he and Shane do with this new found freedom of time?

    OR: Shane and Ilya decide to have a baby via surrogate and hop on the rollercoaster of parenthood.

    WARNING: this takes place after The Long Game and contains references to spoilers for that book, so beware! Mostly Cannon compliant but I forgot Anya 😭

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    19 Feb 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 21

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    “And of course you know that. You’re a hockey freak.” Ilya bumps his shoulder into his husband's.

    Shane nudges him back. “If I’m a hockey freak, then you’re a hockey freak.”

    “I am not a freak. Innovator, champion, best player in history of sport, maybe, but not a hockey freak.”

    “You are both hockey freaks.” Elena won’t admit it outloud, but she knows she probably is too. I mean, with Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander as her fathers, how could she not be?

    Elena Hollander-Rozanov is a hockey freak. So are her grandparents and her little brother Dmitri. With Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander as her fathers, how could she not be? She knows that aside from herself, her brother, and each other, hockey is what her fathers love most.

    So how will she tell them that she’s been indefinitely suspended from her college hockey team without breaking their hearts?

    Helping out at the Irina Foundation hockey camps, feuding with her best friend, supporting her little brother, and flirting with Ottawa's most promising rookies are welcome distractions from the mess she walked away from. But her Dads are hockey freaks, and it's only a matter of time before they find out the truth.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya and Shane decide that they want to start a family, the universe seems to listen.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    This fic lives in the spaces Rachel Reid leaves quiet. It follows Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov from the end of Heated Rivalry through The Long Game, then imagines a future shaped by love, community, and consequence.

    Chapters 1–16 focus on the four-year gap between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game. These chapters trace the long, uneven process of staying in love while being forced apart by careers, secrecy, and fear. They linger on stolen moments, missed calls, private rituals, and the emotional labor of choosing each other over and over again after committing exclusively to each other.

    Chapter 17 is a deliberate rewrite of a key scene from The Long Game that I couldn’t live with as written.

    Chapters 18–45 imagine what comes after The Long Game in the upcoming Unrivaled era through my thoughts. This section centers on Shane and Ilya learning how to live publicly, build a community. Luca Haas becomes a vital part of that future, not as a threat, but as proof of how love expands rather than divides. Together with their growing chosen family, they confront an antagonistic podcast, TopShelf.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    ”You love that I am boring,” Shane quips and it comes out more confidently than he expects it to.

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees. “I tell you this all the time.”

    “You do?”

    “Da.”

    “I can’t remember you ever saying anything like that to me,” Shane muses honestly and even though he himself is uninjured, Ilya winces slightly.

    “Well, I do now. Tell you I love your boring. Tell you I love you.”

    “What changed?”

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    After an injury on the ice, Shane cannot remember the last ten years of his life with Ilya. Ilya resolves to help.

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    10 Feb 2026

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