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  1. 1

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    Sandip always wants things; Bimala usually has no qualms complying. That changes now.

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    • 13 Sep 2025

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      the struggles of a modern identity by chahakyn
      Fandoms: The Home and The World - Rabindranath Tagore (1916)

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    2023 "Kinktober in December" for D20 and Battle for Beyond, because I can't write things on time anymore I guess

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  3. 8

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    Sestia immediately knows what kind of day it’s been when she steps into the apartment and no one’s there to greet her.

    Day One: Pegging

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  4. 21

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    Murdina cants her head a little. It's clear that she's trying, not for the first time, to consider a cultural boundary that she finds bizarre and maybe even stupid. But, for Sestia, she is giving it a chance. "We can't be overt about having sex... because *he* isn't having sex."

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  5. 10

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    "A seemingly magical process of transformation, creation, or combination."

    Some things are base elements. They're stronger together than they are apart.

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  6. 5

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    They win. Because of course they win, and what feels simultaneously like years and like mere days after their teams were chosen, divided, Sestia feels her feet touch down in the half-ruined RajMedan, the colosseum empty, ground to a halt as a dying star, a dying, devouring god, takes one last exhale and goes to rest. Polakott is stable, is safe in its little bubble at the edge of the cosmos. The games are over, at least in the capacity they were before. People, if they desire, can leave.

    Sestia doesn't want to.

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  7. 5

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    Sestia can recognize that things are unfair, but she’s gotten almost used to it, which makes it a little ironic that really, she knows it wasn’t fair when she looked Nikhil dead in the eye, across a breakfast table in his own apartment – their apartment, now – and told him, “I don’t think we should be having sex.”

    Sestia stops fighting the inevitable.

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  8. 13

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    There are a couple things Nikhil genuinely believes about the multiverse. The world is bad. People are selfish. And he is really, really good at having sex.

    Five people Nikhil makes mistakes with, and two he doesn't. At least, not that kind of mistake.

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  9. 13

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    He did not want to talk about it. Thinking was hard. And explaining what he was thinking was even harder. What was he going to say? That he couldn’t sleep because he was worried the second he did his friends would slip through his fingers? That sleeping meant one less second he could spend with them? That every time he closed his eyes he saw her face and didn’t know what exactly that meant? No. He did not want to talk about it.

    Or. Nikhil doesn't deal with complicated feelings and instead pretends they don't exist. After all, what is he? A sucker?

    Titled from the song Hazy by Rosi Golan ft. William Fitzsimmons

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  10. 4

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    He takes a deep breath. “It turns me on. Knowing I can’t…Sestia telling me she owned my dick, that she got to decide if I touched myself or if I got to come, and knowing it wasn’t just for an hour or two but all day? It felt…it felt like a weight was just off me. Like I didn’t have to worry about it anymore. And knowing that you could still use me, however you wanted, in the meantime? I also liked that. Like that. Both. It feels good, because you both…you take care of me, and fuck knows why, but I don’t want you to stop."

    Day Six: Chastity

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  11. 4

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  12. 16

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    Nikhil, and learning that sometimes it's nice to be treated kindly.
    (physical touch b-side)

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  13. 1

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    New champions continue to arrive, even after the RajMadan has ended. How do you begin to tell someone their greatest wish can’t come true?

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  14. 16

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    you came like a resolution + outtakes and b-sides

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  15. 9

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    Sestia struggles with a legend, Nikhil attempts to grapple with his feelings and Murdina looks for a cure for nightmares.

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  16. 8

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    Nikhil isn't good. She's watched him be thoughtless and callow. She's heard stories of him being worse. How can someone who unrepentantly kills beloved pets and doesn't apologize for burning acquaintances take such care in whether or not he touches her? Why treat her like she matters, when everyone says the only person he thinks about is himself?

    Episode four tag. Nikhil and Sestia in the locker room, before rejoining the others at the spa.

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  17. 15

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    A respite before the final battle.

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  18. 9

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    Murdina, Sestia and Nikhil have sex for the first time.

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  19. 27

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    With or without words, all three of them have different ways of saying I love you.

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  20. 10

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    More ways to say I love you.

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