SPN: Variations on Heaven
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It's been who knows how many weeks or months or years since Dean Winchester has gone to Heaven. Who the hell knows, even with the new boss, time is funky. So is the mojo that's making things appear and/or get added.
Who cares, though. Dean is tired of it. Of all of it.
He's showed up and yeah, maybe he'll see some people he wants to see, except he's not seein' everyone he wants to see. But that's not the point, he tells himself; it doesn't matter - the point is he's friggin tired of this and he wants OUT.
But he's always been pretty good at pushing things away, not to mention adept at lying to himself.
(Or Dean Winchester would not -and does not- accept dying and going to Heaven, so this is him making every attempt at busting out and getting back down to life on Earth.
He thought he was all right with going out like this, or at least always knew he would. But he isn't.)
***Separate from previous works in this series, but still intended to make things work better than the ending of the show did***
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- Part 21 of To Rise Above
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"Castiel, too?" Sam asked, sounding happy. “I really thought he was gone.”
Dean felt his pulse do a strange dance in his chest as ice seeped through his veins. He hadn't heard Sam bring up Cas for… a while. It was a subject that was not brought up – a silent contact between them. The few times Sam had broached the subject, Dean’s composure of playing it cool had crumbled, and the name became a source of pain in their life that was avoided at all costs. Sam must have forgotten. Dean struggled to sound casual.
"Yeah. Yeah, of course," Dean said. Like it was obvious. "Jack got him out and… Cas… helped rebuild heaven for everyone, whatever that means. You know. Angel stuff." The name felt like torture in his mouth, ripping new holes where old scars had formed.
“I cared about the whole world… because of you.”
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Dean comes to grips with Heaven, fighting intrusive thoughts and grief he's kept buried. Like Bobby said, it's a Heaven that Dean deserves. But as we all know, Dean deserves more than he got.
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After many, many years of living peacefully in Heaven, Dean gets turned upside down when a random hunter barges into his house while being chased by angels. Dean realizes that everything is not what it seams.
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Everything is fine. Castiel wakes up to a remade Heaven and a godly son, and it seems they all got their happy ending… except something isn’t right. Castiel keeps running into unexpected barriers that prevent him from seeing Dean, Jack might be a bit too young to handle being god, Sam and Eileen have long since split, and Castiel’s starting to wonder if Heaven is such a happy ending after all. He risks everything by confronting the problem head-on only to wind up stuck in a memory loop. His only hope to break free is a man who probably never wants to see him again.
Everything sucks. A newly powered-up Jack can’t pull Cas out of the Empty, so Dean is left to a restless haze of a life, trying to figure out what to do with himself next. When Cas appears in his dream, and with some prodding from Sam and Eileen, Dean decides to take matters into his own hands and find a way to bring his angel back. Dean just needs to figure out if he can give Cas a home worth coming back to.
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Sam wants his brother to find peace.