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  1. 30

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    "How many times did you get a hard-on in a locker room between the ages of 13 and 18?” 

    Stupid David. How dare he say true things?

    “Like a hundred times."

    “Once Stevie informed me what a ‘rec center’ actually entailed, I planned ahead: towels, sandals to prevent foot fungus, body wash we can rub all over each other…”

    Fuck.

    “You, Patrick Brewer, star athlete, are going to get off with one of your castmates—”

    “Teammates.”

    “—in the locker room. Just two curious teenage boys, exploring each other’s bodies.”

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    “Emmett?”

    “Elle?”

    “Earlier, right before the trial. You asked me if I honestly thought you would let me get away,” she breathes.

    His stomach flips. A rush of heat floods down his spine and ignites his skin. “Yes.”

     

    After winning the Wyndham trial, Emmett goes home. Elle calls him.

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  3. 54

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    Patrick has never been one to make a big deal over milestone birthdays, but even he has to admit that the idea of being spoiled by his husband all day just for turning forty is nothing short of wonderful.

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  4. 33

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    This might be the best thing that’s ever happened to David. He’s pretty sure. He tries to think of a moment that compares. When he saw Mariah Carey in Toronto when he was seventeen. The day the first boxes of product arrived at the store. When Patrick proposed. Those were all wonderful moments, but they also required a lot of effort—and literal sweat—on David’s part. This time, he doesn't have to do anything.

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    David is the vainest creature who has ever walked this Earth, and so the fact that Patrick can’t control himself around David is the most intensely flattering thing that’s ever happened to him.

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  6. 56

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    Patrick’s never had a boyfriend before and there’s something he really likes about no-one knowing that, about having this tiny secret about himself that he gets to learn about with no-one else sticking their nose in. No-one knows that he’s figuring this out a little bit at a time as he goes, learning how to be the smaller person in a hug, how to remember to tilt his chin up for kisses. No-one’s looking at him to see how he touches a man, no-one’s comparing it to the way he used to touch women. No-one knows how different it feels, how being pressed shoulder to knee with David in a booth at the Wobbly Elm makes his entire body feel like it’s on fire.

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  7. 57

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    This was a google doc titled "patrick has sex feelings.” That's it, that's the fic!

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  8. 25

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    Patrick feels like a teenager again. Or, well, feels for the first time how he now knows most people felt as a teenager; wild and desperate with wanting. He thought their night of privacy at Stevie’s last week would satiate the need, at least a little bit, but he hadn’t considered that now he knows what David’s body looks like under those sweaters, knows what David’s hands can do when they’re not encumbered by clothing or the lack of horizontal spaces that don’t come with the added complication of either the Roses or Ray.

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    Patrick’s tongue darts out against his lower lip. Something sinks heavy from his chest to his stomach, pooling hot inside him.
    “Fuck me,” he whispers. Soft, and experimental.
    It has a… a feeling in his mouth. A shape and a taste, something sweet and sharp and new, but still familiar. It’s something he’s heard so many times, he has such an intimate history with it, but never like this. It sounds different in his voice. It feels different in his throat, on his tongue.

    Or, Patrick learns what he's allowed to have.

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    He should stop. Patrick knows he should stop. Hell, he knows he should have stopped a good ten minutes ago, at this point.
    But he doesn’t want to stop, is the thing.
    Besides, he’s not even sure he would know how to at this point. He doesn’t remember the words for… that, for whatever he was just thinking. He’s sure there’s a word for it, but it’s one of the words that his brain has long-since shoved aside to make room for more important ones, like oh my god holy shit harder more please please please, and, David. Most importantly, David.

    Or, Patrick learns how to want.

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  11. 30

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    He’s feeling a little sentimental, thinking about the fact that he’s bought a house in a small town with his husband. David Rose of five years ago would never have had this. Wouldn’t even have wanted this. And yet—

    —-

    It’s David & Patrick’s first night in the cottage. That’s it. That’s the fic.

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  12. 45

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    Patrick wanted to take things slow, and by god, David was trying. But David has never taken anything slow before, and it’s harder than he expected.
    It should be fine. It’s just that David has always been too much. Too much of everything, really. The list of people he’s driven away by being too needy, too emotional, too opinionated, is too long to be quantified by Western mathematical principles. And yes, it hurt when they left, some more than others. But he’s never felt the way he does about Patrick. He’s never cared so much about making a relationship work than he does about this one. And he’s so scared that he’s going to be too much for Patrick that he’s moving at an entirely unfamiliar glacial pace, letting Patrick pull him along.

     

    Or, yet another take on the Night at Stevie's.

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  13. 38

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    It's laundry day. When it comes to Jane, August is easily distracted from chores.

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  14. 87

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    After discovering the cottage has to be fumigated for termites, David and Patrick suffer a stressful day and an onslaught of memories when they have to spend the night at the motel.

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    "This is their last night in this place they grew together and became permanent. He held Patrick on a couch over there, packed up now, before he came out to his parents. They laid in this bed for hours after, talking softly about what it all meant. Over there is the door Patrick pushed him up against after they got engaged, kissing him so passionately David thought he might faint. They’ve spent so many nights here, important ones and ordinary ones, and all of a sudden David feels kind of choked up, overwhelmed by the enormity of it all."

    Or, the first night they spent in Patrick's apartment, and the last.

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    The wedding's over. They've said their goodbyes. Their honeymoon's a week together in the apartment without anyone bothering them, and David doesn't know how to be this happy, and sad, together, at once.

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    It’s all Patrick’s fault.

    Mostly Patrick’s fault.

    About 70/30 Patrick’s fault.

    A year of having to plan the majority of their physical activity has not been easy, and now that, ironically, Patrick’s got his own place his hormones seem to have regressed to that of a teenager.

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  18. 68

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    Patrick bites the bullet, and swipes his finger across the screen.

    *Matched*

    Oh fuck.

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    Patrick just needs one night, one hookup, to test a theory he has about himself. A dating app seems the most efficient method…right?

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    "Y’know - I was thinking of something. Something we haven’t tried yet.”

    David punctuates his words with a wicked spread of his fingers, sending a pulse of want through Patrick’s body. “Unh… uh-huh?” Patrick manages.

    “I think it’d be really, really hot,” David murmurs conversationally, “if you rode my cock.”

    Or: with a little guidance, Patrick tries something new.

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  20. 48

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    In which the boys finally see each other naked, Patrick overthinks, and David puts his sloppy mouth to good use.

    Starts off sweet, ends filthy.

    Part of a little series exploring their early relationship from Patrick's POV, the hang-ups he might have had around sex with a man, and how they communicate and navigate it together. Otherwise known as: my excuse to write a lot of porn and baby-gay feelings. I would recommend you read the others beforehand, but it will do on its own!

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