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  1. 34

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    A collection of fics focusing on the sibling Twinship between Yelena and John

    Most will be hurt/comfort but there’s also gonna be some straight silly fluff (and the occasional no comfort)

    Happy to have you all along for the ride 😛

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    A week off at a quiet resthouse turns into compromise with teeth: John wants space; Bucky keeps ending up ten steps too close. Storms, bed-sharing, and a cast-iron kind of care force them to decide whether boundaries can hold against need.

    Sometimes an apology is forced just to keep a relationship moving forward. It’s not normal—definitely not okay—but Bucky and John aren’t normal, and they live very not-normal lives.

    This is Part 2 of Pie Day, Truth Day . I didn’t post it as Chapter 2 because I want that one to stand alone, and this piece works as one of the possible paths the story could take.

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    Two years after they were named the New Avengers, John thinks Bucky is only with him because there’s no one else. On their anniversary, one misunderstanding sends John running—and when his tracker goes dark, the Winter Soldier awakens with only one mission: bring John home.

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    On a Thursday meant for pie, an accidental flare from Sentry and the Void turns the Thunderbolts’ kitchen into a cinema of John’s truth—forcing everyone to watch what makes John Walker, while Bucky learns how to hold with open hands.

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    The voices in John’s head tell him he’s a placeholder; Bucky answers them the only way he knows how—by loving him loud enough to drown them out.

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    “If you don’t want to talk to me, you don’t have to.  But you should talk to somebody about this.” says Bob.

    The thought of talking to anybody about it makes his skin crawl.  But Bob isn’t just anybody.

    “It really does help me sleep,” John finally says.
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    When a nightmare sticks too close, John goes to the gym to tire himself out. But it's not just a workout. This time, Bob finds him.

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    Do you ever think that in the same sense that John and Yelena will doom scroll as a punishment to themselves, or they will listen to old voicemails from Nat and Lemar over and over and over just to feel ok for once?
    ~ Tumblr Prompt (from me!)

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    John hates fire.
    Really, he does.
    Most times, if someone noticed his reaction to things, he could chalk it up to war memories and no one would ask him any further.
    But really his hate of fire started way back when he was a child.
    He can still vividly remember what it smelt like, how his eyes burned, the way his skin peeled.
    He remembers it all.
    How can’t he? It’s one of his earliest memories.

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    He thought the Hanahaki was his quiet punishment, blossoms and blood buried where no one would ever care. But Bucky could smell the flowers, and he would never let John die unloved

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    The mission had gone sideways. John hadn't just fumbled. He'd dropped the whole damn ball, tripped over it, and landed in a pile of self-loathing.

    He sat alone at the bar, elbows on the counter, still in his suit. His knuckled were bruised from punching a wall he'll pretends was part of training when asked.

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    So no, John isn’t suicidal. Natasha Romanoff may have been, he can’t speak for her. But even if she was, she had more than enough reasons to be.

    He was just death ready… those are two different things.

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  14. 52

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    After the Thunderbolts, John Walker is trying—therapy, fatherhood, co-parenting, and holding together the life he almost lost. He’s oblivious to the fact that half his new team has adopted him as family… and that Bucky Barnes is very much in love with him.

    Between Alexei sneaking casseroles, Yelena heckling like a little sister, Ava’s rare but pointed check-ins, Bob drifting in like a storm front and quieting the room just to stand in John’s orbit (because John’s steady hands and warm hugs anchor the Void better than any drug), and Sam trying to play wingman, John slowly learns he’s allowed to want things for himself.

    Bucky just hopes he notices before the whole world figures it out first.

    It turns out love isn’t a mission, and family isn’t a unit—it’s a branch that grows, if you let it.

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  15. 92

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    Five times John learns about the men who changed Bucky’s life, and one time he realizes he’s one of them.

    Or: The story of how this unlikely pair come together. Featuring all of my headcanons about Bucky’s relationships, a jealous, insecure Walker constantly trying to be enough, and a Bucky who’s not quite broken anymore… But sometimes the demons slip out.

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    A mutant’s wish leaves John pregnant, and the Tower turns into a sitcom of casseroles, balloons, and overprotective teammates.

    To everyone else it looks like a romcom; to John, it feels like a gilded cage.

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    A moment of tension and an offer of help to ease the mind ends in sweaty, panting bodies, ecstatic at just how deeply they can help each other.

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    “Walker!” the female voice was back, in his ear but muffled strangely. He reached up and grabbed her forearms where they were looped over his chest, supporting his weight even as he struggled to get away from her. His fingers wrapped around her arms in a tight grip, squeezing firmly. “Come on, Walker. Open your eyes.”
    His eyes were open already. She didn’t know what she was talking about. He opened his eyes and the world changed around him as he blinked away the residual burn, tears running down his face in more force than when he had gone through a gas chamber. He looked down where his hands were squeezing body armor – familiar body armor, black and covered in nicks and scratches and dust. He coughed and lurched forward as his stomach revolted against his body.
    “I’m sorry,” he gasped when he managed to catch his breath enough in between retches. “I killed–I killed him. I’m sorry.”
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    aka the one where john breathes in something he probably shouldnt have

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