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There's somebody in front of me,
behind me,
thorough me,
in my heartWithin the crowd,
outside, everywhere, in my loneliness
In an old ship that run aground
On the willow that is bored with its shadowAt everywhere I look,
on each mirror
There is someone
who is put out of happiness,
as if forbiddenยIn the wine drunk by your hands
In the poem read from your eyesAt everywhere I look,
on each mirror
There is someone
who is put out of happiness,
as if forbiddenIt was mirage - ลebnem Ferah
โ โขโ โฐโโโฝเผโพโโโฑโ โขโ
all-time favourites that bully my heart to beating, the ones that I keep by my bedside, the ones that keep the blood in my veins rushing, the ones that I'd liquify just to inject them within my body. If your work is here, know that you've been crowned by my heart.sometimes I write lyric bunches in the notes that remind me of the fic.
TW for most of the fics in here, cause' I happen to enjoy watching doves butchered to death writhe in pain (ยบ๏นยบ)
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I bleed myself dry for you over and over again by lucky_katebishop
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 Jun 2023
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Heโs not just writing I must not tell lies anymore. Heโs writing everyoneโs lines, and they all appear on different parts of his body.
He starts categorizing everyone by their lines.
Anthony Goldstein. I must not fall asleep in class. On his left hip.
Luna Lovegood. I must adhere to the dress code. Underneath one of his ears.
Susan Bones. I must not presume to know better than the Ministry. Across his heart.
Fred and George Weasley. I must not wreak havoc. On both of his collarbones.
All of them scarred on his body. All of them not knowing that he took all of their pain, their humiliation, their penance.// Harry gets the stupid idea to take on everyone's detentions without telling anyone. Umbridge doesn't think it's enough.
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Sleepless Nights by chizue_witchery
Fandoms: ๆ่ฑชในใใฌใคใใใฐใน | Bungou Stray Dogs
11 Oct 2024
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It had been weeks since Odasaku's death, yet Dazai couldn't sleep. His mind is plagued by Odasaku's final moments.
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- Part 8 of Whumptober 2024
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The Eye Of The Beholder by Thealienarchivist
Fandoms: ๆ่ฑชในใใฌใคใใใฐใน | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Aug 2024
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When Kunikida woke up that morning, he hadnโt been expecting to have to fight for his life. What was even more unexpected was the gun being leveled at his head by none other than his idiot of a partner.
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Dazai is reverted to a younger version of himself. The agency now has to come to terms with a Dazai much darker than the one they have come to know.
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Kunikida stiffly steps closer to the futon, peering down to see the face buried in it.
Itโs Dazai. His face is flushed with fever and his eyes are hazy and delirious. Sweat has gathered on his forehead and his hair is plastered to his face. His breath comes out in short puffs and he sniffles every few seconds like heโs struggling to breathe. Heโsโ
Heโs sick.
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PLEASE READ THE WARNINGS!
I appreciate all comments and constructive criticism. This is my first fic, but please donโt hold back. Iโm also very new to tagging so please let me know if Iโm doing something wrong or if I need to add something. I tried to tag everything I could, but Iโd like to be careful.
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Mad World by Icaruspartharmony
Fandoms: ๆ่ฑชในใใฌใคใใใฐใน | Bungou Stray Dogs
22 Oct 2024
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Osamu Dazai is attacked by an Ability user, who rewinds him back to the age of eighteen, when he lost his closest friend, and now currently messing with his Ability.
His co-workers at the Armed Detective Agency choose to be there for him while his Ability fights to return him to normal.
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(A City Full of) Helping Hands by aloneintherain
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Marvel Cinematic Universe
14 Mar 2015
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Spider-Man is infected with a possibly fatal illness after saving the city. While receiving help, Peter panics, knowing they'll try and take off his mask, and runs away.
New York bands together to try and find their missing hero.
Dozens of New Yorkers took to the streets today in what is being called a Spider Hunt, a male news reporter said, hands professionally poised in front of him. After last nightโs events, whereby Spider-Man was gravelly injured by someone calling himself the Plague Doctor, the city was swept with concern for the masked hero. As a result, many people have taken it upon themselves to search for the missing heroโ
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- Part 1 of Support System
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Left to cope with the recent loss of his godfather, Harry wanders outside of the wards secured around Privet Drive and finds himself in the care of a furious Professor Snape. Forced together in a run-down house in Spinner's End, Harry and Severus face their greatest challenge yet: surviving each other.
Set after OotP, no slash, fic centered around Sevitus relationship, lots of angst, slow-burn enemies-to-mentor fic :)
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I LITERALLY BINGE-READ THE WHOLE THING AND MY HEART NEVER STOPPED MELTING. STRAIGHT TO MY ALL-TIME FAVOURITES๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐๐โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ (im gonna update this once it's anything but 1am)
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Something horrible in Dazai's past comes back to haunt him in the form of a brown envelope full of pictures.
He expects to be abandoned and shunned, but for all his precision in foreseeing outcomes, he finds that he is not the best at predicting the emotional reactions of those that care about him.
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Slowly, Dazai bends down and picks one of them up in a shaking hand.
Kunikida has never seen him like this.
"I don't understand..." Atsushi is saying, but he stays with Ranpo, Kyouka and Kenji where he is, "What are those pictures? What's going on?"
Dazai is terrifyingly held together and calm and collected, his eyes half-lidded and hollow, when he gathers them up from the floor and straightens, when he moves towards the desk and sets them by tapping them against the top, and then carefully puts them back in the envelope.
The silence that follows after is deafening and unbearably long as Dazai stands there with his back to the room, his head bowed, his eyes hidden by his hair.
"I'm going to kill him," he whispers, so quietly it took Kunikida several seconds to make it out.
In one swift motion, he turns with the envelope in hand and storms out of the office.
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A Hospital Full by aloneintherain
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
05 Sep 2015
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Peter realises how much New York cares about Spider-Man.
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- Part 2 of Support System
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The Hotline by AliciaRoseFantasy, aloneintherain
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Feb 2017
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Public opinion of Spider-Man is beginning to shift. In response, NYPD aims to work closely with the hero to counteract (entirely true) rumours of past police brutality toward the vigilante. But Peter, still frightened from past experiences with aggressive officers, is reluctant to co-operate, until, through unexpected circumstances and surprising friendships, a program made simply to communicate with the hero, becomes much, much more.