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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    This story is mostly about Landon and Casey from Time to Shine and their journey towards their summer wedding. It also includes a developing friendship between them and another hockey power couple, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov of the Ottawa Centaurs as Casey and Landon both work the summer hockey camp with them.

    Takes place post Time to Shine and The Long Game

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 44

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    Would that Ilya could express these things in English. Your anxiety is crushing you, you have always had it, even when we were kids. It makes you angry. Let me have control for a little bit, let me make your head quiet, Ilya wanted to say. He knew though, that even if he could say these things in English, Shane still wouldn't understand. He didn't understand himself, and until he did, he would never really understand what Ilya was trying to say. He would never really understand why it turned Ilya on so much to take care of him. Ilya liked being needed. He liked being wanted. And, above all, he liked being desired (what Ilya really wanted to be was loved, but that was never going to happen, and certainly not from Shane Hollander).

    This fic moves through the years, Ilya’s father’s death isn’t dealt with but his mother’s suicide is discussed

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    16 Jul 2026

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    16 Jul 2026

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    16 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    The team goes out afterward and drags Shane with them. He has to, objectively. It's a running tally in his head all the time: if I leave dinner thirty minutes early, I owe a night out. If I skip a night out, I owe brunch the next away game. The season is still young, and Shane wants to rack up his social savings before he gets truly tired and has to beg out of more than two things in a row. His phone buzzes in his pocket as he shrugs on his coat. They're going out in their pregame clothes, men with harsh faces and sharp bodies that know they look good because they are wearing money. Money makes the most broken nose look sexy in a violent sort of way, and the evening has an undercurrent of violence running through it from the start.

    The game was choppy, fast, mostly due to Shane and Ilya pushing the pace past what anyone was conditioned for this early in the season, and his teammates make him pay for it in chirps that cut a little. Shane doesn't mind it too much. He can handle the chirps about the hockey. That's a reflection of himself that is good and clean and known. He can't handle the ones directed at the unknown part of himself that swirls in his chest and bites back.

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    14 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    Jacki's eyes went wide. Not angry. Just startled.

    “You want to fuck a guy?”

    “Together,” Hayden said quickly. “Maybe.”

    She stared at him, incredulous. “Where is this coming from, Hayd?”

    He hesitated, then sighed. “So Shane…”

    “Shane,” she repeated, cutting him off. “Your best friend.” Her tone sharpened. “You want to fuck Shane?”

    “Jesus,” he hissed. “Not so loud. And no. I mean…God, I don’t know.”

    Shit. He did. He wanted to fuck his best friend.
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    This takes place post-Heated Rivalry but pre-The Long Game. This story finds Shane and Ilya having broken up at some point after the cottage and after Hayden realized that they had been in a relationship.

    Hayden has realized he has feelings for his best friend. But he doesn't want to lose his wife.

    Shane had never been interested in a threesome before. But maybe this time, something will change his mind.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I want our family,” Ilya said. “I want children. Permanence, I think is the word... A life with you. More than anything.”

    Shane felt his throat tighten. “I want that too.”

    Ilya nodded, eyes swelling. “I know. That is why I need to say everything now. Before I lose the nerve.”

    He took Shane’s hands, grounding himself. “I am trying to be strong for you. But I need you to be strong for me too.”

    “I am,” Shane said immediately, almost offended.

    “I know,” Ilya said. “But I need you to listen.”

    Shane nodded. “I am listening.”

    “I do not want to play hockey much longer,” Ilya said quietly. “Maybe couple more seasons. And then I am done.”

    Shane stared at him. “Done?”

    “Yes.”

    “With hockey. You’re serious?”

    “Very,” Ilya said.

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    Set one year after The Long Game, this story follows the fallout of a commissioner who refuses to loosen his grip, and the players who finally refuse to bend.

    Shane and Ilya are done playing by the rules of others. They're ready for a life, a family, each other and determining what their legacy really is. They're ready to play for keeps.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “I think we tell world now,” Ilya declared grandly, pacing across Shane’s living room in Montreal. “Big announcement. Maybe fireworks. Maybe airplane banner over city—”

    Shane, sitting curled on the couch in sweatpants, nearly choked on his tea.

    “No,” he said immediately. “Absolutely not. No fireworks. No banners. No announcements. I’m not letting you hard launch us into oblivion.”

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    Five times they soft launch and one time they hard launch, or Ilya is given free rein to soft launch their relationship.

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    14 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 71

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    “He’s never told you why he got that tattoo?”

    “Moya utka, what are you doing?”

    “You know a loon isn’t a duck. It’s an aquatic diving bird. You can tell by the bill. Loon bills are sharp for spearing their prey, while ducks' wide flat bills are for dredging and straining.”

    The rest of the team was in varying degrees interested, mystified and not paying attention.

    But Bood sensed a story and as an avid connoisseur of the tattooing arts, knew there was more going on than just a conversation about waterfowl taxonomy. “So, why the tattoo?”

    Or Shane drops some lore on his new teammates.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    A rough emergency landing of the Ottawa Centaurs' plane in Tampa, Florida makes national headlines.

    With Ilya's phone lost in the chaos, Shane has no way of finding out if Ilya is injured - or how injured. So he makes his way to Tampa.

    Or: The plane crash/incident in the long game but a rougher landing, more injuries (no significant/long-lasting harm), and Shane running to Tampa to see Ilya.

    Story and Chapter titles are lyrics of the song 'Sleepwalking' by All Time Low that gave me the inspiration for this fic!

    First half of the story will be Angsty hurt/comfort, second half will be the comfort part of hurt/comfort with a dose of crack.

    Updates every Thursday

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    14 Jul 2026

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    13 Jul 2026

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Everything that happens after Mr. Emergency Contact

    Hayden has to release a statement, the kids can't stop talking, the press are asking questions, and Shane and Ilya are very very tired of hiding this.

    ***GO READ MR. EMERGENCY CONTACT FIRST***

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
    Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    What if one of the Centaurs speaks Russian and accidentally overhears every time Ilya speaks to his mysterious Montreal Jane?

    or: Nick Chouinard is half-Russian and hears many things he never wanted to hear.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Marley: maybe he'll reach out to you again
    Marley: i'm optimistic!! 💪
    Marley: roz?
    Marley: hello?
    Marley: did i say something wrong?
    Roz: how do you know?
    Marley: know what?
    Roz: that jane is a man?
    Marley: what?

    In October 2016, Cliff Marlow accidentally becomes the keeper of the biggest secret in the Hockey world. All because of a typo.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.

    And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.

    Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.

    Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.

    What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.

    The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    The internet has decided that Ilya Rozanov is absolutely, definitely, 100% banging a Hollander.

    They’ve got photo evidence. Multiple sightings. Instagram stories from the same café. The man stayed OVERNIGHT at the Hollander residence.

    It’s the most legendary power move in NHL history: seduce your rival’s hot mom to assert dominance. There’s just one tiny problem with this theory. Ilya’s fucking a Hollander, all right. Just … not that one.

    Or in which Ilya’s boyfriend's mother keeps adopting him, the internet keeps assuming the worst, and Shane Hollander is having the worst month of his entire life. At least until he does something that breaks hockey forever.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

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    05 Jul 2026

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