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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.
So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.
He opens the door.
Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.
“Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”
“Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”
“Who did this to you.”
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09 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov was starting to think about coming out, eventually, sometime in the future. He just never imagined it would come like this. On the morning of his first game after his father’s death, Ilya’s estranged brother makes good on a final act of cruelty, leaking a years-old sex tape and outing him to the world. As the media explodes and his career teeters on the edge, Ilya is left to confront grief, betrayal, and the terrifying reality of being exposed without consent.
Shane picks up the pieces of Ilya's shattered life.
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06 Jan 2026
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It was supposed to be just a prank.
Shane texts Ilya his rival on the ice pretending to be a girl, expecting a few laughs and nothing more.First fanfic
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31 Dec 2025
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Three months after losing Bobby, two months after Eddie leaving for Texas, and one month after giving up on repairing what grief has already hollowed out, Buck signs the resignation letter.
For the second time, the 118 must weather a loss that cannot be undone.Or
Another amnesia fic no one asked for
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30 Dec 2025
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They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real.
Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan.
So he ends it.
Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.
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28 Dec 2025
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I'll Believe In Anything (And You'll Believe In Anything) by ChaoticGayAgenda
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Dec 2025
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Ilya is an omega passing as an alpha. Shane is an alpha that everyone thinks is a beta.
They’re supposed to be rivals.
(Or: Ilya forgets his suppressants once. Shane never leaves.)
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28 Dec 2025
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somewhere in the haze, got a sense i'd been betrayed by AndrastanMissionary
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
02 Jan 2026
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After a hookup that definitely meant more than either of them will admit, Ravi helps Buck with the difficult decision to leave the 118.
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Whatever it is, no one seems to notice the change that Buck feels is written all over him. Carved into every word and movement.He knows for a fact he's looking at Ravi differently. It's like he can physically feel the way his eyes turn into little hearts every time he so much as glances his work partner's way. It's been like this all night. Ravi just looks so damn good in their dress uniform that Buck can't help but look right to him the moment he walks in. And then never look away, because why would he?
Maybe any weirdness tonight is being attributed to the fact Chimney's finally making everything official. The last thing on anyone's bingo card is surely "Buck and Ravi start…something".
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- Part 2 of it's time to go
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18 Dec 2025
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When Dean walks into an empty alleyway he is ambushed by a very hungry and very apologetic vampire who calls himself Castiel.
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17 Dec 2025
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Eddie Diaz doesn't believe in magic. But that doesn't matter because magic obviously believes in him... Believes he needs something in him.
Buck is lonely. Buck buys a new fleshlight after tearing through his old one. Eddie gets the pounding(s) of his lifetime. These things are somehow related.
(Buck is having a great time. Eddie... Not so much.)
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- Part 1 of might turn it into a series. idk. just putting this here so you can subscribe to it if you want to.
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13 Dec 2025
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When Buck first wakes up on Friday, May 12th of 2023, he's up for a completely normal day.
You know, get up, do your chores, attend a few emergencies, rescue a few people. Go home, research some obscure syndromes, eat lunch, ponder about the meaning of life. The usual.
It seems the Universe had other plans for him, because he gets the slight feeling that he's being sent a message, though he can't quite make out what the Universe is telling him. It might not be THAT important.
Except the Universe seems to think that it is that important, and it is that serious, and he needs to get the message. So the next day, Evan Buckley is up for a surprise.
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12 Dec 2025
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During the fight in the grocery store, Buck finally gives in. Why is he fighting so hard to stay when it's so clear no one wants him to?
But if there's one thing Buck has always been bad at, it's dying.
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After a failed suicide attempt, Buck finally has to confront all the things that led him to the bridge. So does everyone else.
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11 Dec 2025
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Post Lawsuit
Buck Becomes A Dad.
But Both Buck and His Daughter Are Vampires.I don't allow comments, but thanks for reading. 💕
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- Part 1 of 911 - Lawsuit Fics
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07 Dec 2025
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“Eddie, please, I need you to come home. It’s important.”
“God Buck you’re doing it again! I thought you understood I need to get Chris back, you can’t make this about yourself!”
“I-I’m not, please just come home! For a visit, just a couple days-“
“No.”
Death has favorites and she offers Buck a deal. He has a week.
(Putting Eddie through it, but happy ending)(switch to Eddie POV halfway through)
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05 Dec 2025
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Buck made a friend as a child that would stay with him from that day on. That friend just so happened to be a spirited little water elemental. A promise has kept their bond a secret his entire life, but now that Buck is older, and a very perceptive Eddie Diaz has entered the picture, keeping his secret might not be as easy, or necessary, as he thought.
Follow Buck as he learns more about his bond and abilities, all while dragging an unaware Eddie and Chris along for the ride.
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29 Nov 2025
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i will follow you into the dark (love of mine) by zer0expektation
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
26 Oct 2025
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"Buck was 22 when he learned that real evil did exist.
Today, however, Buck was 33. He was secure in his job, his family, his sense of self. And none of that included hunting, or monsters, or Sam and Dean Winchester.
Which is why his first instinct when he sees familiar bowed legs and floppy hair in cheap suits is to panic."
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or: Buck is shocked to find old friends in town, Eddie gets WAY more than he bargained for, and the Winchesters really are trying to get out of LA.
[ alt. title: "I Know You Completely, My Love (er, well, completely is a strong word)" ]
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28 Nov 2025
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"Buck didn't have a daughter. Sure, he loved kids and maybe one day he would build his own little family, but not right now. He just couldn't bear this type of responsibility - the kind that demanded more than he was able to give, more than he thought he could handle.
Then one phone call suddenly changed everything.
A number he didn't recognize. A professional voice talking to him, her words not making sense. "Her birth certificate states that you're her father.""Or
Buck learns he has a seventeen year old daughter that just lost her mom and is now supposed to live with him.
TW: old injuries, pain, emotional distress
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27 Nov 2025
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Buck had finally understood... it had taken him 3 months, 3 months of silences and angry looks, of orders given coldly and endless lists of tasks at the station, of people leaving when he sat down at the table, of conversations stopping when he arrived.
3 months but he had finally understood: Station 118 did not forgive and those he had fought for had turned their backs on him.
3 months but it had become clear to him: he was not welcome there and that was not his family, it never had been.And now all that was left was to let go.
But a call and a girl who reminds him too much of himself could be the solution to the cold in his life and his heart.
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26 Nov 2025
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By the time his last class rolls around, Eddie is on the verge of tears. He fucked up. He never should’ve bothered with college, this clearly isn’t the right path for him. He’s rounding the corner, ready to get this last class over with and then call it a day when it’s like a wall materializes in front of him. He smacks into it, stumbling and nearly falling until two callused hands grip his upper arms, steadying him.
“W-whoa, sorry man. I did not see you there.”
Startled, Eddie glances up. He’s met with bright blue eyes, blinking at him sheepishly. Something in Eddie's face must show the close proximity he is to a breakdown because the look shifts to concern, and the man doesn't let go of him.
“Hey, you okay?”
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College AU because Eddie carrying around a baby Christopher is adorable to me
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20 Nov 2025
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Never a Frown (With Golden Brown) by ratking_withnotail
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Dec 2025
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Percy Jackson was excited—genuinely excited—for the first time in what felt like years. A new city. A new name. A new face, even. The golden hair, the pale blue eyes, the tattoos that traced his skin like constellations—none of it screamed “Percy Jackson” anymore. He was Evan Buckley now, or just Buck, depending on who asked. He’d keep busy—physically exhausted, mentally occupied, emotionally detached. That was the key. No attachments. No friendships. No relationships. No vulnerability. He’d learned the hard way that getting close to people only ended in pain. Either they died, betrayed him, or saw the legend behind the name and stopped seeing him altogether.
Unfortunately, he hadn’t planned on the 118.
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- Part 2 of Rat King's 9-1-1 stories
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20 Nov 2025
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A month after Eddie and Chris return to L.A., Buck moves out. This would be completely fine if it weren't for the fact that Eddie's house (and dreams) were being haunted.
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19 Nov 2025