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    The good thing about working in such a chaotic environment is that no one notices when you’ve skipped meals. Langdon’s always eaten like a bird, was always teased for it by family and friends. He prefers quick snacks to big meals, and that’s how it’s always been. That’s why he works so well in the Pitt. He shoves a protein bar in his scrub pocket, knowing full well he won’t eat it later. But it makes him feel like his old self, the one before the benzos, when he pretends he still has an appetite.

    Langdon has a problem with food.

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  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    He doesn’t eat, not when the food is in front of him and begging to be eaten. Santos says that he can have whatever he wants from her apartment but he doesn’t take her up on the offer. It’s not that he doesn’t want to eat and doesn’t like food. It’s more that he likes the feeling of being empty and weightless and doesn’t like the feeling of heaviness.

    Dennis will swear to anyone who asks that it doesn’t have anything to do with his childhood. Meals being taken away in the name of God due to a little misbehaviour. Or how his body has gotten used to surviving on the minimal amount of food due to being unhoused. Hospital sandwiches are all that his diet is being made up of and he doesn’t even like them very much.

     

    Or Dennis develops an eating disorder

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    He is ten years old when he realizes he can simply not eat.

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    Or: Dennis has an eating disorder, and he's a terrible liar.

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    Dennis Whitaker has a hard time breaking his "I don't need food habit because I'm broke as dirt" and now people think he has a possible eating disorder. He's fine of course, if only the hitting the floor and having a seizure hadn't happened in front of everyone in the Pitt.

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  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    Weight loss was eighty percent nutrition, twenty percent exercise. The exercise part he already had, mapped out in neat pen-and-paper grids because he trusted that more than any app. Running five days a week. Swimming six. With just enough wiggle room to add more if things got “out of hand”. Which, of course, they wouldn’t. Not if he kept control. Not if he stayed on top of it.

    When old habits start to resurface, Frank does what he does best. He runs.

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