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flagged for explicit sexual content by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Oct 2026
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Shane blinks once, twice, three times. There’s no fucking way someone’s watching gay porn at work. Gay BDSM porn? Have they lost the entire fucking plot? If there ever was a fast track to getting shitcanned in half a second, watching this kind of stuff is the goddamn way.
Shane’s job, typically, would be to report something like this to HR and go about his day. It isn’t his job to discipline or fire these people, and he doesn’t monitor if they want to fuck around in other ways on their computers. A Youtube video about cats playing piano? Not worth his time or effort. A video of a messy sub boy taking huge dom cock? That warrants some further investigation.
Unable to help his morbid curiosity, he clicks play.
-IT director Shane Hollander is working late when he gets a flag on his computer, warning him someone in the building is watching explicit material. what he doesn't expect, is for that someone to be CEO Ilya Rozanov-
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24 Oct 2026
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if i could save time in a bottle by imbihesgay
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
27 May 2026
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It takes some time for Shane to notice.
With three kids, they are busy, so it’s not surprising when Shane doesn’t observe at first. Shane and Ilya are both forty-five years old, and they have such full lives that sometimes time feels like a cruel joke. They’re busy, and always on the go, and blindingly happy.
Shane tells himself this is why it takes him so long to realize.
That lately, Ilya’s gone quieter during their evening nighttime routine before bed. When they shower and brush their teeth, Shane meticulously flossing between each molar while Ilya sort of haphazardly takes care of his own business, that Ilya doesn’t joke or laugh as much as usual. When they shower, he lets Shane get out first every time, and spends a little extra moment to himself. That he doesn’t lean in to let Shane card his hands through his hair anymore, and he used to love the feeling of that.
-- or, a study of aging beside the person you love, via hollanov--
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24 Oct 2026
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Mr. Businessman by Chavalala
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Mar 2026
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Ilya thought that maybe over time his obsession with just looking at Shane would fade. He was wrong. He could stare at him from the moment he opened his eyes until they went to sleep again and it still wouldn't be enough. He tried to memorize every freckle on his face just for them to change with a day in the sun. He wanted to worship his body the way Shane deserved.
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Ilya really sucks at leaving Shane alone when he is busy with work so Shane puts him in his place.
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- Part 6 of Hollanov's Closet
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22 Oct 2026
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boy, you've got a friend in me by vanillatunamelt
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
26 Jul 2026
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“Shane. You know you are my baby. My soulmate, my reason for living.”
There are many reactions to being called such sweet things, but a wail is definitely not one of them. The sound Shane makes is unmistakably upset. A lamenting groan loud enough for the whole table to hear, a sound sober Shane would never make on pain of death.
“How is that the wrong answer?” Bood asks, bemused.
Or, Shane is jealous that he isn't Ilya's best friend (even though he is).
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20 Oct 2026
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
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09 Oct 2026
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margin for error by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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Shane's eyes burned. "What if I hadn't noticed?"
"But you did."
"But what if I hadn't?"
Ilya pulled Shane against his chest, wrapping his arms around him. "You would have. Because you are Shane Hollander. When Shane Hollander has goal—like goal to keep our baby safe—nothing gets past him." He pressed a kiss to Shane's temple. "Is blessing and curse, yes? But mostly blessing."
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3 times Shane's hypervigilance caught something wrong with their kids before anyone else did, and 1 time Ilya had to confiscate his laptop.
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- Part 6 of Our House
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08 Oct 2026
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thirty-seven roses by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"You are calling your sister liar?" he asked. "On her recital day? On International Women's Day?"
Niko just glared at him, while Max snickered behind the pages of his book.
"Everyone has a mad voice," Ilya said wisely, reaching for a fresh bobby pin. He gathered up the loose strand that had slipped free and started over, completely unruffled by the looming deadline. "You get yours from your dad."
"I don't have a mad voice."
The statement came from the doorway. Shane stood there holding Mila's tiny pink cardigan—the one with the pearl buttons that perfectly matched her leotard—draped over one arm. He was fully dressed now, ready to go. White dress shirt tucked in, navy tie perfectly straight, the silver tie clip Ilya had given him years back catching the morning light streaming through the window.
Nobody responded.
They all knew better.
Or,
Ilya and Shane's daughter's first ballet recital happens to fall on International Women's Day. A holiday that Ilya takes very seriously.
Series
- Part 7 of Our House
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08 Oct 2026
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visiting hours by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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"Papa just needs to give Daddy a bandaid. He has a small ouchie."
"Ouchie?"
"Just a little, itty bitty one." Or maybe his brain was hemorrhaging, but Ilya tried hard to shove that thought down.
Mila frowned. "I wanna give Daddy a bandaid."
"This is a special bandaid only Papa can give," Ilya said, thinking rapidly and coming up with very little. "You can give him a special Mila-only bandaid when we see him later. Okay?"
Mila nodded slowly. She swallowed her fruit snacks and looked at Ilya in the mirror. "You have to ‘member to kiss his ouchie, Papa."
Ilya reached his hand back between the seats and held it there until her small fingers wrapped around his.
"I will kiss Daddy's ouchie."
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Shane gets injured during practice. It is, to put mildly, a lot for his very attached husband and children to handle.
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- Part 16 of Our House
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08 Oct 2026
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strange days are here again by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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Ilya rubbed at his face with both hands, trying to knead the heaviness away. It didn’t budge.
Probably just caught something from the kids, he thought to himself. Some kind of virus.
Except he'd been feeling like this for weeks now. Maybe longer. It was hard to tell. The days blurred when you were tired, and he’d been tired for longer than he wanted to admit.
Maybe it was something still lingering in his system. That happened sometimes, right? Viruses could hang around. He'd read that somewhere. Post-viral fatigue.
Yeah. That was probably it.
Some dormant virus still working its way out of him.
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Ilya and Shane are married with kids, living the life they fought for. But Ilya's depression is rearing its ugly head again.
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- Part 8 of Our House
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08 Oct 2026
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i know the end by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 May 2026
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Shane was still trying to settle Max, cupping the back of his head, pressing him back against his chest. Body warmth, familiar scent—that was supposed to be enough. That was supposed to be some innate thing, some animalistic pull newborns had toward their parents, hardwired in them from the beginning. Shane had read that. He was pretty sure he had read that.
It was probably really bad that his baby didn't have it toward him.
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Shane is not bonding with his new baby.
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- Part 17 of Our House
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- English
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- 13,879
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- 1/1
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08 Oct 2026
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“Mmnnh, no, come back. This is big deal. First time Shane Hollander has ever thrown punches. First time Shane Hollander has been punched. Everyone is talking about it.”
“I punched Peterson because he slammed you.”
It should have been satisfying watching the way shock immediately blushed over Ilya’s face, but all Shane could feel was embarrassment for even admitting it.
“He was… I mean… He was all over you. And it– I don’t know, I was just so angry that he was touching you that I— I don’t know. I just saw red and, I don’t even remember all of it.”
Shane felt like he was losing himself. He knew he was more emotional these past few weeks, a swirling mess of feelings and breaking his diet and lazying around more, but he had chalked most of it up to Ilya’s influence.
or, Shane Hollander is pregnant, and doesn't know it yet, and is increasingly confused why he's feeling so crazy lately. Acting so strange. Crying so much. So horny.
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07 Oct 2026
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Ilya takes care of Shane after he realizes the man is having an off day.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov
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08 Oct 2026
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Changes by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Oct 2026
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"So, Shane opened his eyes, ready to meet Ilya’s heady gaze, ready to perhaps see Ilya admit the same thing–that having sex with no condom was fantastic, but sex was always great so it really didn’t make that big of a difference–only to see a look on Ilya’s face that he’d never seen before:
Ilya Rozanov looked destroyed. "OR: Shane Hollander hates change. Except when it means his boyfriend fucking him bare for the first time.
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- Part 20 of Hollanov
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08 Oct 2026
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Counting by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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“You like this,” Ilya murmured, not really asking, just commenting.
Still, Shane nodded into his arms. “Yes,” he whispered nervously, loud enough for Ilya to hear.
“You like when I make you hurt, Hollander? Why? You want to feel me later?” The last question was a growl, Ilya’s fingers gripping his ass hard, making Shane whimper and press into the sheets again, his cock beginning to drip pathetically.
“Yes,” he groaned. “Always.” It was true. The idea of Ilya’s handprint on his ass made him so hard it hurt, but articulating that now was a bit difficult. “Please.”
The sound of Ilya’s shaky breathing told Shane that he was affected by this, that he was probably hard, too. But rather than removing any clothing or coming closer, the other man simply said, “We will do five more, I think. Is good for first time. And if you can be a good boy and take it, I will…reward you.”
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- Part 4 of Hollanov
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07 Oct 2026
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Mark by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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The small, blocky ‘81’ that was now stamped on his hipbone looked very much like a reminder. A mark of claim.
He was Ilya’s, and those two numbers were a physical sign to the whole damn world of that. He belonged to him, no matter what anyone said. They were together, and fuck everyone else.OR Shane surprises Ilya with a tattoo, and Ilya is VERY happy.
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- Part 2 of Hollanov
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07 Oct 2026
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Still by my_castlescrumbling
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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It permeated his brain. The intoxicating smell of simple bar soap, laundry detergent, a hint of sweat, and Ilya. It was like a soft blanket surrounding his thoughts, cushioning them, slowing them down. He’d been so busy, so stressed, by both his life and his secrets. Everything was so complicated, so confusing, so anxiety-inducing, that he couldn’t remember the last time he’d truly been able to take a full inhale. So, as he knelt there, breathing, pressing into the man above him, Shane felt himself relax bit by bit, his anxieties and ruminating worries finally slipping away.
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Or, Shane learns that cockwarming quiets his brain.Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov
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07 Oct 2026
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can't take my eyes off of you by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jul 2026
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“You are going to make fun of me!” Ilya cries as he hides his face away from Shane in the crook of his elbow where he’s leaned forward in agony on the kitchen counter.
“Ilya, I’m not going to make fun of you. You’ll get contacts next week but you just have to wear the glasses in the meantime.”
“But I will look so boring.”
“You don’t think my glasses are boring, and I know that for a fact.”
“Of course I don’t.” he groans again. “They’re perfect, I’ve never gotten harder in my life than when I see you in glasses.” he mumbles and Shane just shakes his head with a long exhale. He’s going to have to bring out the big guns.
(ie. shane and ilya growing old together includes ilya getting glasses and shane having lots of feelings about it)
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- Part 11 of shane and ilya are (not) co-dependent
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07 Oct 2026
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a question for mr. hollander? by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Oct 2026
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“Being gay is boring.” He nods and says it like it was the solution to an equation he was doing in his head.
“Being gay is boring, but not as boring as you talking about hockey.”
“Hey!”
(ie. shane gets scared by unexpected questions from the press that lead him to believe he's been outed - and a time jump to when being gay is the most boring thing you can ask shane hollander about (almost))
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07 Oct 2026
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don't blink, cucky! by angeluvxx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Aug 2026
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Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.
But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.
Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.
Or,
Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.
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06 Oct 2026
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ay, recházame (oh, reject me) by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane
Last chance. Take your tank top back.Lily
no, it's a fucking gift
keep itShane
Fine.
I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.Lily
what the hell is that supposed to mean???
hollander
fuckShane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.
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- 57,322
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06 Oct 2026