why_do_i_exist_FR
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Tommy wakes up in the ruins with no name, no memories, and no powers, fire in his lungs and ash in his mouth. The world is loud and wrong, bandits circling, nightmares clinging to him even in the daylight.
The city remembers a monster called Blazeborn, a villain whispered about in fear.
Tommy doesn’t.The heroes who save him, Philza, Techno, and Wilbur, see only a half-starved, terrified fifteen-year-old boy. They bring him into their home, fold him into their found-family warmth, and try to stitch him back together.
But Tommy’s memories aren’t gone. They’re waiting.
And when they come back, so will the fire.(Or: A 300k word hurt/comfort epic about memory, power, and the boy who might be a hero—or the world’s greatest villain.)
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I know you know who I am by why_do_i_exist_FR
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game)
14 Sep 2025
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This is a fic with voice!tommy after he dies and techno is in denile!! This was based on a trend from awhile ago!!
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Hello! I based this one-shot on a comment by @iv0ryb0nes: Imagine in an alternate timeline where Tommy was still bitter towards Tubbo for exiling him and Tubbo still believed Tommy was the root cause of everything and it was better when he was gone so instead of Tubbo willingly giving himself up Tommy and Tubbo fight to the death and Tommy ends up killing Tubbo in rage but doesn’t realize it till after he’s dead and he’s so grief stricken that Dream comforts and manipulates him into staying in the prison with the promise of one day reviving Tubbo if Tommy is on “good behavior”
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Tommy is training to become a hero, but after being neglected by hero sbi he decides to become a vigilante and gets the family he deserves. (Even if all family is temporary)
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vigilante benchtrio+purpled and hero sbi! (lots of fluf, fighting, and angst!!) -
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Tommy was loud.
Tommy was light.
Tommy fell—and Tubbo wasn’t there to catch him.
After discovering Tommy’s final journal beside the tower he jumped from, Tubbo spirals into grief, guilt, and a quiet rage that refuses to burn out. As he builds a memorial in his name and re-reads the journal entries no one was ever meant to find, Tubbo is forced to confront everything they left unsaid.
Tommy thought he only had one friend.
Tubbo is going to prove he was wrong—no matter what it costs.
A love story disguised as a tragedy.
A tragedy disguised as survival.
And maybe, in the end, the wind never lied—it just didn’t carry him far enough.-----
OR tubbo found the pillar and tommy jumped
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When Batman returned, when Damian’s family returned, Damian Al Ghul Wayne wasn’t sure how to act. After all, ten years had passed since their last meeting.
Funny, wasn’t it? To miss a person for longer than you had ever known them.
Or: Damian’s family inexplicably goes missing on his 11th birthday. Ten years later, they return, and Damian must figure out how to adjust to having them back in his life after surviving for so long without them.
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09 Dec 2025
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HOLY CRAP THIS WAS SO GOOD! can’t wait for next chapter 10/10
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You didn’t expect me to be someone you cared about. Damian finishes the thought for him, teeth gritting behind his closed lips. His skin is prickling with the pressure of being seen, recognized. It’s not what he wanted. It’s not what he asked for. And yet—when Grayson’s hand brushes his elbow again, steadying him gently as they walk down the fire escape, Damian doesn’t pull away. His instincts are screaming at him to shake the touch off. That’s just sympathy. Just pity.
It doesn’t mean anything.
He is just a civilian, Damian reminds himself harshly, over and over like a mantra. He does not matter. His affection does not matter. But the words lose their sharpness the longer Grayson looks at him like that—like Damian is someone, not something broken or dangerous. Not just another shadow in the night.
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Damian al Ghul is sent to Gotham with a mission: earn the right to stand beside the Batman. He will not grovel for a place at his father's side like some desperate orphan—he will prove he belongs there. But, Officer Grayson refuses to let the wounded boy he keeps running into disappear into the dark.
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09 Dec 2025
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Good so far. Kinda slow but long 8/10
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Watch Your Tone by robbed_ghost
Fandoms: Super Sons (Comics), DCU (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
17 Jan 2022
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Red Robin’s voice gave him more instructions after the bomb turned off, tinny in his ear. Damian nearly snarled in response, but knew better. He wouldn’t be thanked for going the extra mile to be normal. He shouldn’t. It was expected, it was standard.
The dismissal hurt anyway. He shoved the sharp feeling away and got to his feet to follow his instructions.
“Affirmed. Robin going dark.”
Damian was colorblind, and he didn’t want it to effect anything.
Somehow, it effected everything.
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- Part 1 of The Shades of Damian Wayne
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whistle in the dark by corpseoforchid for Ponygirl123
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, Batman (Comics)
13 Oct 2025
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peter parker has never made much use of his driver’s license with new york’s frustrating traffic.
however, he changes that when he travels to the dc universe.
Bookmarked by why_do_i_exist_FR
09 Dec 2025
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So good and short! 8/10 late night read fr
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A Father’s Love: Conditional or Unconditional? by UnicornVomit
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
15 Jan 2024
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When Damian quickly learns that disrespecting teachers = no more Robin, he stays silent when one of those teacher’s hands wander too far. If there’s anything he knows best, it’s how to take a punishment.
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- Part 1 of The Batfam’s Love Is Unconditional
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08 Dec 2025
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This is so good! Kinda lwk gave me flashbacks and made me throw up bc my dad. But 10/10 writing would cry to again