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    a collection of my (unconnected unless specified otherwise) kirby soulmate aus!! because I love soulmate tropes and also kirby and i have no self control

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    A series of unconnected Linked Universe fics about loss.

    Current status: 3 finished 2 drafts (wild and time)

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    That his creation must have been an accident, he already had guessed. Why his creator now approaches him after days of conspicuous avoidance, he hasn't the slightest idea. But Hythlodaeus had always been willing to help Emet-Selch find answers, even were those answers unpleasant.

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    01 May 2026

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    A beat. “You… prayed for me?”

    “Must’ve been an accident. Now’s not really a good time, Cas,” Dean strains out. He doesn’t dare let his eyes stray from where they’re locked on the kitchenette table in front of him, like if he can’t see Cas then Cas can’t see him. “Sometimes a man needs his privacy.”

    “Is that what you yearn for, Dean? Privacy?”

    He gulps down the sinking, sinking feeling that he has been caught with no way out. It’s not the first time in his life that he’s been trapped in a half-truth, and he bears this with as much grace as he ever has in situations like it. Jaw clenched. Ungraceful. “I’m not sure what you’re getting at.”

    Cas’s voice is all unflinching divinity from a creature that watched the Library of Alexandria burn. “I feel your longing.”

    or the one where dean is so touch-starved that less is more

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Dean's life is beautiful. He wants for nothing, has the pleasure of his family and friends, and is desperately, irrevocably in love with his husband. Everything is perfect, just as it should be.

    Then he wakes up.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    The 70k-word nonlinear coming of age story that literally no one asked for.

     

    "I know you want to give him the world, Dean, but you were never supposed to give him this."

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    13 Apr 2026

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    It seems horribly fitting that when Marta’s soulbond arrives, it’s in the most absurdly ridiculous, horrible way imaginable. It involves the Thrombeys, so of course something that should be wonderful just ends up being terrible in the end.

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    24 Mar 2026