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    John keeps trying to fight against the drowsiness from the painkillers, insisting he can stay awake and handle everything on his own. Bucky watches him struggle—watches him push himself past his limits—until he finally decides he isn’t letting John do that to himself anymore.

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    John is trying to prove he's worthy of having a relationship with his son and that he can hold himself together after some rough years.

    Bob would be content if he managed to keep the first proper job he's ever had and convince himself that he deserves a normal life without relapsing into old habits.

    Their paths cross in the most casual way, yet something meaningful sparks without their control. The two of them form an unexpected friendship, the kind of thing both needed to ease the weight of the loneliness that sits on their shoulders.
    Their lives were far from uncomplicated even before they met, but maybe they can keep themselves from fucking this one thing up. Unless they both want to.

    Parking lots, late night phone calls and two men finding out that the harder you try to put out a fire, the wilder it burns.

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    Walker has never known how to let people get close—not when everyone he’s ever touched seems to turn to dust. Bob wants more than fleeting moments in the dark; he wants closeness, warmth, something real. But Walker only knows how to destroy what he loves. Between apologies and desire, they meet in the same painful place: needing each other, breaking each other, pretending they’re fine when they’re anything but

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    John Walker wanted to be aware of every member of the New Avengers. He was able to bond with most of them quickly, but Ava was the difficult one. She steered away from the others, especially him, and he just assumed she hated him. But when they continue to spend more time together, both of them are feeling things they wouldn't have expected.

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    46/?
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    Turns out, someone filmed the warehouse fight between Bucky, Sam, and John. When they're made New Avengers together, the video comes out and ends up on the news.

    The team reacts.

    Chapter 2: The Thunderbolts react to the last fight of TFATWS

    Chapter 3: Sam, Isaiah, Joaquin and the Thunderbolts react to Lemar’s death; Sam and John talk.

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    John Walker’s life is textbook perfect. Classes are good, friends are good, hockey is good. Everything’s good. Until it’s not.

    College AU
    hockeyplayer!john

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    The team has taken up a new mission tasked by the FBI to eliminate a psycho scientist desperate to recreate the serum who happends to also be John's biggest fan, which later led to the eventual kidnap and the torture of John Walker— forever changing him.

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    3,814
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    Bucky directs mission partners John and Ava to the nearest safe house. He may have neglected to tell them it was designed for a single occupant.

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    After the Thunderbolts, John Walker is trying—therapy, fatherhood, co-parenting, and holding together the life he almost lost. He’s oblivious to the fact that half his new team has adopted him as family… and that Bucky Barnes is very much in love with him.

    Between Alexei sneaking casseroles, Yelena heckling like a little sister, Ava’s rare but pointed check-ins, Bob drifting in like a storm front and quieting the room just to stand in John’s orbit (because John’s steady hands and warm hugs anchor the Void better than any drug), and Sam trying to play wingman, John slowly learns he’s allowed to want things for himself.

    Bucky just hopes he notices before the whole world figures it out first.

    It turns out love isn’t a mission, and family isn’t a unit—it’s a branch that grows, if you let it.

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    12/24
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    252
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    58
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    6,299
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    Reader explores one of their visions, leaving Walker for a bit too long.

     

    Reader-centric chapter.

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    He hears Lemar before the nightmares ever stop—soft, unrelenting, naming ghosts Bucky thought he’d already buried.

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    6
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    This isn't actually a fic but an unfinished fic idea that I am never going to write, could not work out how to end, but have developed enough that it might be interesting to read, might inspire some ideas in other writers, or might even inspire someone to take up the idea and flesh it out properly into a real fic, so I am putting it up here in case anyone is interested.

    Summary: John and Bucky start messing around after the events of Thunderbolts, neither of them are honest with themselves or each other about what they're doing, then Steve (who Bucky used to be involved with) is found and has a good excuse for why he abandoned Bucky.

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    There is very little that could be described as normal about John Walker. He's… odd, no matter how desperately he tries to mask it. Everyone knows. Everyone always knows.

    or

    An exploration of my autistic John Walker headcanon, blackmail, and building a found family despite it all.

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    1/?
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    Everyone is tired of the bullshit from you and Walker.

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    “Hey! No. No. Stay awake.” Bob slapped his cheek lightly again, terrified of how light the contact felt. “I don’t— I don’t know what else to do if you stop breathing again.”
    The confession came out small, almost childlike. For all the noise in the room (the dripping faucet, the sound of John’s ragged breaths), the silence that followed it was louder.
    Bob stayed there, one hand hovering over John’s chest, just counting each uneven rise, whispering under his breath:
    “Please don’t make me do this again.”

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    5
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    111
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    John messed up. Your visions come back, ten times worse. (Explanation of last chapter involved).

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    The voices in John’s head tell him he’s a placeholder; Bucky answers them the only way he knows how—by loving him loud enough to drown them out.

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    Various -tober works about my favourite doomed polycule ^_^

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    3/?
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    10
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    Everything’s awkward. The reader, who’s psychic, has to relive a previous vision.

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    A Lannister spare and the heir of Winterfell defy a crown, a kingdom, and the gods themselves. Centuries later, in a world of cape and steel, John Walker touches a memory of their past lived—and Bucky Barnes remembers the vows they once made beneath red leaves.

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    1/3
    Comments:
    4
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    30
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