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    Ryan had only been gone for a week. It should’ve been survivable, but Naim felt sick every time he went to school, sicker every time he texted Ryan but couldn’t see him or touch him. A week felt like a chasm he couldn’t cross, something dark looming over his head.

    or: Ryanaim are down bad, and Naim has a breakdown when Ryan goes on holiday for a week.

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    13 Aug 2026

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    From: [email protected]
    To: [email protected]
    Subject: Biology poster

    Hi Ryan,

    This is Naim, from biology. We’ve been partnered together for the practical investigation poster. As outlined in the attached doc, we have to come up with the experiment ourselves. Do you have time to discuss this before next week?

    Thanks,
    Naim Reid

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    03 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    "Why don't you ever want me to touch you?" Naim says, his eyes flicking back up when he finds his words.

    Ryan seems to take a moment to process the words before his face does a weird, stuttery thing, and he whips his head away from Naim's scrutiny. "That's not--" he shakes his head, like he's trying to figure out what he's trying to say. "Don't worry about that, Naim." He says, glancing at Naim from the corner of his eye.

    Naim feels his brows furrow. "What?" He asks, because it's all he's thinking, and when Ryan doesn't respond, he adds: "I wanna make you feel good."

    Ryan looks back to him quickly, shaking his head. "You do. You make me feel good." He says, voice adamant, and it makes Naim believe him, however foolishly. "So... Why does it have to be more than that? More than what we do now?" He looks at Naim through his eyelashes, warily, like he's worried how he'll respond. If he'll yell.

    Naim doesn't yell. He watches Ryan for a while before relenting. "...Okay." he sighs, and he knows that Ryan can tell he's not truly done with the subject.

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    Or: Trials/Tribs of coming out to your bf you have to spend forever with.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    The man put down the drink with a little clink, looking down bashfully. Cute, Sirius thought. “It was hm—a gig.”

    “A gig?”

    The man nodded. “I’m a musician, as you probably put together. Sometimes schools will ask if I can perform there,” he shrugged.

    Huh. “Why schools though?”

    The man blinked, a slow lopsided smile forming. Sirius felt like he was missing something but was very content watching the way the red, slightly swollen lips from the steaming tea slid into a toothy smile. “I think you can figure that out on your own,” he replied.

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    my love letter to early 2000s nostalgia, jack johnson, banana pancakes, and wolfstar.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    It’s the summer of 1977 and the crickets have turned silent.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “See, I was right. You two are perfect for each other. Both lovesick puppies already.”

    “I’m not—” Remus sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed. He rubbed his temple and rolled his eyes. “We’ve been talking for like…four hours. I’m not lovesick-anything.”

    Just plain old sick sick, Remus thought unhelpfully.

    ⋆✴︎˚。⋆

    or, a story of how remus lupin falls in love again

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Remus is a PhD student and hobbyist baker who finds himself adrift following his father’s death. On a whim, he enters the Great British Bake Off and is swept up in a flurry of curdled custard, shrunken souffle, and under-proved dough. Remus expects to be challenged and to embarrass himself on public television. What he doesn’t account for are the friendships he develops with the other contestants and the deep connection he forms with his teenage crush, Sirius Black: charming ex-boy band member and Bake Off presenter.

    or,

    Sirius groans, dropping his head back into his hands. “It’s the dough,” he mumbles into the skin of his palms. “It’s the kneading. It’s his hands. They’re obscene.”

    Lily laughs. “They are a bit, aren’t they?”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    (Ian Stirling Voice)
    This summer… ten devastatingly attractive, drama-inclined singles are entering the villa with one goal in mind:
    to find love.

    We’ve got a single father footballer, a surgeon on sabbatical, two ex-model brothers who have some serious issues, and a bloke who I genuinely believe may have committed arson before.

    There’s flirting. There’s fighting. There's friendships.

    And all your favourite iconic challenges are back and better than ever.

    Who’s in it for love?
    Who’s in it for the brand deals?
    And who’s going to get mugged off before they even unpack their bag?

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    a marauders love island au!!

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Sixteen-year-old Sirius Black begins having mysterious visions.

    Maybe this time, he won't make the same mistakes.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Sirius is in boarding school, Remus is in hospital, and they don't know each other until Sirius texts the wrong number.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Will loved ordinary things, an uneventful existence was something he craved. Sadly, when Mike Wheeler walks into his life, Will’s easy going path snaps right in half. A passion he could never imagine overtaking his whole being.

    It was too bad their friend groups hated each other and his sister had a huge crush on the musician. Off limits.

    Fantastic.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Sometimes, Sirius couldn't help but wish the person behind that number was really the person living in the dorm across from his. The only problem was... that person, Remus Lupin, absolutely hated him.

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    Another horrible encounter with his mother may have led to him "meet" the person that could may or may not be the one for him.
    Filled with sarcasm, spilled coffee, and secret identities, Sirius texts the wrong number and naturally, the wrong number is Remus

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    another texting AU where Sirius texts the wrong number, and you'll have to read it to find out the rest :)

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    04 Jan 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 34

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    Wake up, Mike Wheeler

    The walls of the bedroom are too tall, and Will looks around wondering if he’s lost his mind. Mike tracks his gaze, “Oh yeah, I see it too.”
    His shoulders tighten and the room feels increasingly unsafe. “Can I sleep in your bed tonight?”

    Alternatively: Ao3's second ever Conformity Gate fic! The party won and the upside-down was detonated. Though still, Mike can't seem to trust the world around him. Nothing seems real, and everyone is acting off. Thankfully, Will notices it too.

     

    Title is from Hero's by David Bowie

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    03 Jan 2026

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    “Wow,” Will breathes out, just on this edge of teasing. “You sound very confident about this.”

    “Well,” Mike shrugs, swallowing hard in a desperate attempt to soothe his very, very dry mouth, “I don’t know why someone wouldn’t be interested in you.”

    “Oh?” Will says, and it’s definitely teasing now, enough for Mike to feel himself turning warm, all down his neck and to the tips of his own – sadly unpatterned – socks. “Someone?”

    “Yeah.” Mike nods. Oh, god. This is fine. “In a very arbitrary sense of the word. Just– people. Someone.”

    Mike is approximately ninety-eight percent sure that his feelings are requited. That last two percent, however, has really been throwing him for a loop.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “Don’t worry, I’ll do it,” Mike protests weakly, but Will ignores him. “You need to rest, yeah,” he continues softly, swallowing audibly at the thought of Will’s fingers on him again.

    “I want to take care of—” Will mumbles, fumbling for gauze and bandages, his focus wavering. Mike notices the flush creeping up Will’s cheeks, bright and vivid against his otherwise pale, tired skin. And it warms something inside Mike, just a little, because Will wants to take care of him.

    or; Mike is confused, and maybe Will offering to take care of his wounds after their encounter with Vecna only makes things worse.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “I need you.”

    Will’s expression grows more stunned. “What?” he breathes, voice barely above a whisper.

    His instincts tell him to take it all back, but the way that Will’s looking at him with those sorrowful, questioning eyes weakens him. And he’s been stupid for many, many years, so what’s a little more stupidity?

    aka a s5 speculatory mike wheeler-centric fic about his internalised homophobia and a lot of moments where he's not so clever about his feelings with will

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    27 Dec 2025

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    There’s something wrong with Will.

    It started three weeks ago, almost four. Will had woken from some sort of nightmare and, instead of seeking comfort in Mike the way he usually would, he’d rolled out a sleeping bag from the closet and chosen to sleep on the floor.

    No one believes Mike, except for Joyce. But even she doesn’t understand the full extent to which something is wrong with Will.

     

    Mike understands, though. Mike has been paying attention.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Will’s voice trails off, and he runs a hand over his face. Mike waits a few moments to see if he’ll say anything else, but when Will doesn’t, he takes a shaky breath and tries to find his own courage.

    “And you thought, what?” Mike whispers. “That - that it wouldn’t mean as much to me if it came from you?”

    Will flinches. He’s still turned away from Mike, and there’s a desperation in his voice when he whispers back, “Mike, please…”

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    After returning to the Wheeler house, Mike finds out the truth about Will’s painting.

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    27 Dec 2025

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    “Don’t you ever wonder?” Mike whispered.

    “About what?”

    “What…‘good’ means. O-or just about it, in general.”

    Will’s lips quirked up in a smile. A bitter one, but he hoped it wasn’t showing.

    “Do I ever wonder about…kissing? Mike, I’m sixteen, of course I wonder about it.”

    “It’s just,” a frustrated noise escaped the other’s throat. “You never talk about it.”

    or, a Party discussion turns into the perfect opportunity to kill two birds with one stone. And maybe let out some repressed feelings as well.

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    27 Dec 2025

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