Per Aspera ad Astra
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After fighting the Light Warden in the Qitana Ravel, Ahn'zem doesn't fully realise how bad his injuries are until he is saved by the Exarch. A breakdown followed by comfort ensues.
AKA- Angsty catboy learns that it's okay to ask his beloved for help when things are getting to be too much for him.
// TW FOR VOMITING, PANIC ATTACKS, PICKING AT HEALED WOUNDS, DARK THOUGHTS, BLOOD AND INJURY, SUICIDAL IDEATION (TO A DEGREE), BREAKDOWNS //
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- Part 1 of Per Aspera ad Astra
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- English
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- 7,333
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- 1/1
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STORMBLOOD SPOILERS FOR END OF MAIN MSQ!
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After the fight at the Royal Menagerie, Ahn'zem finds his resolve crumbling as he gives in and becomes exactly what Zenos predicted of him.
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// TW FOR BLOOD DRINKING A CORPSE, GORE, ANGST, PAIN AND SUFFERING, DARK THOUGHTS (JUST KIND FERAL UNHINGED MOMENTS) - CHECK TAGS //
Edit 27/11/25: Work has been re-written to re-edit some parts for personal reasons as well as expand on the story as a whole.
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- Part 2 of Per Aspera ad Astra
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Set after the events of In From the Cold, Ahn'zem struggles to cope with the fallout of having his body possessed by Zenos. Hurt, angst and comfort ensues, the latter half coming from a particular red-headed miqo'te and two handsome gridanians.
// TW FOR SELF-HARM, BREAKDOWNS AND PANIC ATTACKS //
PLEASE READ THE TAGS
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- Part 3 of Per Aspera ad Astra
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ʚ── ‿̩͙‿ ༺ ♰ ༻ ‿̩͙‿ ── ɞ
Following the fight against Zenos, Ahn'zem briefly talks with Fray before coming to terms with the fact that he is actually dying.
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TW for Suicidal tendancies.
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- Part 4 of Per Aspera ad Astra
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,014
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 2
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- 104
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ʚ── ‿̩͙‿ ༺ ♰ ༻ ‿̩͙‿ ── ɞ
Following on from Animam Agere, Ahn'zem enters the Lifestream and has multiple reunions he never thought he'd be able to have.
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Just to be safe - TW for Suicidal tendencies.
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- Part 5 of Per Aspera ad Astra
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,326
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 1
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- 44
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Day One: Key
A small peek into the second meeting between G'raha and Ahn'zem, where things start rather rocky...
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- Part 1 of Feo Sul's FFxivWrite 2026 Collection
- Part 6 of Per Aspera ad Astra
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Day 6: Free Day
Ahn'zem is working on a small farm gifted to him after the events of 7.0. G'raha is there too ;)
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- Part 6 of Feo Sul's FFxivWrite 2026 Collection
- Part 7 of Per Aspera ad Astra