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Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording.
“Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.”
Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating.
His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next.
I have to see him.
Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now.
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OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...
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23 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 352
Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Mar 2026
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23 Mar 2026
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the “i like girls” heard around the world by vigncttc
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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Shane, Ilya, and the tuna melt of doom and despair
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17 Mar 2026
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And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”
He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.
Fuck that.
If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.Series
- Part 5 of Episode Aftercare
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16 Mar 2026
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what if? - the proposal happened slightly differently by h0pei5Abutterfly_08
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Oct 2025
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Now, sitting in Ilya’s kitchen, Shane wanted nothing more than to hold him.
Unless…
Couldn’t he just go to the airfield? Families were probably there. It was normal.
He could go.
…Could he?
No.
or Shane just wants to see his bf after the plane incident
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- Part 3 of What ifs? - game changers
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15 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 731
Mystery Work
Part of Crypto
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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15 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander and Harris Drover conspired to force Ilya Rozanov to make social media content. The people want what they want, and this time, it’s a video of Ilya recording every time he craves something. And unfortunately for Harris (and Shane), Ilya is craving a lot of NSFW things and is withholding from Shane until after the video is finished.
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Ilya Rozanov is in trouble. The Centaurs media coordinator has given Ilya a task: film content for the team’s TikTok.
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15 Mar 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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12 Mar 2026
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oh baby, drunk in love by buckynova
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), 9-1-1 (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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“They're cute.”
“Excuse me, Mr. Hollander?”
“Your eyes... your eyes look like my husband's.” Shane grimaced. “His are much prettier, obviously.”
When a very drunk and very sore Shane meets a firefighter from 118 who reminds him a lot of his husband and praises his eyes while Ilya tries to act like he's not dying of jealousy.
Or, your favorite firefighters in Los Angeles meet your favorite hockey players.
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11 Mar 2026
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At the Centaurs’ annual kids workshop, Ilya effortlessly charms the children—and one very flirty mom. Shane insists he’s not jealous… right up until he publicly “marks his territory,” giving their teammates endless ammunition and proving that even happily married assistant captains can have a dramatic streak.
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07 Mar 2026
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05 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 1737
Mystery Work
Part of AZRAELRIEGO
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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01 Mar 2026
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Public Bookmark 1553
I love you over and over again by azraelriego
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
19 Jan 2026
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26 Feb 2026
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Public Bookmark 2533
Mystery Work
Part of AZRAELRIEGO
Summary
This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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26 Feb 2026
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Come Find Me by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Feb 2026
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What if the hit Shane takes on the ice ends in something far more serious than just broken collarbone and Shane high as a kite? What if his heart stopped and in the heat of the moment, Ilya outed them as "boyfriends" in front of the whole arena? And what if Shane falls into a coma?
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Ilya wants to scream. To claw his way down the hallway. To grab the nearest doctor by the collar and shake answers out of them. To punch a wall until his knuckles break. To rip out his own heart and shove it into Shane’s chest:
Here. Use mine. Mine seems determined to keep beating through this, might as well make itself useful.
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24 Feb 2026
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Ilya’s Guide to Menacingly Soft Launching Your Relationship (and One Extremely Effective Hard Launch) by Lil_lightning15
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Dec 2025
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“I think we tell world now,” Ilya declared grandly, pacing across Shane’s living room in Montreal. “Big announcement. Maybe fireworks. Maybe airplane banner over city—”
Shane, sitting curled on the couch in sweatpants, nearly choked on his tea.
“No,” he said immediately. “Absolutely not. No fireworks. No banners. No announcements. I’m not letting you hard launch us into oblivion.”
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Five times they soft launch and one time they hard launch, or Ilya is given free rein to soft launch their relationship.
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23 Feb 2026
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wash away all the shame by Giraffe500
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
24 Jan 2026
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“Shane. Don’t.” It was his final desperate plea for Shane to drop this. To walk out of his rival’s locker-room and return to the ice. His final chance to hold himself together. He loved Shane, almost so much that it hurt him. Killed him in fact. The last thing he wanted was for Shane to see him as weak. Weaker than him. That would make everything his father had ever told him true. If Shane thought it too.
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Ilya tries to push away Shane because of the shame - he fails exponentially <3
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22 Feb 2026
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Let me worship you by LoveOutOfLust
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Feb 2026
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His google searches consisted of the following:
I can’t stop thinking about my husband’s stretch marks
How do I tell my partner I want to paint their stretch marks and hang the canvas above our bed?
Tiger stripes and other nicknames
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4 times Ilya worships Shane’s stretch marks and 1 time he’s scared he’ll lose them
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20 Feb 2026
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Lily: You are hiding from me.
Jane: I’m not! I’m busy.
Lily: Busy losing. You play better when I fuck you.+++
Embarrassed by his very public and short-lived fling with Rose, Shane goes to great lengths to avoid Ilya.
He’s unprepared for just what Ilya will do to win him back.
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19 Feb 2026
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We didn't even kiss
They hadn’t kissed. Shane had been lying there, right next to him, and Ilya hadn’t kissed him. Hadn’t leaned over a foot of space when he’d spent the last year just wanting to be in the same room as Shane Hollander.
Fuck.
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OR: Shane sends the text. Ilya chases after him.Series
- Part 2 of Episode Aftercare
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Bookmarked by standstillandiwillcall
19 Feb 2026