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    This story is mostly about Landon and Casey from Time to Shine and their journey towards their summer wedding. It also includes a developing friendship between them and another hockey power couple, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov of the Ottawa Centaurs as Casey and Landon both work the summer hockey camp with them.

    Takes place post Time to Shine and The Long Game

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  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    Would that Ilya could express these things in English. Your anxiety is crushing you, you have always had it, even when we were kids. It makes you angry. Let me have control for a little bit, let me make your head quiet, Ilya wanted to say. He knew though, that even if he could say these things in English, Shane still wouldn't understand. He didn't understand himself, and until he did, he would never really understand what Ilya was trying to say. He would never really understand why it turned Ilya on so much to take care of him. Ilya liked being needed. He liked being wanted. And, above all, he liked being desired (what Ilya really wanted to be was loved, but that was never going to happen, and certainly not from Shane Hollander).

    This fic moves through the years, Ilya’s father’s death isn’t dealt with but his mother’s suicide is discussed

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  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    The team goes out afterward and drags Shane with them. He has to, objectively. It's a running tally in his head all the time: if I leave dinner thirty minutes early, I owe a night out. If I skip a night out, I owe brunch the next away game. The season is still young, and Shane wants to rack up his social savings before he gets truly tired and has to beg out of more than two things in a row. His phone buzzes in his pocket as he shrugs on his coat. They're going out in their pregame clothes, men with harsh faces and sharp bodies that know they look good because they are wearing money. Money makes the most broken nose look sexy in a violent sort of way, and the evening has an undercurrent of violence running through it from the start.

    The game was choppy, fast, mostly due to Shane and Ilya pushing the pace past what anyone was conditioned for this early in the season, and his teammates make him pay for it in chirps that cut a little. Shane doesn't mind it too much. He can handle the chirps about the hockey. That's a reflection of himself that is good and clean and known. He can't handle the ones directed at the unknown part of himself that swirls in his chest and bites back.

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