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you're drowning in the pit of my stomach by breathepurple (bleedpurple)
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
07 May 2023
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“Why–” Reo starts, but never gets the chance to finish.
Nagi brings up a hand and runs his fingers along the edges of the mark on his collarbone, more delicately than Reo thought he was capable of.
“Hey, Reo,” he says blankly. “I have a soulmate, I think.”
Or: Reo and Nagi have been attached at the hip for eight years. They've yet to receive their soulmarks, but everyone knows it's only a matter of time.
They're soulmates. They must be.
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- Part 1 of floodwater
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13 Jul 2025
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“My apartment is overflowing with lemon tea, you know,” Reo tells him. He can’t help it. His voice breaks on the words. “I… I can’t finish it off myself, Seishiro.” He knows he’s failed when he blinks. A tear rolls down his cheek.
Nagi freezes.
“Wait, no. Reo don’t—”
“You have to help me,” Reo hiccups. “You can’t just…”
Reo rubs at his eyes harshly, wondering if he’s embarrassing himself, wondering if Nagi will hold this against him— and suddenly he’s enveloped in warmth.
Suddenly he feels Nagi all around him.
Oh.
CRYING AND SCREAMING, THROWING UP, AND SCREAMING SOME MORE.
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Taiga accepted this as a logical continuation of their rivalry.
But it felt a lot like a prolonged game of gay chicken.
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11 Apr 2025
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“Okay, I get it,” Aomine interrupted. “You were trying to think about my feelings, but because you’re an idiot, you thought yourself into a panic.”
“Hey!”
“You’re not the first gay guy I’ve met. We just don’t talk about it here,” Aomine explained. “Besides, I live assuming everyone wants me, men and women.”
“The shit that comes out of your mouth,” Taiga said, shaking his head in disbelief. Still, there was a smile on his face and every muscle in his body seemed to relax all at once.
KISS THAT STUPID MOUTH!
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A controlled experiment is basic science, but Izaya's never yielded positive results.
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06 Apr 2025
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“I can't say I'm surprised. I knew the two of you were obsessed with each other.”
“I guess you and I both have a thing for monsters,” Izaya says. Shinra's eyes are burning with intensity and what looks to be jealousy. It's an expression Izaya's never seen him wear.
“I don't like the thought of him touching you,” Shinra murmurs. His hands go to Izaya's hips, fingers barely sliding inside the fabric of Izaya's shirt.
“You wouldn't like the thought of anyone,” Izaya says.
“You're right.”
as a shiniza toxic yaoi truther as well as a shizuiza lover this fic makes me feel so fucking insane
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Fushimi loses all memories of Yata Misaki, thanks to a Strain that takes away what people value most in their hearts. Opinions on whether or not this is a bad thing vary, Fushimi's most of all while he tries to understand what the Strain took from him.
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31 Mar 2025
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“I’m not your second chance,” Fushimi says, and steps away, heading over to his abused coat. “I’m not a new person you can start over with like you’ve dreamed all these years.”
He doesn’t love you, Awashima had said.
Fushimi can’t even begin to understand how everyone could be so wrong.
“The only difference is you mean absolutely nothing to me,” Fushimi says, and slides his coat on.
“Liar,” Yata says.
FUCKIE.
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Three times one of Kei's boyfriends picks him up, and one time they all do.
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09 Feb 2025
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"Babe, I came here in my pajamas," Koutarou emphasizes.
"Aren't those mine?" Tetsurou raises an eyebrow.
"I came here in Tetsu's pajamas," Koutarou corrects, without breaking eye contact with Kei. "I would come here naked if I had to."
"He would," Keiji sighs.
Kei rolls his eyes. "I know he would."
I LOVE!!!!!!!! BAKT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🦉🦉🐈⬛🌙
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body of skin, of eager and firm milk by meowgoomi
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
09 Jul 2024
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Megumi barely has a chance to put his phone down when Satoru appears in a flurry of light, a sudden breeze kicking up his quiet room. He’s tugged his blindfold off, eyes bright and wild and searching, something like relief melting away his hardened look when he sees Megumi unharmed. His hands come to grasp at Megumi’s shoulders—Satoru holds him at arm’s length, inspecting his body for any injuries and Megumi is so glad to see him, a crushing relief washing over him as he takes in Satoru in front of him. His mouth is pulled into a tight line, brows knitted together in focus as Satoru’s eyes rake over his body, but they halt when they fall onto his crotch, currently covered by his t-shirt. He blinks, as if his all-seeing eyes are showing him something he isn’t sure is right, taking in Megumi’s pale face and bare legs.
Megumi’s tongue feels too thick for the cascade of words building up in his mouth so he lifts his shirt up instead, cheeks burning when Satoru’s immediately drops to his— his—
“Huh,” Satoru says, intelligently.
or, when Megumi’s faced with a curse that temporarily alters his body, Satoru reminds him that he’s perfect in every way imagineable.
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06 Feb 2025
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“I know,” Megumi answers. “I just wanted you to know that I— I would.” He stutters at the end because he realises what he’s saying, a sudden clarity in the thick of the haze. Megumi’s never revealed his fantasies to Satoru like this, not the kind he keeps close to his chest at least.
He’s relieved when Satoru’s expression goes from hungry to incredibly fond, but he bends down to give Megumi a proper kiss, one he fully melts into.
“You’re such a sweet thing, aren’t you?” Satoru sighs, lips brushing over his cheeks, the soft skin beneath his eyes. “My Megumi.”
やばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばいやばい やばいこれ！！！！！！
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four seasons by soliloquie
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
24 Jun 2022
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When Gojo thinks of summer, he thinks of three very specific things: melon flavored ice cream, cheap mint cigarettes, and a small serving of cold soba.
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28 Jan 2025
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Gojo walks around and spots the small, stone slab he erected himself. However, there is no name, simply a smooth, grey surface. He fears the name would also act as a curse, a chain to his self who’s already years into the future but still stuck in the past. Gojo crouches, one knee on the ground, and lays the white flowers—lilies, he’s come to remember—and folds his hands together in prayer. He isn’t religious but he thinks his friend deserves this much, this little. It is spring after all.
When he stands up, he stares at the unwritten name across the stone and shakes his head. Things will change and seasons will pass but if there’s one thing Gojo knows, everything is a cycle. The wind plays with the tendrils of his hair and for a moment, he thinks an answer is being whispered to him. However, the meaning is lost. It’s always been lost to him.
Gojo chokes out a laugh and closes his eyes.
What if I start crying, what then.
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First Words Soulmate AU.
Satoru was prepared to lay out all his cards. In fact, he'd let the boy take the whole deck. But Megumi refuses to play the game.
Too bad that's not an option.
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25 Jan 2025
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Sometimes, he wondered if it was the effect of the Words.
After all, it was the Words that came first. They were imprinted onto his body long before Gojo actually showed up.
So maybe they were the reason why he was still hopelessly, stupidly smitten with a man who had never been truly honest with him.
But if this was the effect of the Words, shouldn’t that mean Gojo felt the same way? Surely it would, if there was any fairness in this world.
i hold megumi with soft and tender hands........
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no place i'd rather go (but home) by soliloquie
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
21 Jul 2022
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“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
He reads the floating words on top of the bed, teeth grinding as the meaning sinks in.
Out of all the things he has to deal with, it’s one of those made-up rooms, a trope that’s popular in so many media that declares a person cannot get out without having…sex.
Or, Fushiguro Megumi finds himself in a tricky situation and Gojo Satoru is there to help.
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15 Jan 2025
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In all honesty, Megumi would have preferred it to be years later, when he’s finally got a hold of his own feelings, able to pinpoint where attraction, infatuation, lust, love, begins and ends. Right now, all he knows is he doesn’t want the man to die, to leave, to let go and leave him alone.
Megumi thinks, this should be enough.
HOT!!!!! but also a touch sweet...
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We Don't Believe in Fairy Tales by maginot
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Jul 2021
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It’s surprisingly easy to find Fushiguro Megumi when he finally has the time to do it. It takes him a few days of hanging around the neighborhood to run into the boy, but when he does, he’s something else.
There Megumi is, looking like the spitting image of his father, giving Gojou a skeptical look, with absolutely no idea that he’s going to change Gojou’s life forever.
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09 Jan 2025
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Gojou just watches the two of them, and a feeling inside of him, that very feeling he’s been trying to shove down and hide away grows and grows. It gets so big so fast that he can’t tamper it down. It blooms and spreads from his heart outwards, reaching all the way to his fingers and toes. He looks at Megumi, at the hint of the smile spread across his face. It makes him ache. It makes him scared.
Gojou leaves as soon as dinner is over. He takes a mission out of town the very next day.
OW!!! OW!! OW..
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this dream i walked through yesterday by bittersweetResilience for mostmagical
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
07 Jan 2025
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I could live / forever / in the dream you have of me.
A contrapuntal poem reading three ways for three different meanings.
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07 Jan 2025
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tell me something / i want to know
tell me it hurts / to be without this feelingCRYING AND SCREAMING AND GNAWING AT THE CAGE OF MY ENCLOSURE.
I LOVE YOU RENJING!!!!!! I LOVE SUNNY!!! I LOVE ITS WORDS!!!!!!
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tell me we'll never get used to it by bittersweetResilience for 012
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
26 Nov 2024
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Jing Yuan doesn’t have nightmares often, but when he does, he doesn’t talk about them.
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25 Nov 2024
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Wants. The word is a strange sort of notion. After all this time, Blade is still getting used to being allowed to want things. Things of his own, things that he can touch and take and keep. Things that aren’t broken bones or drying blood under his fingertips.
I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE RENJING!!!!! I LOVE SUNNY!!!! THIS IS FOR ME….. FOR ME!!!!! I CHERISH THIS FIC FOREVER IN MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🩶♾️💍🌃🐦⬛
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bite-size by bittersweetResilience for 012
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Nov 2024
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Jing Yuan stops near the edge of the table when he hears Blade approaching. He smiles up at Blade, the wonder turning into something softer, brighter, sweeter.
Like berrypheasant flakes, Blade thinks. He wants to taste it.
or,
Jing Yuan is turned little by a curio. Blade plays with him.
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05 Nov 2024
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Looking at the wet mess of his face and hair makes Blade happy, but Jing Yuan could stand to be even messier, he thinks. He tilts his head to the side, a question. “Would you have let me?”
Jing Yuan pauses at that, even his pout fading, as if he’s genuinely considering it. “…if you promised to be gentler, maybe.”
“Okay.”
Blade says this, but he makes no such promise.
IF YOU PROMISED TO BE GENTLER…… CNBLUSH
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my wings and my eyes by bittersweetResilience for 012, NinaDove
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 Oct 2024
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Jing Yuan is tired, but he has been tired for a long time now.
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29 Oct 2024
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“What if I’m never happy?”
Blade’s hand stops for a second, but then it resumes its motion over Jing Yuan’s back a bit more slowly.
“What then?” he asks.
“…won’t you get tired of waiting?”
Blade brings his hand close to nudge Jing Yuan’s face up again. This time Jing Yuan lets him, lets Blade’s gaze wrap like another layer of warm blankets around him.
“You didn’t get tired of waiting,” Blade says, very simply.
Hearts so resilient.
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to see the ever-turning aeon cease by spiralpegasus
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Mar 2021
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Such a tender heart, beneath it all. Morax wonders at it – that a creature so fundamentally gentle could survive something so fundamentally cruel.
“In the fables of another world,” Morax murmurs, “the name Xiao is that of a spirit who encountered great hardship. He endured much suffering, as you have.” His thumb brushes beneath Alatus’s eye, catching the tear before it can fall. “Use this name from now on.”
A story about love, devotion, and vulnerability, told in six parts. Or, five lessons Zhongli learns from Xiao during their thousands of years at each other's sides, and one lesson Xiao learns from him.
中文 Chinese translation available here!
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15 Mar 2021
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He doesn’t want to be the kind of god people fear.
He doesn’t want to be the kind of god Xiao fears.
“Do I frighten you, Xiao?” he asks, resting a gentle hand on Xiao’s cheek. His heart thumps with an unfamiliar trepidation. He’s afraid to hear the answer.
Xiao’s eyes drift shut, and he lets his head loll against Rex Lapis’s palm. “Not anymore,” he whispers.
I LOVE ZHONGXIAO SO MUCH.
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and they were the closest of friends by ruche
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
09 Jun 2020
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The letters sent from His Royal Majesty the King Dimitri Alexandre Blaiddyd to his advisor Duke Felix Hugo of House Fraldarius suggest that they were truly enviable lifelong companions, with unfailing trust, sincerity, and subpar erotic writing between them.
If Felix Fraldarius is to be killed by anything, it will not be amorous letters from the king. It could be a close thing, though.
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30 May 2020
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You did flush very prettily when we first
Felix can’t read this. He can’t read this. This time, he was smart enough to save Dimitri’s personal correspondence for night time, but that only means that candles are blazing nearby for him to contemplate burning evidence of any of this. Burned in a fire or forever seared into his mind, those seem to be his only options.
made sweet, everlasting love
Felix is going to never again subject his eyes to the vagaries of Dimitri’s weak, filthy longing. Never.
These horrid words make him full body shudder. He sinks into his cot as if he has suffered a physical blow.
DIMILIX CRINGE LOVE LETTERS
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Akaashi just wanted to get through his second year of philosophy at Tokyo University, the only reason he decided to work part-time at his campus' library was to gain access to it after hours. He didn't bank on Bokuto and Kuroo bothering him when he needed to be reorganizing shelves or Terushima hounding him about his latest crush and he certainly didn't bank on falling in love.
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17 Mar 2020
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"Akaashi being the picture of calm and stoicism only to be falling apart internally at Tsukishima's beauty."
YES!!! YES THAT!!!!! EXACTLY THAT!!!!!!
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When Bokuto's friendship with Kuroo and Akaashi hits a (five hours long) bump, he finds an unexpected comfort in the person of one Tsukishima Kei. And that's only the beginning.
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24 Jan 2019
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He almost jumps when suddenly Tsukishima's fingers touch the back of his neck. They are cold as always, but Bokuto feels like they are burning holes in his skin. He stops breathing and tries to remain as motionless as possible, scared of anything and everything that is about to come his way. The silence around them is deafening, but breaking it isn't something Bokuto is ready for.
OH NO.
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27 May 2017
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I'd quote the entire thing because it's THAT good!!! Noct appreciating Prompto's freckles, that's my kink. Ugh, I love this soso much it's my favourite.