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The thing about Felix is that he’s radiant.
(or, Chris is creatively burnt out, and Felix takes it into his own hands.)
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31 Jan 2023
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Chris feels dizzy, swaying. His thumb swipes the ridge of Felix’s hipbone without permission; he only knows it happens because he’s watching it, watching where his pale hand spans over Felix’s tiny waist. He adjusts his grip, and looks at Felix’s face. “You don’t want me.”
“I do, I promise I do.” Felix’s tongue darts out, slides across his bottom lip. It’s so red, so wet. He probably tastes so sweet. Chris is going to go insane if he stays in this room. “I promise.”
You said you didn’t, Chris wants to remind him, but he doesn’t. Whatever the pollen is doing to Felix is already cruel enough, he doesn’t need to add his own shit to it. “Let me get Changbin for you,” Chris pleads, control slipping as desperation creeps into his voice. “Please.”
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17 Jan 2023
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“I’m sorry about this,” the man said. He took a sip of his coffee before continuing, “It’s the lesser of two evils. A mother and her young children, or a single kid. It has to be you.”
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- Part 1 of Fate or Something Worse
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15 Jan 2023
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When the cameras are on, Felix is sunshine. He’s silly and cheerful and carefree. He has to be. People love that Felix. They want to protect that Felix. That’s the Felix who was good enough to debut.
When the cameras are off, Felix is serious and focused and hard-working. That’s the Felix who puts in the endless hours to make it all look so easy.
Chan sees both Felixes. He always has.
“Do you… do you want me to fuck you against the window?” Chan asks, his breath hot in Felix’s ear. Everywhere their bodies touch is hot. Everywhere they don’t is cold.
Felix isn’t sure what he wants, only that he doesn’t want Chan to stop touching him.
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Felix watches the snow and thinks about success, hunger, and love.
CW/TW: Brief references to dieting and possible body dysmorphia.
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- Part 4 of Stray Kids Stand-Alone Fics
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31 Dec 2022
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There are times where looking at Felix feels like a mirror is being held to his face, and an image of himself from years ago is staring back, refracted. This is you, it tells him, this is what we could have been, this is the only piece of me that you will ever have again.
“Will you stay with me?” Chan asks.
Felix smiles down at him. Chan wonders, distantly, if this feeling in his chest is the kind of reverence that the bible tried to put into words. “Always.”
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- Part 2 of everywhere, everything
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30 Dec 2022