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  1. Public Bookmark 92

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    Makoto glanced down at his shaking hands. It was so hot. He felt so much pain. And all he could hear was… "This was all your fault."

    After a terrible accident during college, Makoto becomes a firefighter, much to Haru's dismay. With Makoto being a rookie, several mistakes are made, and Haru just wants him to forgive himself and be safe.

    Firefighter au, Makoto-centered.

     

    Now with wonderful fanart!

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    25 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 72

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    Stupid Makoto, Haru thinks then, Stupid Makoto saying stupid things and making him feel so….stupid?

     

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    in which Makoto accidentally gets drunk.

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    23 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Vegetative state, an in-between; not dead, but not alive either.
    That's how Haruka lives on after he swam his final stroke at the age of eighteen.

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    Everyone starts to give up on him slowly but surely; seeing him lie there without a real personality, body function or even the capability to notice his surroundings, makes them doubt whether letting him live is even a choice to begin with. They just want to mourn their lost friend.
    But not Makoto; he knows that Haruka's condition might not fix itself over time, but he's also well aware that things like this can be carried. It's his job to carry Haruka through these tough moments by staying by his side, loving him and taking care of him 24/7.
    Hoping and wishing that somewhere in this universe, miracles do exist.

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    They say it would have been better if he'd died, that they don't want him to put him through years of being disabled or not even conscious.
    But we deserve to live; both Haruka and me.

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    18 Dec 2025