12 Works by toteally
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Master of growing apathy, Shoko still found a way to act surprised at his words. “So what, you’re like a dad now? That’s your plan after graduation?”
He scrunched up his nose. “I guess?”
Shoko’s laugh was as empty as her soul, as frail as the wisped out cigarette balanced precariously steadily between her fingers. Satoru tried not to read into the symbolism too much; it would do him no good to raise the strong on superstitions. “Good luck then, I guess.”“Yeah,” he gazed off into the distance. “You too.”
April 2009. Gojo Satoru was on the brink of change, all charged to catapult into a new horizon of the world. He's more human than he could let himself be.
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Ieiri Shoko is as normal as a sorcerer can get, with the most normal dreams, the most normal wants. It's a pity the world wants something more than that.
Even so, it's fun to play at god, with a god.
For how long is the question.
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the fire became hearth by toteally
Fandoms: The Hunger Games (Movies), Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
05 Mar 2026
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The life of Katniss Everdeen after Peeta returns some odd 6 months later to D12. She and Peeta rebuild their lives, navigating trauma, dismantling old habits and build new routines. They cook, they live. They have the time to figure their lives out.
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Expectation of an Only City, and its Only Lanes by toteally
Fandoms: The Last Hours Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
11 Nov 2025
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Life after defeating Belial is complicated for Jesse. There is a lot he has to reflect on, grieve and make peace with. There is a lot to look forward to, at great cost.
It's good that he's not too alone, nor without guidance, like he was when he was a ghost.
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strange denizens, stranger houses by toteally
Fandoms: The Last Hours Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - Cassandra Clare
08 Oct 2025
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“Do I know you?” she asked abruptly. “You look like someone I should be knowing but I can’t place who.”
At that he smiled. “We have met sometimes before. I know you,” he said warmly.
“You do, eh? Why don't I know you then?”
He shrugged. “Perhaps because our encounters have been very brief or none at all, especially not recently. You’re Lucie Herondale, aren’t you?”
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It's not ideal to come across strange denizens in the heart of the woods, but Lucie is glad it's only this ghostly, pale boy, looking rather generationally rich (owning an outhouse by the edges of the forest) and harbouring a generational sadness in his teeth, his hands and eyes.
To Lucie, the outhouse ruptures into an endless fairytale, of warning, of adventure, or simply a story. But to the boy, it is so much more. He heaves when the house trembles, and she finds the cobwebs, dust and mould in his heart.
Just what had happened?
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Don't Mind the Darkness, The Light comes with It by toteally
Fandoms: The Last Hours Series - Cassandra Clare, The Shadowhunter Chronicles - All Media Types
16 Aug 2025
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In a world after the Shadow War against Belial, there is almost hope for a better place. Particularly between two young lovers, yet to know themselves and each other
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In the event after her crowning, Zoya makes a visit to Novokribirsk to take stock of the life and livelihoods, living and the lost.
It's a momentous day and a visit. Zoya goes there to see and remember, but the inn has other torturous plans.
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- Part 1 of What Will Survive Us Is Love, My Love
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in the grave of my heart, your name grows by toteally
Fandoms: Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo
06 Dec 2023
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To pine and long, and befall his conscience to nostalgia and want, would be a cardinal mistake. He was a king, not a boy. He mustn't be.
But amidst the woods of the library, Nikolai lets his heart to grow weary with grief. And love and a dream. And he makes many other mistakes this night, the most horrifying of them all is to name his heart a love, and try giving it to whom he wished he could give it to.
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- Part 2 of What Will Survive Us Is Love, My Love
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The final trigger that confirms Loid he loves his wife is a bit of sin. It take some more: some hurt, some realisations, no conclusions... but Loid has the time that Twilight does not. He isn't in a hurry.
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a moment to add to the collection of grief by toteally
Fandoms: Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo, The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo
05 Mar 2023
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as she fears losing more people, Zoya reflects on whom and why she doesn't want to lose while reflecting on all the grief she has accumulated to date. what is yet another one to add? be it a person or a moment? all and more, right on the day of the ceremony that Nikolai is set to get married
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- Part 3 of What Will Survive Us Is Love, My Love
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muses of lovesickness, both zoya and nikolai wonder extensively of each other and other possibilities of their lives. it's a tale about rebuilding love through daily existence and nightly excursions, into realms of hope and desire that knits itself into love. post-rule of wolves.
title taken from an excerpt by philip larkin; “our almost-instinct almost true: what will survive us is love.”
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- Part 4 of What Will Survive Us Is Love, My Love
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full of rage, full of fire and grief by toteally
Fandoms: The Grisha Trilogy - Leigh Bardugo, Nikolai Series - Leigh Bardugo
16 Aug 2021
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"why are you full of rage?
because you are full of grief."aka. a depiction of zoya's grief and confusion, and the subsequent rage as she tries to digest the loss and betrayal she's just faced at the hands of the man who'd meant—who'd promised to protect her.