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When Eddie suddenly finds himself in debt and is desperate to prove his worth as a father, he decides to take on secret jobs as a male escort, all while hiding his new life from Christopher, his friends, and especially from Buck, the man who may always have been his true home.
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24 May 2026
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“Buck,” Eddie says, a small smile curving at the edge of his mouth, “wanna get married? For our honeymoon, we’ll scam your parents out of some money and make Ravi’s accountant do our taxes.”
“Well,” Buck says drily, “that sounds like an offer I can’t refuse.”
“I’m sorry,” Eddie says, in his very best – meaning very bad – impression of Buck when he gets his hands on a clipboard. “What was that?”
“Yes, Eddie,” Buck says, putting on an air of suffering despite the butterflies making themselves at home in his stomach. Man, whoever Eddie ends up proposing to for realsies is gonna be so lucky. “I’ll marry you.”
or: buck is invited to a family reunion and realises that there's a good chunk of money waiting for him. there’s one issue, though: he has to be married to claim it, and right now, he’s painfully single. it’s a good thing he has such a great best friend in eddie, right?
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24 May 2026
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"What are you saying, Eddie?" Buck asks again, soft and patient, and it's so unlike him that Eddie melts into his chair.
"Yeah," Eddie chuckles. "What am I saying?"
"Y-you want to try with me? Figuring out…"
"If we could want the same form of physical intimacy from each other," Eddie finishes for him with a nod, a little more confident now.
"H-how?"
"Uh, I don't know yet," Eddie admits. "Slowly, I suppose. I thought we could, you know, come up with a plan together?"
"A plan," Buck echoes, but he doesn't sound weirded out, more like he's already planning to buy a clipboard. "And it wouldn't be strange? I mean, considering— I'm a man, Eddie."
OR After the attack in the hospital, Eddie finds a letter hidden inside a book that Buck gave him, and reading it unravels him irreparably.
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24 May 2026
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When Bobby had arranged the camping trip, it was with a particular goal in mind, one which he had expressed to his wife early on in the planning.
“And how are you going to make that happen? They’ll get a whiff of you interfering and it’ll be game over,” Athena had commented, but despite sharing her namesake’s wit, she didn’t understand the 118 quite as well as he did.
“I don’t have to do any interfering. All I need to do is get them there, and the rest will work itself out.”
And he was right. A little too right.
Secrets are spilled and truths brought to light when the 118 and their partners go on a camping trip.
Oh, and there’s malaphors. Lots of malaphors.
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- Part 1 of Camping Fic
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28 Mar 2026
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Three weeks after Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck gets a call in the middle of the night from a trauma center in El Paso. Eddie was in a serious car accident and has been rushed into surgery for a skull fracture. Buck rushes to Texas, finding that things are even messier than he imagined, and that's before Eddie wakes up and confesses that he's not sure it was actually an accident. That he might have done it on purpose. So Buck does what his parents never did for him: he steps in, all the way, and helps put his little family back together.
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11 Mar 2026
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“What can I get you?” Buck asks, wiping a spill on the counter, before flicking the rag back into the sink.
When there’s no immediate answer, he glances up, and finds himself staring straight into a pair of big brown eyes that look equal parts startled and lost.
Or; Buck’s a bartender at a gay bar, and Eddie’s recently out and blushes far too easily.
Buck makes him a drink that matches the pretty pink colour of his cheeks.
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21 Feb 2026
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“My mom said, uh, that his name was Buck. That he was going to go to the fire academy and that he had a—” she broke off, rubbing her own forehead, exactly where his skin went pink. “She said he went by Firehose.”
Buck didn’t need all of his coworkers to look at him in alarm; he was pretty sure he’d gone deadly pale. His daughter knew four things about him, and one of them was his old tinder profile handle. He felt a little like he was going to die.
“She’s got your eyes,” Eddie commented, unhelpfully.
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Buck finds out he has a daughter, and also a stupidly big crush on his best friend. It's an adjustment.
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- Part 1 of you could be my baby, baby, baby
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- 11/11
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10 Feb 2026
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Evan Buckley had lived a lie for sixteen years and it was going just fine. Until the truth started spilling through his fingers.
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Omega!Buck has been pretending to be an alpha for more than half his life and everything changes when Eddie finds out.- Language:
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10 Feb 2026
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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03 Jan 2026
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how do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
27 Dec 2025
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After the shitshow that’s been his life for the past few months, Eddie decides that the best way to move forward is to outsource his life decisions to Buck - after all, Buck has always known how to manage Eddie’s life better than Eddie could. And if it prevents Buck from moving out, then all the better.
Buck is trying to find a new apartment before he gets too comfortable in the Diaz home, but Eddie keeps asking him for things he wants too much to say no to. All he wants is to not hurt anyone, but Eddie seems to be determined to make that impossible.
(Or: the platonic BDSM fic.)
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24 Dec 2025
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Is it love or are we just friends with tension? by Val_in_a_trenchcoat
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Apr 2026
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“Eddie…” The word is soft, small, and still just a little too rough. A small inhale of air comes from Buck as he prepares his next words.
Eddie holds his breath.
“Have you ever heard of… gay chicken?”
Or: Eddie Diaz and the sexuality crisis he's not having, but Buck thinks he should have. For science!Bookmarked by xLotsFanx
06 Dec 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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18 Nov 2025
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"Are you getting horny over a thirst trap account?" Sophia asks.
"Don't… Don't say it like that!" Eddie hisses.
"Oh my God," she groans. "If it matters that much to you, ask his fucking permission!"
Eddie coughs. "I'm not about to ask a stranger on the internet if I can get off to him."
"I love you, Eddie, but this is a little dramatic even for you."
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Buck is a teacher with a secret anonymous thirst-trap Instagram, and Eddie slides into his DM's.
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26 Aug 2025
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“I have to go to a wedding,” he says, voice tight. Eddie’s eyebrows scrunch in confusion. That’s it?
“You love weddings.”
“Not this one. It’s in Pennsylvania. With my mom and dad. For a whole week,” he says, frustration evident in his tone.
Well that makes a lot more sense. Buck at home for a whole week? Brutal.
“Maddie, Chim and Jee are going, right?” Eddie asks.
Buck nods jerkily. “Mmhm. They are. I-It’s just that my parents are expecting me to bring someone and when I don’t, because who the fuck would I ask to suffer for a week for me, they’re going to make comments about how I am going to be alone forever and it-it’s just already on my nerves and I still have nearly three weeks before I even have to go,” he rushes out, abandoning his coffee on the table as he paces back and forth in the kitchen.
“I’ll come with you,” Eddie offers. He blinks – he hadn’t exactly thought that one through, but he doesn’t regret it, doesn’t want to take it back. Buck freezes where he’s at, body still as a statue as his head whips to look at Eddie.
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or; buck and eddie fake date
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14 Aug 2025
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“What’s so funny?”
“I’ve never been like this with Karen.”“Well I don’t remember Karen ever been dead before,” Eddie says before he can stop himself, talking with his hands, rising one eyebrow.
Hen giggles, “so you’re not even denying it, oh my God,” she says.
“I’m denying wh-”
The friends with benefits to lovers (to almost fiancés) sickfic nobody asked for but you got anywayBookmarked by xLotsFanx
14 Aug 2025
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After being struck by lightning, Buck has a harder time recovering than he thought he would. When chronic fatigue starts to change every aspect of his life, he has to rely on his friends and family to remind him to be patient and take care of himself.
Or, five times Buck struggles with chronic illness, and one time it’s not so bad.
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14 Aug 2025
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Buck looks up at him with wide, red-rimmed, entirely vulnerable watery eyes and just shrugs, and Eddie feels his heart shatter into tiny little pieces.
The sudden urge to comfort, to protect, rushes so suddenly through his chest Eddie thinks it could knock him over.
“Oh, honey.”
Buck blinks and a rouge tear spills over, running slowly down his cheek. Eddie reaches out to brush it away and is reminded of the heat currently radiating from his very sick
boyfriendbest friendpartnerBuck.
God. He’s going to drown in this.or; buck is sick, eddie is worried, and christopher is an angel. they'll be okay.
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14 Aug 2025
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Eddie Diaz has a secret. Not the “in love with Buck” one (though, sure, that’s festering too). No, this one comes with fur, whiskers, and an unsettling eagerness to use his shifted form for petty psychological warfare.
Because Buck? He’s afraid of cats. Something about “the staring” and “they’re plotting to steal my soul”. Eddie, being the picture of maturity, reacts by shifting into a cat and showing up everywhere. Buck’s door. The firehouse. His balcony. In his laundry. Just…watching.
Eddie is thriving. Chris is an evil mastermind. And Buck spirals, convinced the cat is haunting him, gifting him presents, and slowly gnawing at his sanity. This is not a pet-owner dynamic. This is a hostage situation with emotional manipulation from a four-legged gremlin.
Everything’s flawless - until Eddie accidentally unleashes the nightmare that is cat-dad Buck. Then forgets he’s not supposed to be naked in Buck’s apartment. At least, not like that.
Oops.
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14 Aug 2025
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“I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I am. Fuck. I am freaking out,” he agrees, lifting his head to look at Buck helplessly. “You’re in my lap.”
“I’m so extremely aware of that. You’re not wearing any pants,” Buck adds.
A smile tugs at the corner of Eddie’s mouth. “I am also very aware of that.”
Or, another take on what happened after the couch scene. Eddie *wants*. They're both brave about it.
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06 Aug 2025
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“First, you pack up at the house and don’t tell me, and now you just sneak in here and hope no one sees you?” Eddie asked, hurt. Buck felt himself tense up at the pain he caused his best friend.
“It’s tragic, isn’t it? I can’t even face the people who matter to me,” Buck told him. He turned to look at Eddie.
Eddie was leaning against the door frame, and Ravi started to walk out. “No, you stay,” Eddie said sternly as he looked at Ravi.
Ravi looked between them and didn’t know what to do. He leaned back against the locker. Buck let out a frustrated sigh. “What, now?” Buck asked angrily.
“You think that no one wants to say goodbye? You just left the group chat like it was nothing. You gave your transfer request to the interim Captain after Gerrard left, like it was nothing. No one knows how to talk to you, Buck. You just cut everyone off.” Eddie said. But Buck didn’t cut everyone off, no, he just started talking less, he just hoped no one noticed, but of course Eddie did. Eddie always noticed when Buck self-isolated.
Or, what happens when Buck moves out, leaves the 118, and ghosts Eddie Diaz?
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- Part 1 of It's Just a Number
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- 172,172
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03 Aug 2025