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    Though Ronan could not be called well-behaved, he was at his most serious and restrained when he felt like God was watching. What a thrill it was, then, to have him panting and hard in the chapel, where God or anyone else might see.

    "You do get off on this," Adam said, barely a whisper. "That's hot, Ronan."

    The specifics of desire had never brought Adam much trouble, whether it was girls, boys, whatever. But he was discovering that the ways in which he wanted Ronan often filled him with an unfamiliar shame. He'd found that he did not simply want Ronan in ways that seemed tender or loving. He also wanted him in ways that scared him, that would probably scare Ronan.

    or: The summer before he leaves for college, Adam starts going to Mass. Ronan avoids an old ghost. They discover a shared interest.

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    26 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 35

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    AU: Kavinsky Lives

    Kavinsky comes back from his vacation in Bulgaria to fuck with Ronan. When he discovers Ronan's not so secret affections for Adam, he decides to steal Adam from him. Adam is not willing to be stolen, and Ronan is not willing to let him go. The problem is, Kavinsky always gets what he wants, and in this case, he wants Ronan Lynch.

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    05 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    The bike rumbles to a halt just before the steps of the main house, and for a moment Ronan thinks maybe he’s hallucinating. Heatstroke. Delusion. One of those weird Barns dreams that still creep in the mornings.
    But then Adam pulls off the helmet, and he’s real.
    His hair is dark with sweat, plastered to his forehead. His shirt is damp at the collar. Faded green cotton stretched across his chest. His arms are golden from the sun, freckled like someone painted them by hand.
    The last time they saw each other was six months ago.
    Adam kicks down the stand and swings a leg off the bike, helmet tucked under his arm. He carries nothing but a backpack and a look in his eye that says don’t ask. And Ronan doesn’t. He can’t. His tongue feels thick and stupid in his mouth, and his body is suddenly too aware of itself, his sweat, his stink, the way his jeans stick to his thighs.
    “Parrish,” Ronan says, because it’s the only word that comes out.

    or: Adam comes back for the summer and stays at The Barns. They’re not dating. They don’t talk about it. Ronan prays and bites into an apple.

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    05 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 41

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    “You want Parrish that bad, huh?” Kavinsky seemed pleased with himself for this deduction, and Ronan was so angry that he pushed Kavinsky down, and punched him tidily in the mouth. Kavinsky spit over the side of the hood, his saliva all red. His teeth had cut his lip.

    “God, you’re such a bitch.” K wiped his mouth.

    Ronan sneered. He was still angry, his pulse like a jackhammer in his veins. He couldn’t stop feeling. The metal of the Mitsubishi under his hands, the rough hem of his jeans on the inside of his thigh, the place where Kavinsky held his arm, burning pink.

    He still held Kavinsky’s shoulder, sticky with summer humidity, underneath his palm.
    “If you don’t shut up,” Ronan told him, pressing his forearm hard against Kavinsky’s windpipe. “I’ll punch your lights out.”

    Kavinsky’s pupils were so enlarged he looked shark-like, and even with Ronan’s arm pressing down on his windpipe, he smiled. “I bet you’ve imagined him like this.” His voice was barely a rasp. “Having him this close.”

    or: a study on Ronan's attraction to self destruction in the form of Joseph Kavinsky.

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    22 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 68

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    A series of conversations about the important stuff.

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    05 Jul 2025