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Residue of war clung permanently to their inner beings and destroyed their every-day lives even after the bullets stopped ringing in their ears, and even after the falling ashes of cities burned have all but settled.
Sometimes, it drove men to madness. Sometimes, it brought men closer.
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Industrial revolution is the catalyst that reunites Claudia with his old bunk-mate.
Reigniting a brotherhood from a decade ago, Dietfried decides to give healing a chance.IV. april & V. may
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- Part 9 of Gekkanbanashi
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“Say, Kojiro. Can we have a heart to heart? No bullshit?” comes out of Kaoru in almost a whisper.
Kojiro is quiet for a second, then responds tenderly.
“Fuck, I thought you’d never ask.”
III. march
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- Part 6 of Gekkanbanashi
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Back then, Dazai’s avoidance was just that – a pretty conventional quirk. It wasn’t a clearly hard annoyance, and it never seemed like there was any strong emotion behind it. Chuuya was sure a lot of other people shared that same trait – some of the Sheep have even shown to possess the same habit – so it never really seemed too strange to him.
Back then, Dazai never seemed repulsed or scared.II. february
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- Part 4 of Gekkanbanashi
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In Chuuya’s professional experience, an enemy with a clear vindictive resolve has much less intimidation factor than one that seems carelessly enigmatic.
It is nonchalance that makes people all the more dangerous.
Luckily, he had an idiotic destructive partner to always up the bets and raise the stakes when it came to this particular issue.
I. january
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- Part 2 of Gekkanbanashi
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Elongated mourning of the violoncello rode on currents of smells, all of them mundane, but overwhelming in their combinations. Only one stood out. Aguero kept his gaze locked ahead in complete concentration, staring into thin air of nothingness as silhouettes passed him by, articulating wordlessly every refined move of their arms.
Pepper and jasmine. One.
Cedar and peach. Two.
Ah, there it was again. Black water lilies.
OR: After the test on the 67th floor, the regulars attend the Medivia Celebration: an annual masquerade held in their honor, commending their ascendance to the landmark that is the exact middle of the discovered Tower.
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Gekkanbanashi by blubbly, utoopija
Fandom 91 Days (Anime), SK8 the Infinity (Anime), Violet Evergarden (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, 신의 탑 | Tower of God
11 Jan 2022
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Gekkanbanashi, where gekkan means 'monthly', and hanashi means 'story'. A monthly (or maybe not) series, in which two friends each pick one prompt and merge them together to create a fic and see how the results of their imaginations vary (and in what ways they might be alike).
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Please, Just Live. (Or, The Boy Who Was Left Behind) by Paleveil
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
05 Feb 2026
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“You think your own pain is so large and unique that you can’t see anything past it. But you can’t keep acting like I’m the villain for trying to help you live through it. You didn’t deserve Azkaban, Draco. You didn’t deserve to be a pawn in a hate group’s crusade. But I didn’t deserve to be tortured in your home, then have to live with the man who watched it happen berating me as if I’m the one who should apologise because I didn’t break in the same way you did.”
Draco Malfoy is found alive in Azkaban after five years, near death. He is traumatised, unstable, furious at the world, and drowning in the ghosts of what was done to him. Hermione Granger, now in charge of the Deradicalisation and Reintegration department of the Ministry, discovers something she shouldn't have. Malfoy was never tried, never convicted and does not seem to exist on record. Tasked with facilitating the rehabilitation of someone who hates her back into society at the expense of her own personal life falling apart, it quickly becomes clear to Hermione that something or someone had never intended for him to escape.
A tale of two deeply flawed, deeply sad individuals and the pain that binds them together. This is not a happy story.
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18 Oct 2025
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in cracked porcelain tiles by nullandvoidspan
Fandoms: 逆転裁判 | Gyakuten Saiban | Ace Attorney
25 Sep 2025
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But instead he was here, having coaxed his company into the passenger seat of his very own car and driven him home, hanging off his shoulder as they made it to the front door. He was here, having assured a tireless Trucy that her father was just a bit under the weather, but well taken care of, only to turn afterward and find him crawling on the floor like the cockroach that he was. And he was here. On the dirty bathroom floor. Spectating as a man spewed his guts out for so long now that he had lost track of the time. It would be a better use of his time to hold Wright’s head under the water until every sound scraping at his ears finally stopped. What a shame.
The line of keeping one’s enemy close has long since begun to blur. It isn’t until one drunken night that Kristoph Gavin faces that sobering fact.
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06 Oct 2025
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Ten years after the war Draco Malfoy is living in obscurity, cut off from most of wizard society and working as a potioner for a healer in London. When he finds himself making mistakes, watching spells fail from his wand, he learns he's suffering from a rare wizard illness that is slowly sapping his magic and will eventually leave him a muggle. Sinking into a depression he discovers a new potion in development that boosts magic along with energy and mood. As his addiction to the potion takes hold he realizes he must start selling it to keep his supply steady.
Hermione Granger works for the Ministry in the department of Unlawful Magic. When rumors start about a drug called Viper's Fang hitting the streets she goes undercover to meet with the center of the supply: The Asp.
Things don't go quite as planned when she discovers The Asp isn't an underground druglord, but her old nemesis, suffering and broken as his magic fades away.
Dedicated in its entirety to TheMourningMadam, who helped to bring my Dramione muse back to life, which not only means a new Dramione(after I'd sworn them off) but completed WIPs (dragon, blindness...) So thank her for that :)
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11 Jul 2025
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Believing in fate is for losers. Sett doesn’t rely in the unclear call of the stars when it comes to the future. Yet, when Aphelios’ eyes wander away from him, he prays to the sky again and again; let this man be meant to be held by his arms.
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- Part 1 of Delta
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14 Nov 2023
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The war was over.
Or at least that’s what the papers said.
They’d been saying it, for months, as if people needed reminding.
Maybe they did.
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In which Harry and Draco both run away from their pasts and conveniently choose to hide in the same tiny American town.
It's super.
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17 Jul 2023