vaddahh
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but to come back to kafka, to come back to himself after those relapses is a sickening awakening. it’s like being held underwater, it's like being shaken awake. it’s harsh, it’s brutal.
being a loser is one thing, but to be a kaiju? that means not being a human at all.
anonymity isn’t joyful. anonymity is personal carnage. but most of all, anonymity is lonely.
so maybe that’s why he likes vice-captain hoshina so much.
hibino kafka likes vice-captain hoshina soushirou a lot. mostly for unconventional reasons.
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Stark's Boy by vaddahh
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
21 May 2024
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Lonely boy who longs to be different. Lonely boy who longs to be successful. Lonely boy who longs to be loved.
But virginity is his scarlet letter. Inexperience in life is his sin to bear. If only that could be enthralling, if he could be.
In a world of hurt, of annoyance, there is an ineradicably strong feeling of insecurity that’s probably always been a part of Peter. And no amount of success can change that.
He’s lived in Lovell Hill his whole life. He’s now beginning to think the rumors are true, though. Ghosts haunt these streets. But he might just be the scariest thing living here.
Or, high school senior Peter Parker, doesn’t know what to write for his college admissions essay. Somehow high school teacher Tony Stark helps. In his way of course.
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I wanna get (under your skin) by vaddahh
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
31 Oct 2023
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At first, you thought someone was lost in thought or peering at something behind you, which is completely plausible as it always happened on the street. The second time, you considered it a coincidence.
But by the week was done you started sweating. God, the stare was hard like metal, hidden with red tints and it was like the eyes wished to slice you open and peer into your insides. It was funny in a sick sort of way, you only felt it in this tiny section of your way home and the feeling never followed you, so it never raised much panic.
However, as the days passed and the shifts felt longer, the feeling started to change. Now, the stares are starting to tinge against your skin, like poison ivy, now it feels like breathing against your skin. The eyes have a face, features, the eyes come from a body, a human.
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designated driver by vaddahh for TellMeNoAgain
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 Sep 2023
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tone is sticky sweet with affection he never really displays for his friends very often, and nicknames that are usually meant for comedic purposes are filling his speech, all lovely and flowy. usually, tony uses these names out of spite or to be a general nuisance, but the names come from a place of love. and he loves his friends. he’s a lot more sincere than he lets on. (how he got the other two into doing it as well, more so [name] then rhodey, is a mystery in itself.)
it’s cute, [name] thinks, his tone that is. but not as cute as the pink-lipped girl [name] was just about to make out with. so,
“tony, put rhodey back on the damn phone.”
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another girl might’ve cared. faye doesn’t. see, another girl might’ve cried by now, poured her heart out onto paper, with curse words and bitter resentments, and called it journaling. that girl would’ve bought new crystals and incense, praying to some god that isn’t even real. but not faye.
faye’s not that type of girl.
in which, faye leaves for good. only to come back on a favor. a huge one.
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of many of reasons, of many of nights, i only think of you, in seafoam light by vaddahh
Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia, 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
20 Jun 2023
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a series of curious rendezvous and short-handed feelings; they love, powerful, but never explored.
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we're not just some bounty hunter cowboys, are we? by vaddahh
Fandom: Cowboy Bebop (Anime)
13 Aug 2023
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we all live under a pretext to survive. you'll have to dig deep enough to see; we're not just some bounty hunter cowboys, are we?
a collection of my cowboy bebop fics. will have no correlation to each other unless specified.
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A Grave for a Wedding Bed by fairywhispererxx
Fandoms: Nosferatu (2024), Dracula & Related Fandoms
27 Mar 2025
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You have always been an afterthought—a princess in name, but a stain on the royal bloodline. Yet, the shadows that haunted your sleep paid no mind to such titles. They came to you in fevered dreams, whispering of possession, of cold hands and colder vows. A voice, rich with promise, told you to wait. To be patient. You lived in terror of its coming.
Now, the terror has taken form.
Your sister lies dying, her body ravaged by a plague that bears one name: Count Orlok. The only cure? A bride. A sacrifice to seal a devil’s pact. And you, the unwanted daughter, are offered in her stead, a cruel deception to spare the life your family truly cherishes.
But as you stand before the imposing gates of his castle, the truth sinks its teeth into you.The whispers, the voice, the inevitable pull toward this grave of a castle—it was never a threat. It was a macabre vow. And your family? They didn't simply offer you to the Count.
They delivered you, willingly, into his waiting, skeletal embrace.
This was never about your sister's salvation.
It was always about you.
Had you ever been meant for any other fate?
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so we can all Reborn by RoamingSignals
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Iron Man (Movies)
17 Jun 2023
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Rearview is a small town. Nothing ever happens. No one really wonders why.
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you’re Harry Castillo’s right hand at the office. efficient. reliable. off-limits. but when you're both the last ones there after hours, something gives.
or: you fuck your married boss during a late night at the office.
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20 Jul 2025
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this made me both laugh in insanity & blush — a+ dialogue 🫡😖
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your fingers in these wounds by littledarlin
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
20 Jul 2025
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"Guilt creeps up your spine and you have to remind yourself that he is the one who stole your food, not the other way around. Anybody would consider it your rightful place to hunt him down. Still, there is something strange about looking into his brown eyes and shooting him, when he isn’t trying to defend himself or attack you in return.
“I’ve got some rubbing alcohol for that,“ you say, hesitantly nodding in the direction of his wounded stomach. “You can wait it out in my cabin.“ The corners of his mouth twitch slightly, like you amuse him."When having to make the decision between saving and killing a stranger, you choose to save him. Your solitary life as you know it is over, and you struggle to let the stranger close to you. His unmatched patience and persistent kindness result in a bond you didn't think possible before meeting him.
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“I, uh...my mom said you might be looking for help,” you say, fighting the urge to squirm where you stand. “With Sarah, I mean.”
He leans against the doorframe, one hand gripping the wood above his head. The movement lifts his shirt just enough to show a strip of his stomach, a trail of dark hair disappearing under the waistband of his sweats. “She did, huh?”
You nod, still frozen in place at the bottom of the steps.
Joel lets the silence hang in the air, heavy and charged. Then he huffs a quiet breath through his nose—half amusement, half something else—and steps aside. “You comin’ in or what?” he asks, jerking his head impatiently, giving you another long, lazy once over. “Ain’t polite to keep an old man waitin’, kid.”
Your heart beats wildly against your ribcage, and with one last quick, steadying breath you hope Joel doesn’t notice, you climb the stairs.