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He threw himself down, starting to gather the broken pieces with his bare hands, not taking notice of his hands and fingers getting cut in the process. He was quietly, but desperately saying “I’m sorry, so sorry, I’ll fix it, please I’m sorry.” while tears flooded down his cheeks.
He almost screamed when arms were put around him, hands stopping him from picking up more pieces, drawing him into a lap. He could barely hear the voice speaking to him, in a low and gentle tone.
His heartrate was too loud in his ears, deafening any other sound.“Hush, child, it is of no matter, breathe.”
or, Harry has a long way to go before he is rid of the Dursley's abuse. Some days are good, some are bad. But Severus is always going to be there for him.
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Amor Vincit Omnia by Ida_sporrsater, swede_nerd for Sassyblizzardcupcake
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
16 May 2016
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What exactly were Alec's and Magnus' thoughts under S1E12? Read to find out our version
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When life gets hard, you just wish it would go back to normal. But it doesn't. So you keep on fighting. So that's what Percy Jackson did. Even after he had heard his father say he was a mistake, he kept going.
But then his so called father paid him a visit, and he finally, after years of bottling his emoitons, breaks down. Worst, he does it in front of him.
But what will happen to them afterwards? And how will they move on?
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Mr. Answer Man by BigPlushShark
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Apr 2026
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In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his teenage hockey rival into bed. He knows what to do to make this happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.
Author's notes: I’m autistic and see a lot of myself in Shane Hollander. So I thought, in this situation, what if he did exactly what I did the first time I hooked up with someone and didn’t know what the protocol was after it was over, what the next steps were, how to be like everyone else in a moment that felt amazing and confusing at the same time. What if he just asked?
Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Some things are from the show - aged up Marleau and Hunter, mainly - but the timeline is a mix of both. (Notably, they don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.) Some tags are for later chapters. I post a few times a week, and think it'll be about 30 chapters total but I'll update the total count if that changes. Please comment if you feel I'm missing any tags!
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17 Apr 2026
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Night Shift by The_green_fairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to survive NYU biochemistry, hockey practice, and the graveyard shift at 7-Eleven. He's too exhausted to notice that his new regular customer is Russian mafia, or that Ilya's interest in him goes beyond terrible coffee and cookies.
When Ilya hands him a $10,000 designer scarf and matching gloves, Shane doesn't panic. He sells them for next month's rent. Any normal person would be terrified. Instead, Shane uses the leftover money to buy a Hello Kitty watch, pastel pink, childish, utterly incongruous with the danger circling him. He wears it to his next night shift without irony or apology.
Ilya notices immediately. He is fascinated.
(Currently under major editing.)
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16 Apr 2026
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Built to Break is an highly requested alternate-universe story within The Quiet Fight series, where Shane—not Ilya—is the one facing cancer.
During their eleventh NHL seasons, a lingering injury reveals a devastating diagnosis, forcing an early coming out and the potential end of Shane’s career. As Shane fights, he is forced to find a new purpose, proving that even when the body breaks, a life—and a legacy—can still be rebuilt.
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12 Apr 2026
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Private Meetings by hermacology
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander works at a coffee shop, plays hockey, keeps his head down, and doesn’t ask questions he doesn’t need the answers to.
So when a new regular starts showing up—quiet, watchful, Russian-accented, and conducting invitation-only meetings in the back—Shane notices. When that same man takes an unsettling interest in Shane’s closing shifts, his routines, and his safety, Shane does what feels sensible: he adjusts his behavior and keeps his mouth shut.
Ilya Rozanov orders an Americano. He reads, but only in Russian. He worries when people work late alone.
They are operating with very different definitions of danger.
If he didn’t ask questions, he couldn’t be lied to.
The rules were simple.
1. Do not ask questions you don’t need the answer to.
2. Do not share personal information freely.
3. Do not be alone with Ilya Rozanov.
4. Do not give him a reason to think you’re afraid.Series
- Part 1 of Private Meetings and Open Doors
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11 Apr 2026
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Every time your soulmate lies, their words are written on you.
Shane doesn’t lie often. His soulmate does though.
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09 Apr 2026