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1. Loved. Once. Never more. by passerinemane

   Fandoms: Dream SMP  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Alexis | Quackity/Wilbur Soot
   • Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson | Philza
   • Clay | Dream & GeorgeNotFound (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Karl Jacobs & Sapnap
   • Toby Smith | Tubbo & TommyInnit
   • Alexis | Quackity
   • Wilbur Soot
   • Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF)
   • GeorgeNotFound (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Karl Jacobs
   • Sam | Awesamdude
   • Toby Smith | Tubbo
   • Niki | Nihachu
   • Mentioned Phil Watson | Philza
   • Mentioned Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Mentioned Karl Jacobs
   • Mentioned Sapnap (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Alternate Universe - High School
   • Coma
   • Major Character Injury
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Regret
   • so much regret
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Alcoholic Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Mentioned Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF)
   • he's in one scene and unamed
   • Implied/Referenced Eating Disorders
   • Requited Unrequited Love
   • Isolation
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Harm
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Mental Breakdown
   • Mental Instability
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Angst with a Bittersweet Ending
   • depends on how you interpret the last scene
   • Wilbur Soot is Not Okay
   • Everyone Has Issues
   • Scars
   • Symbolism
   • Extended Metaphors
   • so many metaphors
   • Depressed Wilbur Soot
   • Hurt Alexis | Quackity
   • Bullying
   • Past Bullying
   • Parent Sam | Awesamdude
   • Alexis | Quackity and Toby Smith | Tubbo are Siblings
   • Heavy Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Basically
   • Insane Wilbur Soot
   • Codependency
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms

   Summary

   Quackity is about to start sophomore year. it's only June of summer when everything shatters. his past rival is suddenly in love. and he knows he must ruin everything...will he ever be able to love him back after it's all said and done?

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   English

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