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The Foxes are excited to plan a team bonding trip to the beach; a fun weekend in the sun and a welcome break from school and Exy.
Neil learns how quickly memories of the past can catch up to you and how hard it can be to voice them. Nothing about the beach has ever been good for him.
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21 Mar 2026
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He saw the duffel.
It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.
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07 Sep 2025
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"Andrew realized what he was seeing but he couldn’t comprehend it. He didn’t know how to help. There was no enemy to deal with – there was just Neil seizing on the floor and Andrew didn’t know what to do."
______Neil starts having seizures and Andrew tries to help.
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07 Sep 2025
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A hurricane traveling up the coast from Florida is set to touch down in Palmetto, a problem no one predicted would incur anything other than storm damages. But the foxes learn the hard way that hurricanes fuck with barometric pressure, which fucks with scar tissue, something Neil happens to have a lot of.
So when he wakes up in excruciating pain, convinced that the past seven months after Baltimore weren’t real, he does the one thing he’d promised not to do anymore…
He runs.
Andrew isn’t far behind of course, but Neil is firm in his belief that he never actually left the car with Lola. There’s also a flash flood advisory to worry about, and he very much tore out of Fox Tower in nothing but a t-shirt and boxer shorts during a literal tropical storm.
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Neil has a dissociative episode that sends him running and Andrew does a lot of feeling over it, begrudgingly, but still.
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15 Nov 2024
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Who's Gonna Hold You Like Me? by lilac_and_ravens
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Jul 2024
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“Minyard, who the fuck did you murder this time?” David Wymack grumbled through the phone.
“I lost Neil,” was all Andrew said in response.
There was silence for a second before Wymack replied, “What, like lost him in the grocery store?”
“No, like he left for a run and never came home.”
(OR: a very unconventional Andriel marriage proposal <3)
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15 Nov 2024
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it takes two (but you and i are one) by kairospy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
12 Sep 2022
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Sometimes, not often — not enough for it to be concerning — he felt too much like him.
Andrew noticed the very moment Nathaniel walked into the locker room.:*:*:
Nathaniel Wesninski had been dormant for too long.
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15 Nov 2024
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“Neil wanted to scream but he swallowed it like his guilt and maybe this was what the four letter word looked like: trust, understanding, devotion; I would kill and die for you. Dying by your hands as an act of love from both sides.”
Sometimes Neil Josten just slips and Nathaniel takes over.
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15 Nov 2024
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Neil only realized something was wrong after something had already gone wrong.
It was supposed to be his first practice back after his concussion and he was aching to run. Or maybe he was just aching. Technicalities.
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15 Nov 2024
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It's Cold, I Don't Want To Be Lonely by onlyatitagain
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
18 Aug 2019
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When in the presence of Todoroki Enji, it was easy to feel warm and overwhelmed by heat in more ways than just physical. Hawks was very aware of the fire burning in his heart that roared to life whenever he was with his childhood hero, who was now his best friend. The relationship they had was special in the way of how close they had become, Hawks trusted the number one hero with his life and could always count on him no matter the circumstance.
What would happen if he said something and ruined that trust, the friendship they had built over months of knowing each other?
You should never play with fire, unless you want to get burned.
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17 Oct 2024
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You've lost your wings, you've lost your speed, and in the crowd ahead, you've lost him too. How do you know what name to call out when you don't even know what to call yourself?
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16 Oct 2024
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Hawks’ attempt to infiltrate the League goes wrong.
Enji is the one he turns to.
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- Part 1 of Hawks Quirk-Loss AU
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14 Oct 2024
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hunters seeking solid ground by Attila
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 May 2020
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“Hanguang-jun,” Wei Wuxian repeats. His heart clenches. He wants—but he’d really meant to have this nightmare stuff down before they met again, so he wouldn’t find himself relying on Lan Wangji’s nearness. He’s not supposed to go back yet. But he’s so tired, and his will crumbles. “Yeah,” he says. “All right. Take me back to Gusu with you.”
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10 Oct 2022
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Beside him when he wakes by kaminikaku for shadowsapiens
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
20 May 2019
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Lan WangJi was not beside him when Wei WuXian fell into the Burial Grounds the first time, nor the second time when Jiang Cheng led the charge against him, and the stygian tiger seal brought him down. This time, on the dark steps of Koi Tower when Jin Ling strikes Wei WuXian, Lan WangJi is there to catch him as he falls.
This time he will not wake alone.- Language:
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04 Oct 2022
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this storm that should not be by TheDameJudiWench
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
19 May 2020
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When Wei Wuxian is trapped during a night hunt, Sizhui goes to Lotus Pier for help.
Or, a story about the homes we make for ourselves.
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03 Oct 2022
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a kind of emptiness by ScarlettStorm for bookwyrmling
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Oct 2021
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“Lan Luan-daifu says it looks like you’ve been undereating for months.”
“I eat!” Wei Wuxian protests. “You watch me eat, Lan Zhan!” Why is he protesting? He knows exactly what he’s been fucking up, and Lan Zhan almost certainly has the shape of it if not the details. The words stick in his throat, fishbones to choke on, and he drinks more soup in a sullen attempt at washing them away.
“Wei Ying,” Lan Zhan says, setting a hand on his too-wiry thigh. There’s a whole sentence in the name now, layers of meaning, and he says some of it out loud with, “What’s wrong?”
The fight goes out of Wei Wuxian. It’s finally easy to surrender: Lan Zhan knows. It’s humiliating, but he knows. “Ah, Lan Zhan,” he says quietly. “It’s… complicated.”
Lan Zhan nods, his hand petting over Wei Wuxian’s leg in comforting arcs. “Then we can work together to fix it,” he says earnestly. “Tell me?”
Or: Recovery is complicated.
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02 Oct 2022
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can people untie themselves, uncurling like flowers by annemari
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
19 Aug 2020
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"Are you alright?" Jiang Cheng asks. "What happened?"
"Jiujiu!" Jin Ling says, his voice panicked. "Jiujiu, it's Wei Wuxian! He's hurt!"
Jiang Cheng freezes.
Wei Wuxian gets hurt on a night hunt. Jiang Cheng is displeased to find out that he's been wandering around on his own instead of living with Lan Wangji in Cloud Recesses. He ends up fixing it.
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01 Oct 2022
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Carry Me Home by MarsDiogenes
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
19 Oct 2021
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Nie Huaisang gets hurt while trying to handle something on his own.
Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian are not happy about that at all.
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- Part 5 of wangsang tumblr ficlets
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01 Oct 2022
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your name, safe in their mouth by astrolesbian
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
14 Aug 2020
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“You’ve got a fever,” Wei Wuxian says soothingly. “You just keep still as well as you can. We’ll have you fixed up soon.”
Lan Sizhui recognizes his tone—this is the voice that Wei Wuxian uses on hurt people and young children, a very calm and no-nonsense voice that has none of the mischief and cheer of the way he sounds the rest of the time. Lan Sizhui looks up and meets his eyes, and they are dark, stormy gray, muddled and concerned.
“I’m all right,” he croaks.
“Hush,” Wei Wuxian says, in a low croon, like someone quieting a baby. Then he blinks, and looks away, awkward. “I mean—you shouldn’t speak. You’re tired. Rest if you need to.”
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lan sizhui gets sick on a night hunt. wei wuxian comforts him. they both have a lot of feelings about it.
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30 Sep 2022
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two idiots don't cancel each other out by astrocosmos, moonsteps
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
21 Dec 2020
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“Gege? What’s going on?”
Xie Lian has gone bright red, his eyes flickering back and forth between He Xuan, who he’s still laying on, and Hua Cheng, who might have gone into actual shock.
“San Lang! We’re, we...uh, this is—”
He Xuan takes a deep breath, sends a prayer to the dead hermit crab he had when he was twelve, and says, “Xie Lian and I are dating.”
He Xuan gets dragged into a love triangle he never wanted to be part of.
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07 Sep 2022
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After one final look at the profile photo, Lan Zhan closed Grindr.
"Not even a flame?"
Startled, Lan Zhan turned to his left.
"I know not everyone wants to start chatting right off the bat, but you spent long enough looking at my face," said the man from the app, who was sitting at the bar.
Or: Lan Zhan gets stranded at the airport, decides to scroll through Grindr, and meets someone new.
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- Part 1 of Ticket to Ride
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07 Sep 2022