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A Bird Without A Tree by themilkcartonkids
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Jul 2026
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The thing is that he likes Matt a lot, which is fine. It is. It’s good, probably. That’s what people say, right? That love, as a general concept, is a good thing. Not that he loves Matt yet, but... It’s that ‘yet’ that’s getting to him. He feels like he’s falling headfirst into something he’s entirely unequipped for, something that’s doomed to explode and take the both of them out when it goes. He knows Matt much better now than he did Saturday morning, will know him a little better by the time he leaves, better still the next time, and the next, but he still can’t shake the feeling like something’s missing, or like he wants too much even though he doesn’t really know what it is that he wants. It’s the dreams. They’re fucking him up.
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my body's liquid/way more wicked by bitedownharder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
05 Jul 2026
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“Idiot,” Jay laughed. She forced a leg between Matt’s and slid up to press it against the seam of Matt’s ratty pajama shorts. “You said you’d win, remember?”
Matt bites off more than she can chew.
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20 Jul 2026
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your mouth's writing checks/that your ass can't cash by bitedownharder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
23 May 2026
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“Whatever,” Jay sniped. Her neck and shoulders were getting red now too. “You never follow through on any of your big talk bullshit.”
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19 Jul 2026
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Chez Zoo by Anonymous
Fandoms: Matt and Bird Break Loose (2021), Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 Jun 2026
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“You know, I feel like the bugs on you taste better than the ones on me,” Matt muses, picking one from between feathers and popping it into his mouth. “Is that even possible? They’re the same bugs.”
Matt & Bird go on a date to a fancy restaurant...
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- 2/2
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18 Jul 2026
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“Y’know?” Matt asks, voice strained and thin like a rubber band ready to snap, “if you don’t want people to think we’re fucking, dragging me into an empty bedroom and messing up my hair probably isn’t the best optics.”
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Matt tells everyone that Jay’s his b-friend. Jay goes a little crazy.
For MattJay week!!! day 5 b-friend, miscommunication, academia au
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18 Jul 2026
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Somehow, Matt has become an adult before Jay. He goes on runs, lifts, cooks at home, reads, takes more than 2 showers a week, goes out on the weekends, does his laundry consistently. It drives Jay crazy. It's not fair. He goes back to sleep, pulling the covers over his head, hoping that maybe he'll disappear.
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16 Jul 2026
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“So, yeah,” Matt says once their dicks are out. “Yeah, and, as an aside, cool thing about guys is that it’s not really gay until you touch someone else’s dick.”
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22 Jun 2026
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why tonight, why tonight? by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
20 Apr 2026
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“I met a dental hygienist that was wearing a dog collar when we first got here, we danced and then he gave me a mint from a little baggy. It made sense that he’d carry those around, but then…” He just shrugs.
“Oh, Birdie,” He laughs, but it’s desperate, like a cry for help from the bottom of a well. “Was it - minty?” His voice sounds three octaves too high.
“I couldn’t tell. It’s so loud in here.”---
Matt and Jay plan to enthrall the Rivoli’s new booking agent at a gay club. Jay accidentally takes ecstasy thinking it's a breath mint, and Matt is subjected to torments previously unique to the trenches of WWI. It's going to be a long, long night.
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22 Jun 2026
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touch you where i want to (there, there, there, there, there) by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
15 Jun 2026
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A lot of things have to happen for them to end up where they are right now, in Jay’s bed, mouth to mouth like they’re simultaneously being resuscitated.
OR: “He tried to put it in my ass,” Jay mumbled.
“Right… And that’s bad?”
Jay scowled at her. “Yes. Obviously. I don’t do that.”
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21 Jun 2026
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LORDS OF TRESSERHORN by RepeatableHuge
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
15 Jun 2026
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“What? You don't wanna become a man tonight? Or…make me a man?” He's yelling over the music, the mechanical sounds of the arcade. Jay genuinely wants to die.
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18 Jun 2026
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i wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd talk, talk, wish you'd just talk to me by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
08 Jun 2026
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“This is actually,” Matt says, laughing dryly, “kind of a ridiculous conversation, eh?”
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08 Jun 2026
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share a life by sillylittlehat
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017), Nirvanna the Band the Show the Movie (2025)
02 Jun 2026
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2008!Matt/2025!Jay or 2008!Jay/2025!Matt? Why not both, at the same time?
“Oh, Jaybird, no way,” he rubs his face, shaking his head.
“It would be hot, though,” Jay’s smile is so wide. “I know he definitely wants it, and you can’t tell me you aren’t at least curious.”
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03 Jun 2026
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Jay is seeking something more out of their burgeoning sex life, but he's frustrated by Matt's lack of stamina. They end up at a sex shop, hoping to purchase something that will help.
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- Part 1 of nirvanna the band the show the slash
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02 Jun 2026
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what nirvanna the band did y'all watch by drrobertabobbystan
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
27 Jul 2026
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girl!mattjay webseries era sketches
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19 May 2026
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shock, shift and shake off by onthecrescentofthehill
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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“My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
“You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
“You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.Bookmarked by walcott
17 May 2026
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i want catharsis, no, i want love by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
10 May 2026
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Matt has been dyking out her whole life, basically. It’s not exactly a secret. It’s on Jay that she hasn’t been able to see it, hasn’t been able to understand what’s right in front of her, loud and open.
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15 May 2026
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Luckiest Guy on the Lower East Side by midbestern
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
14 May 2026
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Matt has always been commanding and forceful, but it’s never been for anything other than Jay’s own good. It’s hard for Jay in this moment to wrap his mind around why Matt would be doing any of this if he weren’t supposed to. He trusts Matt so completely, who else gives him permission to shut his brain off and just follow their lead?
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15 May 2026
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the current of your dare by ingydar
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
12 May 2026
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They stay on the roof until it’s dark, passing a bottle back and forth and sucking up the warm air until it runs cold. They turn through the book like it’s an ancient tome, touch their fingers against scribbled names in pencil until they smudge. Staining their fingers with something almost holy. Matt imagines a sort of sacred ritual: they cut their palms, press them flat to the pages, and then the sky opens up and angels sing their praises to the booking agents of venues all over town. Nirvana the Band will play the Rivoli, and here is the proof, written in blood, right next to Vince Valence’s chickenscratch.
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Matt and Jay have the booking book. They celebrate. (Naturally.)
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15 May 2026
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the place where i fell asleep inside you by bitedownharder
Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)
04 May 2026
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He looped the controller cord around the tip of his finger and watched it start to turn purple. Something had to go back to normal soon or he would end up eating all the furniture in the apartment and waiting to die from it.
Matt wakes up next to Jay. Matt falls asleep next to Jay.
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- Part 3 of semi-charmed life
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12 May 2026
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Chapter One: An attempt to cure his werewolfism has unintended consequences for Jay. Takes place during The Book.
Chapter Two: In 2008, a young Matt Johnson wakes up to find a 42 year old Jay playing their piano.
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06 May 2026