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    Shane blinks once, twice, three times. There’s no fucking way someone’s watching gay porn at work. Gay BDSM porn? Have they lost the entire fucking plot? If there ever was a fast track to getting shitcanned in half a second, watching this kind of stuff is the goddamn way.

    Shane’s job, typically, would be to report something like this to HR and go about his day. It isn’t his job to discipline or fire these people, and he doesn’t monitor if they want to fuck around in other ways on their computers. A Youtube video about cats playing piano? Not worth his time or effort. A video of a messy sub boy taking huge dom cock? That warrants some further investigation.

    Unable to help his morbid curiosity, he clicks play.

     

    -IT director Shane Hollander is working late when he gets a flag on his computer, warning him someone in the building is watching explicit material. what he doesn't expect, is for that someone to be CEO Ilya Rozanov-

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    24 Oct 2026

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    It takes some time for Shane to notice.

    With three kids, they are busy, so it’s not surprising when Shane doesn’t observe at first. Shane and Ilya are both forty-five years old, and they have such full lives that sometimes time feels like a cruel joke. They’re busy, and always on the go, and blindingly happy.

    Shane tells himself this is why it takes him so long to realize. 

    That lately, Ilya’s gone quieter during their evening nighttime routine before bed. When they shower and brush their teeth, Shane meticulously flossing between each molar while Ilya sort of haphazardly takes care of his own business, that Ilya doesn’t joke or laugh as much as usual. When they shower, he lets Shane get out first every time, and spends a little extra moment to himself. That he doesn’t lean in to let Shane card his hands through his hair anymore, and he used to love the feeling of that.

     

    -- or, a study of aging beside the person you love, via hollanov--

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    24 Oct 2026

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    Ilya thought that maybe over time his obsession with just looking at Shane would fade. He was wrong. He could stare at him from the moment he opened his eyes until they went to sleep again and it still wouldn't be enough. He tried to memorize every freckle on his face just for them to change with a day in the sun. He wanted to worship his body the way Shane deserved.

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    Ilya really sucks at leaving Shane alone when he is busy with work so Shane puts him in his place.

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    22 Oct 2026

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    “Shane. You know you are my baby. My soulmate, my reason for living.”

    There are many reactions to being called such sweet things, but a wail is definitely not one of them. The sound Shane makes is unmistakably upset. A lamenting groan loud enough for the whole table to hear, a sound sober Shane would never make on pain of death.

    “How is that the wrong answer?” Bood asks, bemused.

    Or, Shane is jealous that he isn't Ilya's best friend (even though he is).

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    20 Oct 2026

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    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

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    09 Oct 2026